MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
THE FIRST MEETING
As kim walked aways she felt like screaming as her heart was beating fast, and the guy who was responsible for this .. has another woman in his arms right now , kim felt frustrated, but she isn't that navie little girl anymore that will cry over such thing or act reckless. She had learned to control her emotions over the years,
kim walked away with a heavy heart , there was nothing she could do , An tian had forgotten her .. though. An tian isn't hers, and she knew it well , she is no longer that 14 year old that would cry over such things, thinking she would lose him , when she didn't even own him but still there was pain , jealously, greedy, in her heart .
Kim didn't go home as she knew the moment she stepped into her room, she would see An tian face again, in a photograph which she had painted, it was right over her bed like on they ceiling, it's the first thing she see when she wakes and the last thing she look at before sleeps, maybe that is why she didn't forget him, maybe that is why she still loves him as she sees him every day tho it wasn't enough she still felt like she was looking at him and he is looking at her as she sleeps and so on
Within 5 years , he hasn't changed a thing , " kim said as she recalled her previous time with him and the time in the past, but unlike him , kim has changed , she was no longer a 14 or 15 year old child , she is now and adult, so she can't blame him if he doesn't remember her as 5 years has turn her into a woman she has never imagined she would be or look like .
while he has forgotten her as she wasn't important to him , probably because he never think of her , probably because of they years that have past unlike him kim has changed back then she was just a child in her early teens but now she is adult,
Maybe that is why he doesn't remember me. kim said to herself out loud as she lay on a bed in a 5-star hotel room, which she worked at . It is actually her main job, but she work at they restaurant as a part-time job after working with them for years , kim grown to like they people she work for and with so she never quit even after getting a higher position in the hotel
Whatever, i don't care , " kim said loudly
Then why are you sulking here , " she heard her inner voice
Kim frowned , "I am not sulking.. I'm just making a point, and it is just because... she stopped and sighed, " i am now talking to myself ." Have i gone crazy after seeing An tian agian
She sighed in frustrations as she trys to sleep, but jealousy in her heart made it unbearable to do so. She closed her eyes just to get more reasons to be irritated and frustrated. The image of an hour ago flashed before her eyes as she clenched her hands , as she saw xining and An tian hugging, they seems really close , they even look so perfect together, like God had made them just for each other . .
But all of a sudden, that looked in his eyes that he looked at her with it reminded her of that night, and Unknown to her tears rolled down her cheeks
Then she begins to remember how they really met until today
7 years ago
AUTHOR POV
one evening sun was about to set they clouds begun to get darker and rain was falling alittle like snow , a beautiful teenager who looks like she was in her early teens like about 13, 14 , she wore a plain black jeans which fits her perfectly as it shows her curves, white and purple stripes top with no sleeves with black coats and the adult who looks like she was in her early twenties. she wore black shorts , and pink with her babe wearing all over blue , they were getting wet while waiting on someone a few moments passed by but still they person haven't arrived and they rain begun to fall even more , so they carry the babe to their parents who seated in a boat which didn't had shelter and they decided to get things to cover with because of their carelessness they forgot their umbrella and rain coats , the young girl left her coat with the babe as they babe needs it more
They didn't have any other choice but had to go and buy rain coats or something to cover with because it gonna be a lot of them. when their other brothers and sisters are ready to leave, plus they are kids here, so she decides to go to the store across the street . It was a store that opened a couple of days back
As the run while the rain was falling across they road into the store that just open couple days back when they reached to the place there they saw Chinese people no Guyaness they ask for rain coats but they lady don't understand English and neither did they young girls understand Chinese and it makes them really worried because they have three kids that is in the rain and the are not sure if they are ok , .... after a few seconds they young lady that was at they counter called guy mush younger guy, then he was the youngest one there ..
He looked stunning and when he came out and looked at them . While looking at him, they teenager girl forgot she was worried a while ago while her dead heart came to live again , beating faster as she began to feel uneasy.
He had fair soft skin , jet black hair , deep black eyes ,long but rounded nose , pink lips , and he wore white and pink jursey and white pants . It was simple but still stunning
Though she was lost , she said to herself
" What is wrong with me ? ," she said as she put her hand to feel her heartbeat .
she then looked away , not willing to look at the guy in front of her ..
as she looked away her sister asked for the black plastic bag to cover a few things she bought and three coats as that is for they younger ones as the adults could handle sickness and the cold weather .. he gave her them as they paid at the cash register, and then they left , as they walked, kim still felt uneasy, and her sister noticed it and asked, "Are you okay?" " she asked her younger sister
Yea , I am good. Why did you ask , " she asked her elder sister
You look like you were having a heart attack just now , " she asked her younger sister with concerns in her voice.
Am good, kesha, "she said, but her elder sister didn't believe her because for the past few days she had noticed something was bothering her little sister.
after a while of silence
Kim ... You know you can tell me anything, " kesha said to her younger sister
Though we are not that close, I am your sister, and i can keep your scerets, and i could be a good listener, " kesha added
I don't know what it is , kim said in confusion as she remembered when her late elder sister lovie once told her what love is and what she left for Travis, who is now a widow with a 3 year old babe girl
For example, lovie said
Your heart beat faster , when you are around them , you will feel butterfly in your stomach, you miss them when your away from them , lovie example while adding more to it and little kim just listen and wonder how would it feel back then she believes in fairly tales and always wished for her prince charming to come find her one day but now she just wants that guy that will be able to protect her and keep her safe and happy and make a few kids with and her future well secured and planned and right now she has that but this butterfly in your stomach as all those things of things
Okay, maybe you need to question yourself more about it and be honest with yourself, and whenever you get the answer to your questions, accpet it , " kesha advice as she knew how stubborn her sister is as she won't tell her anything as kim is more like a mystery girl , her struggles , her pain , her battles , are only known to her , to kesha her little sister is mush mature than she looks but sometimes are navie and innocent for her good good.