BREAK UP FOR STUPID REASONS

That night

on they way home , kim sat there with her siblings and parents but was too deep in her own thoughts to care about them

She was too confused. Why did her heart begin beating so fast as if it would soon deaf her ? She then put her hands on her chest and said

I think i need a heart check-up ..

Just then, she received a message on her mobile phone she sighed in annoyance. It was a message from no other than Deepak. To be honest, she would be in clouds 9 if it was Jamol

Deepak and kim have been in a long-distance relationship for 9 months. April, the 21st, will be a year , even though kim is 13 and Deepak is 17 , they still carry on their relationship and after kim eighteen birthday he will come to guyana if things work out they right way , they will get married ,

People said it is best to know someone years before you get married, so when your married you will know who exactly you are married too and that is what kim and Deepak is doing , kim and deepak has never met each other but they talk 24/7 make plans for the future, talks about kim problems and so on .

after kim grandmother Vicki and her elder sister lovie die and jamol left the same year , kim was on the edge of troubling from depressions or nervous breakdown, then she met Deepak who had been their since the first day the met until now , when kim grandmom and her elder sister die kim didn't shed a single tears and everyone was surprised by this cause kim and lovie has been the most closest sisters thou lovie was 16 years older than her . they doctor said it if it's all kept inside her, it would cause nervous breakdown .. they only thing kim did was look after her late sister babe , who is 2 year old , Devina james, but after Devina Father travis james had to go back home to his country because his mom was sick he had to take his daughter with him and since they left kim was absolutely lonely than her mother bought a phone for her , since kim doesn't say anything to her family about her pain and struggles they said she might say it to her friends but after her only bestfriend was dead now and her only close friends she has is selena but she didn't have her number than

one day a strange number contacted her by mistake but than they become friends and after 3 three weeks kim finally told him everything and he was a great listener after that they got into a relationship though kim was still had a crush on Jamol , it was for they best and she accpet, jamol wasn't there when she needed him the most and she even try reaching him and even talk to his father but jamol was never around , so she try forgetting him and said she will learn to love Deepak in time but it is just 3 months more to be a year but still the only thing she feels is annoyed , though he has always been their , he never share his problems and that is they problem he annoyed her tease her like everything is find when they are not , he made her happy but he cry deep inside, he never told her mush about himself, like more about his feelings or what he is going through , he just told her about the good ones never about how hurt he was or doing through he made his life sound easy but one time she calls and his mother answered saying he is the hospital bathroom and he had been in hospital for a week now , and he never told kim about it , his dad die but still kim didn't know .

This whole relationship was about her and only her it wasn't about us and yes she like it , she felt like she was every for him and he knows everything about her but she doesn't even know his pain . To some girls, this might feel romantic as the guy made you feel like you're the only thing when he has his own problems but put you first but if your kim shose you would understand, kim don't love him , yes he was handsome, caring, kind , but kim wasn't attractive to him and didn't love him and that is it .

It made her feel irritated. He doesn't allow her to be there for him , and after knowing she doesn't love him, it still makes her feel more guilty to her , he deserves someone else , she knew he never told her anything was because she had to deal with too mush already.

Hi dear , Good morning. How are you doing ? Where are you ? Do you know i have been trying to meet you since last night ??

God , kim was annoyed by his clingynes. He just woke up, and they first thing he did was to text kim , as it is 8 ; 11 pm , so in india, it is 5 ; 41 am.

Yes , i have seen your message, but i was busy the whole day, and i haven't met at home yet , " kim replied. kim was now in between of wanted to break up with him or being there for him . So she decides to question him if he is honest. Maybe there is a possibility that she could be his comfort zone like he is hers

Hey, is there something you're not telling me , " kim asked

Like what exactly , " Deepak asked

Deepak, you know we promise not to hide things from each other ," kim said

Yes, i remember everything , but what does this have to do with anything, and by they way , have you convinced your father to send you back to school now that your mother is okay , " Deepak asked as kim isn't going to school as her mom was sick so she stay home to take care of her mother and her younger siblings as she is the eldest right now because kesha is now married and has a young babe plus she lives a little far way from them .

Stop dodging my question, Deepak , " kim asked, irritated

There is nothing to tell, okay ? " Deepak said

Deepak Rajiv singh , I am asking you one last time. Is there something you're hiding from me , " kim asked, sounding angry

Deepak was taken back by this, but never would he allow himself to tell her his problems

Kim, there is nothing to talk about, and they continue like that for some time, and it leads to argument .

Kim then texted him

Deepak , i think it is time we break up .. it is over , " She didn't wait for him to text back, and she added him to the block list , kim knowns she hurt him there as he loves her very mush but she also know she did they right thing

If it was they met before kim and jamol did , kim would gladly take his hands and let him led her to the alter , feeling is something you can't control, kim care for him but her heart only beats for jamol

people may say that she is just a kid to know what is love and what kim felt was nothing but pure and it was innocent, it wasn't they kind of feelings adults get , it wasn't about they person apparenec it was about the personality. It was about they way he made her laugh. It was about they time the fight, and it felt amusing. It hurt when a guy hit you yea but not when they hit you, not hard enough to make you cry but made you laugh with pain . It is complicated, may sounds stupid , Childress but it is what it is , maybe it wasn't love but at this moment all she could think about is him , miss him , care for him , wanted to be able to grow old with him , wanting him to always be there , even thou he wasn't there , maybe it is not love but that is what she wanted .

Then, she sent another message to someone else

He is now yours made him happy , right now he needs your company, your his comfort zone , " kim sent the message , though she knew he is hurt the only thing she could do is sent his comfort zone, they one he open up to and tells everything to , they one who had always been there for him , the one he allow to know him more , and that person truly loves him but to kim Deepak is just to blind to notice

Though Deepiak loves Deepak , Deepak never noticed it, and he tells himself that Deepika is just kind and caring toward him because she is his match as their parents are friends and they gave birth the same month but Deepak wanted to find love not just a match.. a parther for life.

To kim that person is the same person that parents pick only if she let him go maybe than he will agree to his parents request and married Deepika and find his true love as his wife and his life partner.

Kimanda , are you going to stay in the boat the whole night , " Amelia jokes said, calling kim by her full name , pulling kim out of her thoughts and then she noticed they had reach home and she was they only one in the boat , while walking up the hill kim look at her home . It was full of light it shine bright . And it looks lively and homely , it wasn't fancy but it was home , they one that even they richest won't be able to buy .

Kim family isn't a first class nor second class, though kim isn't rich she isn't poor, either her father and his first son , levon who is kim half brother works as a boat capitan, and he gets calls to work almost every day , her eldest brother kevin and nick the second eldest and the third eldest Dwayne works together as carpenters , they get work all around the town to build school and houses .

Kim eldest sister died she was name lovie , who die 1 year ago kim father Williams had two kids with his first wife, and the kids are named lovie and levon and the second eldest is kim half sister Kimberly, William cheated on his wife Amelia and haded Kimberly who is just 6 days before kesha , the both born the same month , same year , now they even look alike every one would think they are twins ,

Kimberly is married to terry with one child who is herry , and kesha is to henry and have one daughter who is nora ,

Kim is Amelia second daughter, but she is Williams fourth daughter

Kim Younger siblings are Amanda , Elijah, and Amy, the babe of the Alexander's family

Their house is not that big, but it is comfortable. They have a comfortable life where the girls do housework as they don't have maids, and they guys work .

As kim lay on her bed her mind was on Deepak , yes she knows it is a crazy reason she broke up with him but as long as she is with him she felt nothing but guilt, kim has trust issues and when she open up to Deepak she was forcing herself too

And no matter what happen she will always be greatfull to Deepak , his friendship, his caring, his loving , kind heart deserves better and that person is Deepiak , she gave up because Deepak , feeling matter more to her , she wasn't forcing her love on him .

Kim just hopes soon she will hear good news from Deepiak. But something shocking happens as she close her eyes to sleep , some stranger image pop up in her head and her beat begins beating faster

The next day , Kim's mother, Amelia Alexanders went shopping, and when she came home back, she informed kim about a store that had been opened out a few days back and how many of they things are from china, and they all look beautiful. .. and she wanted to take kim there for shopping , kim told her she saw it already but Amelia insisted that they go shopping there this weekend which is two days from now