What the fu*k

I am dead. 

I am dead. 

I am dead.

Why?

Why?!

Why!

I thought continuously getting more and more helpless and angry at myself. It seemed like I was clear in my head now. I knew all the mistakes I made. My life was with so much distance my biggest regret that it is unbelievable

How I even think? I don't know.

Suddenly my surroundings change.

I don't know why, I wasn't even surprised by this. The place where I was seemed so natural that you would think that that is the way the universe looked.

It was a place with only one color. That color was a mix of everything. Blood, skin, black, white, windows, houses, corpses, paintings, and many more, but in a color.

Everything I have ever seen, but in a color. It was unimaginable and crazy, but it was natural. Very natural. As natural as the air. 

Suddenly the color shook.

"You have already made your choices so you will be reborn in that world we talked about later with the said wishes", the color said.

It didn't speak. That just spawned in my head after the color shook.

I first thought about that, but suddenly it dawned upon me.

"What do you mean?! I haven't made any wishes yet. Did you switch me up with some other person? Please HELP!!!!", I screamed.

It was to no avail as I suddenly had my surroundings changed again. 

Meanwhile the color sighed. 

"That bastard really fulfilled the bet. How did he do that? Branding his own soul with so many rules that only last for one life. Even with all the changes that happened before. Even he shouldn't be able to calculate all the changes."

"Well at least I will have some fun watching that guy in my free time"

"The wishes that guy had will make his life very interesting"

"I hope Freedom's soul isn't as crazy as the first time I met him"

The color sighed reminiscing about old memories.

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~4 years after the birth~

"Oh, my memories awakened. That's convenient", I said calmly. There was no headache like some people in the novels said. It was as if it had been on me since the beginning, which was the case.

"Young master, the master and the mistress are waiting in the dining house", a young maid who came in said.

"Ok, Lillia. Tell them I will be coming", I told her.

"Yes, young master", she replied while following my orders.

I was reborn in a rich family. Well not really. A filthy rich family. Like really rich. Rich Rich Rich. So much money you can't spend rich. 

We had this money a long time ago. I am like the 20th generation of that family if not double that. Due to that, we had the corresponding power.

I brushed my teeth. Washed my face and walked out of my room to get dinner.

After walking for a while I got into the dinner hall. There were already my parents sitting. Adam and Eve.

"Hi darling, how did you sleep? Was the mattress good or should we start switching it every day instead of every week now?", my mother asked me concernedly while kissing me.

"Are you sure son?", my dad asked me with a smile. 

My parents loved me over everything. I was their youngest son.

"Dad, I want to get the new Dior jacket"

"Then I want the new Ferrari"

There came my two siblings, Veronica and Paul.

"Just tell Alfred", my father said. Alfred was our treasury master.

"Good", they said seemingly spending a cent. Not excited.

Then they saw me. 

We had eye contact. I immediately knew what would happen and ran away. 

But they were bigger. Suddenly Veronica had me in her arms and rubbed her face onto mine.

"Why did you run away my lovely brother?", she said with a bit of resentment.

"Are you afraid of her? Dont worry. Big brother is here and will protect you. But as compensation I can hug you.", he said with a smile like offering the best deal ever.

I didn't say anything as it wouldn't change anything in the situation.

"Let him down Veronica", my mother Eve finally called her out.

"B-but mom", she wanted to argue but saw mom glaring at her.

"Finally she let me go", I thought in my mind.

"Thanks, mom"

After that we were eating.

As one you could see my brother and sister also loved me. And hugely at that. I was the favorite of my mother, father, brother, and sister.

One reason was because I was the youngest with a pretty big difference.

My brother and sister were twins. They were 20 and studying law at Harvard.

After dinner was finished I got into the cinema house with the golf cart.

Yes. A cinema house, not a room. 

As I said we were really rich.

As I was driving there, I heard my mother screaming from her botanic garden.

I looked over and heard her say.

"Ethan Nathaniel Alvarez, stop driving the cart. That is dangerous.", she screamed.

I laughed and drove even faster only touching the pedals due to the extension for the pedals it had.

That was the beginning of the famous troublemaker Ethan Alvarez.