What to do?

Looking around at the suite, I tried to touch the decors again.  I tried to concentrate and tried to lift the vase that was on the coffee table.  But no such luck. I can't even grab it let alone lift it. I was panting as if I had run a mile.  It's like I used all my energy to lift a 100 kg barbell but can't even move it. It was that exhausting!

          Giving up on trying to grab and lift stuff, I went back to the balcony again and sat on the railing.  It's funny how I can't lift stuff but I can sit on this railing. I looked out at the scenery and think hard.  Since I'm a ghost now what should I do with my afterlife?  

          While staying here in this suite for almost a week now, I noticed that I can't fly.  I can float but only a few inches high. I can't jump long distances like how I saw in the anime or movies.  It's like a complete rip off! I expected that I can fly and lift stuff or appear in front of people but I can't do any of those!

          I can't even turn on the stupid TV to watch my fave shows.  I didn't know that being a ghost can be so boring! Then finally after a few days, someone had check-in again in the suite and I would be able to watch some action but after watching them get it on for more than an hour…  Well, it's irritating that I can finally watch some action but they are so... Bland, you know what I mean?

          I can't even learn any new moves from them since they are not that exciting, the moves and positions they did are so basic that I already know and had done them when I was still alive.  And here I thought that some rich people will be kinky or into S&M or some shit. I got so bored watching them I just left the suite and went into a different one.  

          This is really getting me down.  The previous customer that rented the suite was an old rich dude with a pretty young lady.  That must be her sugar daddy. I remembered the old dude started taking off her clothes and grabbed her ample breast like he had never seen those before and lick and sucked them as if he had never had sex before and the girl was like fake moaning and stuff.  When I saw that the old man was taking off his clothes and saw his body if I can puke I would have puked my guts out seeing his wrinkly old body.

          Remembering them made me shudder!  And to think that I wasn't fast enough to leave that I saw the girl gave that wrinkly dick a lick and then devoured the disgusting thing! Aaarrrggghhh!  Shoo! Go away evil apparition! Get out of my head! Ahh, if there is such a thing as a purification of the mind I will gladly learn it to get the evil frightening vision out of my head!  I tried to distract myself by floating around the hotel.  

          I looked at their Spa area and lay down on their couch and listened to the calming music and took in the ambiance of the place to relax.  After a few hours at the Spa, I went to the pool area to look for any sexy 6 pack ab foreigners there. But of course, since it was already past 12 midnight I will consider myself lucky to see anyone swimming at this time.

          I came back later when I was certain that the boring couple left.  I watched the 2 girls from housekeeping entered the suite. I tried to see if I could scare them but I can't even make my presence known to them.  Let alone send a chill down their spine! Hmph! No fun at all!

          "I wish I was rich like them so I can also rent a presidential suite like this!"  Said girl A with the nameplate 'Toni' on it. She was changing the duvet and bed sheet of the king-size bed that the boring couple used.

          "Well, if I'm rich I will just travel to Dubai and rent the presidential suite of S Hotel there!"  Said girl B with the nameplate 'Sam'. She was just sitting on the couch and watching TV. She is tall, curvaceous and pretty so she has this attitude of being superior and that she is above cleaning the room. 

          "Oh yeah!  I didn't think about that!  Do you plan to go traveling once you have money, Sam?"  Asked Cindy. She had done changing the sheets and now started wiping the bedside table and the headboard.

          "Of course!  Who wouldn't?"  Said Sam, with her arrogant attitude.  Must be nice being pretty huh? If you are so above it then why are you in the housekeeping department and not at the reception then huh?  Poor Toni cleaning the suite all by herself!

         While trying to think of other names to call that bitch named Sam, I thought about what she said about traveling... Then it hit me!  Why should I stay cooped up in this presidential suite when I can travel all the countries that I dreamed of going to? I wasn't able to go traveling since I need to buy plane tickets, book a hotel, food, etc…  I wasn't able to save some money since I always end up paying the bills every time I go out on a date when I still had a boyfriend and shitty boyfriend to boot! Good thing I had an awakening and dumped his sorry ass!

          Now that I am a ghost I can just board a plane and go to any country that I like!  Thank you, Sam, for giving me the best idea ever! It will be like an all-expense-paid trip!  I don't need to shell out anything! I can even stalk my fave idols! Muahahahaha! I'm not thinking of anything dirty!  I just want to see their everyday lives! ☆ ～('▽^人)

          Yup!  Nothing rated 18+ at all! Huehehehe!  Now, which idol-... Ahem, I mean, which country should I travel first?  There are a lot of them and don't know who- I mean what country to choose!

          While I was thinking, I saw that Sam changed the channel and then started watching the replay of Kin***chi Neo.  Then I stared at the male lead. Aha! I will go to Japan first! It has nothing to do with HSJ, okay? I just want to see the sakura bloom!  

           I remembered the movie about some rich Asians that they boarded first class and I also want to experience that!  J*L First class, here I come! Can't wait to see the First class seats in real life! I mean afterlife! I'll just go to the airport first and stay at their VIP lounge to look around!

          With my mind that is set with traveling first to Japan, I left the suite and looked for a ride to the airport.  I waited at the hotel lounge first to listen to any guest requesting a ride going to the airport. Luckily, there is this family of 4 going to the same destination as I am!  So lucky!  

          I ride shotgun since they all sat at the back of the SUV.  I looked at the window and watching the other cars pass by, excited for the coming adventures.  Goodbye Philippines! And Japan, get ready 'coz here I come!