This Is For You

I winced in pain from the much-deserved slap and the tears streamed down my face. Hoseok Oppa runs after Mi-Young while I just stood there hating myself for making Mi-Young cry. The hurt, the pain that she shot at me through her eyes hurts 100 times more than the slap.

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***3rd person's POV***

Hoseok gave Hani a quick glance of worry before running full speed down the hallway after Mi-Young. He caught up to her and grabbed her wrist but she angrily swung her hand out from his grip and slapped him hard across the face. Tears of anger and hurt falling out of her eyes as she glared at the man in front of her. The man that she loved and who she was ready to spend her life with. She says nothing and turns around and walks away.

Hoseok doesn't stop but runs after her. He turns her around to face him and quickly pull her into a hug. Mi-Young angrily hits him to let her go.

"Let go of me you jerk! You are disgusting! Don't fucken touch me!!!!" The broken-hearted girl screamed at the equally broken-hearted boy, but he doesn't let go. He holds her tightly as she squirmed in his arms.

"Mi-Young ah, you misunderstood. Please stop crying. I would never hurt you like that. You know me..."

"No, I don't! I don't know you. I don't know her. All I know is I saw you two enter that room and didn't leave until 5 hours later. Who in their right mind would call this a misunderstanding? That is the funniest thing you've ever said to me Hoseok Oppa." And she laughs. She crazily laughs at the man and broke free from his warmth.

"Go back to her. I will no longer be in both your life so do whatever you two want. I never want to see either one of you ever again!"

And she resumed her getaway.

"I LOVE YOU!" Hoseok calls out desperately to her. The only person he had ever loved and never meant to hurt.

She stopped in her track and cried to herself. She hated how he still made her aching heart fluttered.

"Mi-Young ah, please listen to me. I need to explain everything to you. Please don't leave like this..." Hoseok cried out after the girl.

Her heart wanted to believe Hoseok, but her mind was telling her to leave. So she listened to her mind and left Hoseok crying alone in the hallway.

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I heard the entire conversation between Hoseok and Mi-Young. Mi-Young was right. Who in their right mind would believe us when we were in a hotel room for over 5 hours together? I heard footsteps approach me and I look up to see a teary-eyed Hoseok. He smiled sadly at me and he gently caresses my cheek that was slapped by Mi-Young.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded my head in response and he lightly patted my head before he grabs a hold of my hand and gently led me out the room and closed the door behind us.

"Come on, I'll take you home."

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***Mi-Young's POV***

After leaving those two behind, I went over to Yoongi Oppa's apartment. Since I left my phone at Hani's place, I couldn't call him. I needed to let him know. He's been played with by Hani and no matter how much he hates me, he is still a friend and he has every right to know about her and Hoseok.

I reached his apartment and didn't even bother to wait for the elevator and ran up the stairs. I rushed to his door and rung the doorbell crazily. It was 2 in the morning by now and hopefully, he is sleeping at home.

The door slowly opens and I could see a very annoyed and tired Yoongi on the other side of the door. I pushed passed him and let myself in.

"What the hell Mi-Young? What are you doing here?" He tiredly said to me while rubbing his eyes.

"Oppa! You gotta break up with Hani! She's cheating on you!"

"What are you talking about Mi-Young? Why would she cheat on me?" He groans in annoyance but I stood firm.

"SHE CHEATED ON YOU OPPA! I SAW HER TOGETHER WITH HOSEOK!"

That seemed to have gotten his attention and he was wide awake now.

"What did you see Mi-Young?" He asked me.

"Th-they were together in a hotel room..." My voice trailed off as I remembered everything and the tears came back.

"Mi-Young, was that all that you saw?" He calmly asked again.

I couldn't believe it. How can he be so calm about all this? I just saw his girlfriend in a hotel room with Hoseok, his best friend!

"Why are you not angry?! Why are you so calm?!! I just told you what I saw! They went to eat dinner together and then went into a room together and didn't leave until 5 hours later! Oppa, are you crazy? Are you not angry that she is playing you?!" I screamed at him. I was furious that he had no reaction at all hearing all this. Tears of anger flooded down my face.

"Mi-Young, you need to calm down. Did they see you? Maybe it was all a misunderstanding."

"Again with that misunderstanding bull shit. Oppa, I held onto the last ounce of trust and hope wanting to believe it was not real. I waited outside their room and when they opened the door and saw me, they had that guilty look on their face. They got caught together by me. What more do I need to hear from them to prove that this was all a misunderstanding? I saw and heard everything with my own eyes and ears..."

I fell to the ground. My legs finally gave up on me. I had no more strength and I couldn't bear the hurt and pain anymore. Yoongi came to my side and he helped me up and carried me over onto the couch.

"You can rest here tonight. I'll have a talk with Hoseok and Hani tomorrow to see what they have to say. Your mind is not working properly right now because of what you have seen and heard. Just rest for now. I can take you to the bed if you want. I'll take the couch for tonight."

I didn't utter a single word. I was exhausted emotionally and physically. Since I didn't say anything, he carefully scooped me up in his arms and carried me into his room. He gently sat me down on his bed. I suddenly remember Yoongi's confession and how hurt and betrayed he must have felt when he found out Hoseok and I was getting engaged.

"Yoongi Oppa..." I called out to him as he was about to leave.

"Is this what you felt when you found out about me and Hoseok?"

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***3rd Person's POV***

"Is this what you felt when you found out about me and Hoseok?"

Yoongi had stopped in his track for a second before turning around to face her. He made his way back to Mi-Young and sat down on the bed next to her. He never hated Mi-Young. He was just simply jealous of her, but now he is okay. He felt okay now all thanks to Hani. It was time. Time to let her know everything.

"Mi-Young ah, there's something you need to know..."

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Hoseok dropped me off at home and I walked into the dark empty house. No more Jimin Hyung and Mi-Young here. I'm all alone now.

I took off Mi-Young's shoes and made my way upstairs. I expected all of Mi-Young's belongings to be gone just like Hyung's, but when I entered my room, everything was just as we left it earlier before she left to go see her parents.

I sat on the bed and then fell back on to the bed looking at the ceiling. I noticed the tiny black hole once again and prayed for the ceiling to collapse so it could end me. I hated myself so much right now.

I don't know how long I've been staring at that tiny hole, but I was interrupted when Mi-Young suddenly enters my room. She looked really upset. I instantly stood up.

"Mi-Youngie.." I called out to her.

She quickly walks over to me.

*Slap*

"This is for lying to me..." Her voice full of hurt and sadness.

Her hand raised high, ready to slap me once again. I closed my eyes tightly shut, waiting for the impact on my already burning cheek.

*Slap*

There was no pain. I flutter my eyes opened to see her red and lightly swollen cheek. She had slapped herself hard.

Tears ran down her face as she starts crying.

"And this is for you..."

To Be Continued...