Is it just my insanity?

"Where should we hide it." Said Shin with a misterious look on his face,as the weeks have passed no merciful expression showed up on his face. Since that day I became his partner in crime. Now I need to find a place to hide this body,but where? Should I try to make him think more? A forest should do! But where in the forest? I'm completely dumb! If only I didn't agree to that idiotic request only to save myself from a thing that couldn't even happen.

"I haven't found a place! I'll just burry it!"

Are you seriously out of your mind?

"If it isn't convenable,we can set it on fire!"

You have the weirdest ideas.

"What were you expecting me to say,that I want to marry the corpse?"

No! I will never say that!

"Are you sure? If I was referring to-"

You don't need to refer to something to make me change my opinion about this disgusting thing you have in your mind.

"Why are you so mad? You sound like you want to recreate the event from December 6."

Shut up.

"I see that you've suddenly gained self confidence but be careful how you use it or I'll fuck you up."

I don't really care about what you say,I only want this deal to come to an end.

"If you want you can leave now,I remembered I had something to do. You can't stay with me while I go there it will only bring trouble for you so as I don't have any reasons to make you suffer I should as well help you profit off of the fact that I don't have any reason to put trouble on you."

I'll go home,See you later or when you will need me... hopefully for something normal.

"Goodbye."

That sure transferred some weird vibes to me,I should just go home,mom is probably worried and I should also hurry up so I can pick my sister up from school. Mom is probably busy with her business, always having to bake isn't as easy at it may sound after all.

But where is her new school located? As I had so many affairs with Shin,I didn't even make time to know more about my own family. I should just repair my relationship with my sister,she probably misses the times I came to pick her up from her old school. I should just use the application as my mom is baking right now and probably has her phone on silent.

As this thing says,she isn't far away only at a surprising distance of only 10 minutes by walking.

"Eun!" I suddenly hear my name coming from my sister's voice.

Are you here already? Shouldn't you wait until I came to pick you up?

"I know but it was boring. All the kids having someone to immediately come and pick them up was quite sad since our mom is always at home baking and dad is also busier that usual. The only person I can relay on is you at the moment. But i promise I won't become a burden, I'll try to work hard and also find some job that I can do at 12."

You shouldn't try to find anything! I'm here,mom is here, dad is here,we all are here for you,why would you want to take all the burden on you only to make yourself think you're the burden? You are seriously scaring me a lot. As soon as we get home I'll have a big discussion with you,we seriously need to talk about things that make me questions the level of your will to do certain things.

"Ok,ok now let's go home,I can't wait to continue the cake I started last night!"

Are you seriously thinking that it was good?

"Yes, anything that comes from my hands is magic and good at taste."

Think what you want to think.

Even though this is supposed to be a memorable moment as it is the first time when I talked in a serious way with her. My mind is still flying at the fact that I need to be partners in crime with that heartless human.

I'm sure that there has to be a way that will help me escape this deal faster than it ends. I'm pretty sure I can escape after all these months of slavery.

I should at least be grateful that he doesn't have requested in the other ways possible and even if he had I would rather die instead of fulfilling them.

My thoughts are like a soup,they are mixing up until my brain is all fucked.

Why wouldn't it be? It's not like I can resolve it being the only fucked thing I ever had instead of just life.

It would honestly be more fucked if I weren't to fulfill the weird killing related things,this bitch wanted me to obey.

Why couldn't I resist the urge to obey him so that I could survive, couldn't I just refuse and move on. Why was I acting that day like a weakling,was it because Min's body was in that traumatising event. Her corpse is still haunting my mind and dreams asking me..."Why did you stab me?"

And the answer the me in my dreams gave was absolutely full of lies. I never hated her as I never wished dead upon her as I never wanted to recognise that in the conflict we had before 6 December she was the one in the right. I was full of jealousy only because she could party when she wanted to and I couldn't.

Why couldn't I? Because I never asked to and my selfish self said full of vanity that she's a spoiled brat and almost hit her after she started screaming. I swore I will never hit another human being if they didn't hit first and I was going to break the swear I did. Was I in the wrong this whole time? Was I really never supposed to avoid any fight that shows up in my life.

As I was deep in thoughts,my sister decided to break them by saying:

"What are you thinking about? We arrived! Mom is worried that you think too much because you're literally not moving. Just what are you thinking about, you're scaring us."

I'm so sorry I didn't mean to upset you or mom is just that I'm not in my best mood I don't even know how I should gestionate the situation without someone getting hurt.

"Getting hurt? Are you talking about a relationship with someone that is somewhat possessive but frail so you worry that if you tell them what you really feel they'll vanish like a piece of cotton but they're still able to kill you with a fingernail?"

Kinda but replace relationship with partnership.

"You're honestly starting to scare me more and more everyday and I think I should start to search for therapists online. Not for me,but for you."

You're overacting. I'm fine I just need some time with myself.

"Your phone is ringing."

Oh right, Shin.

What do you want? Before hearing any of your bullshit you need to know that you're an asshole that interrupted my wholesome conversation with my sister and my only chance to repair what I ruined.

"Calm down pretty princess,I just want to thank you for the inspiration you gave me."

What inspiration?

"For the place to hide the body."

The forest?

"The forest?"

No need to thank me,it sure was an easy pick out of all the places I had in my mind.

"It's good that you were quick with it and didn't wait as my ex partner in crime did."

What happened to him?

"3 words: poison, wine and rope."

Let me guess you put poison in his wine and then you strangled him with a rope.

"Exactly,it seems like you are the mastermind of those crimes giving to how much you know about all the things I told you about."

Cut the crap what is the real reason behind you calling me for absolutely no fricking reason at this hour.

"I just wanted to say in short words. Tomorrow,nerd,knife,rope and hole."

You want to kill the other nerd,tie his body up and throw his body in a 2 meters hole and then burry him.

"Exactly."

I'm gonna be waiting for you darling.

With lots of love your favourite person,

Shin.