Chapter 45: Bathroom

I knew this was going to happen, but I didn't think it would be so soon, literally the second day since I've been in this world, they're already trying to find out about me and I think they're even trying to get personal information...I haven't even spent a full day and I've already been seen by a person from an organization I think worldwide...Ahhh...seriously, how much of a fuss can I cause? I wanted to leave without attracting as much attention as I could, but if I did it could have made things worse, although it was the right thing to do I think, I didn't reveal so much either, but that little show of power I made, I hope it only stayed there...That Kuroko Smith girl...That Kuroko Smith... really this kind of people that goes after others to find out everything...doesn't bring me much confidence...he's a good person and I know that, for sure in the personal area he's a totally lazy person, while in the professional side...he's really very good at what he does...

I have to be careful from now on, if before I felt that I could have a quiet and relaxed life in this world, it seems that I fantasize so much for the moment, for sure I won't be the only girl who will be interested in me, if I'm careless I can attract the attention of more people who will only look for their benefit at the expense of my use... Imagining being in the spotlight of the whole world...ahh...I really don't wish it on people close to me, and especially on my friends...who I dislike, that anything can happen to them...I'm scared now because I'm a kid and I'm used to imagining the worst, but if I improve as a person I feel that even that inconvenience can't matter to me anymore, what I should do now and what I was always doing is....

『Continue, Ya-kun』 

...I went back to Kurusu's room, really everything was destroyed by Papi's alteration, she looked very calm and tender when she was sleeping, when she was giving me her affection and love...but as soon as the minutes passed I ended up forgetting and I really think that she wanted to kill me. The girls who seem calm and innocent are the ones you have to be careful with, I mean look at him, in one move look how he left the bed, it's all clear as if a monstrosity had happened... *sigh* This must happen a lot in this household, the fact that they take it as something normal does surprise me. But of all the things that surprised me and left me intrigued all the time, it was really you...I don't know what you're doing here or how you got here, I don't understand why you appear to be here and yet you're not, only I can see you, right? You have so much freedom in me and you know it very well, there's no need for you to even try to do anything to me, just by listening to you, you're already pulling me to one side...

『Now that we're alone, I want to talk to you, Rino 』 

At that moment I looked at the window of the room, which was broken anyway, there was no one there at that moment, but I knew someone was going to appear, in a quiet way that made me remember that Rino can be a bit confusing, I kept looking around waiting for my friend to appear as he always does, but...

『Where are you looking Ya-kun? I'm over here 』 

I heard his voice behind my back, I ended up turning around to visualize him and... he really was in a much simpler way than I imagined, he was just standing still like any other person, I don't know why I expected him to make a flashy appearance, to appear through the window like he did before when we lived together. ...But he knew perfectly well what he was doing, his smile even though it's always warm, it's mostly because something ended up amusing him and giving him a good time, but I also sometimes feel that he smiles in a calm way, knowing that everything is going as it should be, that he's in control and knows how it could end...

『You're already freaking me out from the start, I didn't remember you being so playful Rino』 

『Playfulness? Ah yes, playful! *laughs* So that's the way you used to see me, I see you're still the same Ya-kun I remember, it's been a long time my friend, how's it been going? 』 

At his answer I was really a bit surprised, was my friend really like that? For some reason I saw him much wiser and more creative in a way, that if he followed the jokes but in a much more casual and even discreet way, or wasn't he? At this Rino walked past me, he ended up touching my shoulder in a warm way and was inviting me to sit on what was still left of the bed, he was also ready to be able to talk to the two of us, it was something he also expected. I was sitting next to him to finally have our talk that....

『First of all, this is a figment of my head, isn't it? You're not really here...』 

『Uhm, of being here I am here, but of being here with you I'm not, but what matters is that I'm with you Ya-kun, does that answer your question? 』 

『Don't be interesting Rino, you don't have to keep up appearances with me...』 

『Appearances?....』 

To which I directly said my thoughts to my friend, it seems that this left him somewhat surprised for some reason, from what he always showed a trained, polite and always keeping up the image. This is really how I saw him half the time when he wasn't with his friends...I know him very well, I know he has another side, much more trustworthy, funny and above all true to say the least...He could clearly see my face, that I was a bit disgusted by his way of even talking, who Rino....

『I'm sorry, I guess I was also a little nervous to see you again my friend, I didn't know how to act and I chose to be the big brother I always was...』 

At that moment I could notice his words a bit heavy, where out of nowhere Rino would stretch his whole body like never before, both his arms and legs stretching them as much as he could until I heard a crackle in them...or at least I thought so, quickly from what I thought he would be in a better posture as always, he ended up being totally hunched over sitting on the bed, and with a much more relaxed and even exhausted attitude, he would look at me smiling saying...

『That's much better, now we can talk all we want Ya-kun, even about what you haven't forgotten since you did it *smiles*』 

What didn't I forget? I didn't understand those words to Rino, but he would quickly make me understand quickly, in a subtle way he would make me see his hand, his hand? This I had to see, but then he spat on his own hand, and the image we now saw was a bit... he wanted to finish it off by saying the name of...

『Men----------』 

!!!!!!!!!At that moment I could understand it quickly, literally before I finished saying the name, I stopped his hand so he wouldn't say more, at this Rino was laughing because of how upset I got...yes...he also liked to make fun of his friends if he saw the opportunity, and as you can see he becomes subtle and at the same time daring in many ways...Although what surprises me the most is how he knows it, I literally haven't told anyone...but if it's a product of my brain then I think it's normal that he knows it...

『You don't have to be ashamed dude, it's something normal for every kid our age, but really that you did it thinking about her at the end...I wouldn't know how to feel about it...I think I would regret it and blame myself for my mistake...』 

Literally Rino's words were like arrows piercing my body, I know what I did that time was wrong but...I really don't understand how wanting to get even with something ended up leading me to think about my friend at the end of it all...just trying to remember that creative imagery in my mind...I...I...

『But at the end of the day, Men-kun is the one who's always been there for you, helping you and giving you everything you needed at the time, you could see the special affection he had for you, and just like you, even though you're not as direct as you are now, you did express several times how important Men-kun is to you *smiles* It would have been weird if you'd have been pulling it out thinking of me who's also been with you at all times, that would have been a bit weird ????? But no, you are what my mother calls them, people who know *smiles* Let's just say it was a love-filled fondling of friends *confidently*』

.....You're trying to help me in every way possible, even at this moment that I still feel guilty about that day, you being straight talking about it and literally saying that I fucked her thinking about Menhera...ahh...Although that last one you would have left behind, it sounds like I'm a sicko to have done it.

『And have you ever done it, Rino?』

『¿? What? Pull it on me? Of course I've called my attention to it many times, but don't you think it's inconsiderate to do it in your parents' house? Besides I have 2 younger sisters, what kind of a person and big brother would I be if I did it without caring in the slightest about all that』.

If I was already with arrows embedded in my body before, now with what Rino said, I really felt like thousands of arrows were coming to hit me full in my whole body...Really with everything he is telling me, I feel even more serious my crime of having done it, and even more so since when I was in the first world and I was totally alone in my body knowing that no one would look for me, let's say that. ..In my anguish that I am a terrible person, this Rino could clearly see it as he was touching my head and my eyes were spinning because of my mistake, where he....

『I already told you Ya-kun, it's something normal at every age, I also of course want to get to do it in a part of my life, it's important...of course not, but depending on how one sees it, really love is something unique and wonderful.... Meeting someone, getting along with that person, finding that you have as many things in common as you do different but that you respect each other and that you get on well, reaching the next step... if you ask me Ya-kun, what we call love has a thousand ways of expressing itself, but sex is the most intimate, pure and innocent way of representing it *smiles*』.

The first thing that came to my mind is that .... Is my friend giving me sexuality classes? Well...it's not something I should reject, I'm in favour of talking directly about these things so as not to have prejudices in the future due to inexperience, believe me...I say it from experience...but the fact that he is direct in this curious way of talking, I feel he has been combining it with his own Rino experiences, this only made me ask something...

『Rino, did you ever feel love for someone?』

My question was just as direct in that sense, where my friend was looking at me much more calmly than usual, like he doesn't have to hide anything in front of his friend, his response to this was...

『But not so far, I have many more important things to do and I want to achieve instead of focusing on love, I have to help my father, I have to help at home, I have to take care of my little sisters until they can fend for themselves, although if that happens I would still take care of them *smiles* Love is nice and can be received in many ways, the warmth of my family and those I care about is much more valuable. ...I care more about Men-kun and you, Ya-kun, being happy and finding true love, after I take care of everything, then I'll be allowed what I refuse to *smiles*』-『Being a Big Brother is difficult...』

To Rino's words...I really thought another would be his answer, osea he's a guy really like most girls I think they want from him, he's detail oriented, he notices a lot of things, he's attentive, he looks elegant but he also has that touch that he's kind of messed up and goes against the rules. ...He's very good with his friends and treats everyone equally, he's not stuck up and doesn't make himself feel lesser, he's reliable and...he practically shows a side of having to be better at everything to make everything better for others...But....

『What about your mother?』

I asked that question because I was very attentive to this, he mentioned his whole family but...I think I never had the chance to meet his mother, but I have heard about her, if Rino already looked perfect, then his mother was even more so, if Rino's look already transmitted security and control of everything, then his mother was even more so...strange thing since I could never see him, but I feel that that's what Rino wants to get to at some point in his life...

『My mother *smiles* Now that you mention it, she gave up everything she was doing in order to meet and get pure love, she didn't care about the consequences of that, she just made a decision and decided to start a family that she really loved...her way of being and expressing herself...it really was pure love...』-『*smiles* Thank you so much Ya-kun, for reminding me 』

Rino was looking at me with a joy on his face, I didn't really understand his situation, but it all seemed so real that it often made me doubt if it was really a product of my head, did I really have so much information about so many things? Maybe because I was distracted I didn't pay attention to all this. I wanted to continue talking to my friend, but he seemed to have won me over.

『I understand that you're looking for a true and pure love, I don't know if I'm of much help since I don't know exactly what you're referring to, you'll find out for yourself, but I'll try to help you friend 』.

So he knows that too...*sigh* Actually as usual he will be by my side to help me with my doubts and problems that I have, is that why he is appearing at this time? I mean...I've been in trouble many times before and at no time did Rino appear, is it that now I'm more creative? now I've awakened a neuron? I've evolved from how dumb I used to be?

『If you're so helpful, why didn't you show up earlier when I was in trouble, I feel that even if only by listening to you things would have been better...』

『Well why, it sure wasn't in the plans, if it had been I really wouldn't have been of much help, since my essential role right now is to be able to protect your pure love Ya-kun, and by that I mean...I came to protect your innocence!!!!!!!』

『!!!!!!!!!!!』∑(;°Д°) 

『I will protect your purity!!!!!!』

『!!!!!!!!!!!!!!』 (((( ;°Д°))))

『You won't come and no one will see anything dirty in my presence!!!! That's because I make sure everyone goes the best way possible!!!!!』-『True love is unique!!!! No bullshit that Harems and that having many wives for more pleasure!!!!! That love is shared and shit like that!!!!! True and pure love is only given to one person, to your family, friends and important people!!!!! But...but...but...there can only be one!!!!! So what's so special about your love if everyone can get it???!?!!!!! Ehh! answer me that one!!!! It's more like a --------』-『When you get true and pure love...that's where you will enjoy it the most, you will go to the next step and it will seem like the best things ever experienced in your life, you will look at everything...touch everything...do thousands of things whenever you want...and that forms a happy family...that was clearly told to me by my mother too....』

『Eh?...what?...your mother????....(I see that Rino's Mother was also very straightforward with him....)』

『So I have the same thought... listen to me Ya-kun!!! You won't see, you won't feel attraction or even an erection unless it's with the woman you really love for real!!!! When the time comes, you will not even know yourself and you will truly know yourself, but until that point is reached, you won't even flinch at perversions and dirty things!!!!!』-『I'll make you like a man who can see a thousand things and his --------- won't even stop!!!! I promise you !!!!』

『WHATEEEEE!!!!!!!! Hey!!!!! Are you trying to make me impotent or what???? Hey Rino!!!! Hey!!! Calm down wey!!!! I didn't remember you like this!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH Mommy help!!!!!』

I really felt the real fear at that moment, out of nowhere what I was talking calmly and serene about true love, now out of nowhere he wants to implant his same thinking with me, which I see it unnecessary, the truth is I'd rather get it up with any stimulation than...although that's mostly a disadvantage, since at the time of doing it most likely it won't last even 10 seconds...No!!! But what am I thinking!!!! So Rino calm down already!!!! If I thought Carmis was a bit expressive with love, I see that my friend Rino is even more so in a more explicit sense...please Carmis...if someone is going to teach me about love I'd rather it was you, I bet you'd let me see po---------------

Without anyone noticing, the first floor was filling up with noise at that moment, which quickly made it clear to me, I'm glad to be reunited with my friend Rino, even if it is a figment of my mind...I hope the real one is not like that...But friends, it seems that we have a problem, we can no longer see ti---- and pot----. I was running away from Rino all over the room, I really don't want to receive his teachings, I do want to see ti---- and pot--- if I have the chance. So at that moment I decided to fight with everything I had, I gave my face to Rino who stood still waiting for what I was going to do, while I...If this is really all a figment of my mind...then....

『!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!』

At that moment Rino was alarmed for a moment, and managed to dodge a lightning attack that narrowly missed him. At this he was taken aback but instantly ended up smiling as he commented.

『You've already discovered the secret... I'm not impressed, after all you're very creative!』

At that Rino appeared beside me in an instantaneous manner that I didn't see coming, as he prepared in his hands what seemed to be forming a spell according to him....

『I make presence of a power that only my family possesses...capable of eradicating the most wicked minds in existence....』

『¿¿¿????? Are you out of your mind?』

『Destroyer of impurity!!!!!!!!』

It was weird that moment, as Rino kept saying nonsensical things and a weird power was pouring out of his body, where quickly the spell finished conjuring and with that he was about to hit me with a tremendous blow. Quickly I could notice how spells both above and below me came out, and I found myself in a discharge of energy that was really affecting me a lot. The only thing I could do was to resist as my gasps could no longer hold out.

『Hahaha! How about this attack!!! It's capable of eradicating everything impure in a person, leaving him as he should always be! A pure person with a single thought!!!! Come on, let's go! Put away the filth that corrupts you and let me help you, I! I will be your savior!!!!』

¿¿¿????? Why is he saying all these things Rino, but what's wrong with him, is it a new stage in him? does he have a disease or what's wrong with him? Not that my friend was someone calm and serene???? M was still being attacked by the big attack, but....

『Ti-------』

『? eh? 』

『Pot-----』

『Impossible!!!! How come you didn't give up!!!!』

『I want to see ti---- and pot----- so I'm going to fight you Rino, so I can look at!!!!!!!!!!!』

At that moment I released a great amount of energy throughout my body managing to free myself from Rino's attack, the release was so much that even the room resonated, while I also made things clear to my friend, that whatever I do, I'm going to do my best to be able to look at what I want to look and feel!!!!!. 

『Why!!!! Why didn't my attack do anything to you!!!!』

『Hahaha, you just don't know Rino, I'm immune *smiles*』

『!!!!!!! Don't use Men-kun's ability!!!!! That's cheating!!!!』

At that both of us were unleashing all our fury and strength in the room where we stayed, and as if it was small children's play, we started a big battle where we performed big attacks with many moves in between. Although I don't say anything because it's silly for me to name an attack, Rino was the opposite, he gave names to every attack he made, which for me ....

『No shit!!! Only brats give names to their attacks!!!!』

『I think it's funny!!!! And my little sisters like it!!!!!』

We continued with our fight but...in our rampage we didn't really notice that someone was coming up to the first floor. It was Mia who had the idea to take a bath together with M, first of all she listened to the conversations that M was having, it seems that he was talking to himself? And with that she first looked out to see what was going on, and all she could see was....

『(Is he playing games?)』

Since all he could see was a little boy who was far from reality, his movements and poses were a bit...weak? meaningless? I'm sure it was very impressive to M, but in reality it was just a child playing as if he had some kind of retardation. At first Mia found this amusing and thought it even funnier that M is a little boy, but then ....

『You're not going to beat me!!!! I will beat you!!! Rino!!!!』

『?(Rino? I'm going to beat you??....!!!!!!! Ah!!!)』

While Mia was listening to M, she was quickly trying to understand one thing, and she could relate it to what everyone in the room was talking about before, that M was kidnapped and sent to train in dangerous places...what his day to day life must have been like, but the fact that he was fighting alone and trying to somehow survive against this Rino that is only in his imagination, everything indicated that....

『(Poor thing, he's so traumatized....*sad*)』

Mia felt even more sorry for M and wanted to help him even more to get better and recover. At that Mia entered the room where M stayed, and could find him as we talked about before, saying things alone and making weird movements along with those poses. Even though M tried to give some explanation, Mia could understand him even more, that he must try hard to take care and protect little M.

『Come on!!!!』

『¿¿?? Where to???? 』

『You probably haven't bathed for a long time, so *smile* Let's bathe together』. 

『Bathe....WHATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey hey hey hey!!!!!! Stop it!!!!!! I'll wash it off!!!!!!』 

At that moment the Lamia was taking me by the hand so that we could bathe together, which took me by surprise, but what is this day and everything I'm living, can't I have a moment of rest? Besides with all that Rino seems to have made it clear to me, he's not going to leave me alone until it's all over. There you are, you bastard! Shuuu!!! Shuuu!!!! Get away!!! Let me take the opportunity now!!!!

『jajaja no *smile*』 

『You're your mama's boy!!!!!!!!!!!!』 

More than a help, it's going to be a wall of what I have to strive for so that I can be at ease with myself....

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Right now I was in the bathroom, in a bathtub that really is too big...I think it's the biggest one I've ever seen in my whole life...but if everyone I saw in the living room lives in this home, seeing only the size of each one, I understand the reason why the bathroom is so expansive...I was only wearing one pair of shorts but everything else was bare, all I could do was look around me and avoid getting nervous, because....

『Can you test if the bath water is OK Little M? If it's too hot you can cool it down if you want, don't worry about me 』 

『No!!!! It's lukewarm!!! So don't worry!!! It's perfect!!!!....(Mia is half snake...so she has to see these details...But seriously...I have another chance *red*)』

 At that moment Mia was raising her voice to ask me about the bath, her being attentive to me who can withstand easy temperatures puzzles me a bit, in these cases I think she should have preferences instead of looking at me...Besides the water is fine, if it gets hotter I think it won't be the only thing that's like this.... The Lamia was in the dressing room of the bathroom, she told me to go in first, the truth is that having to take off my clothes in front of a girl made me feel uncomfortable, even when she saw that I was taking a long time, she wanted to help me and tried to get closer to me, where I quickly and consciously took off what I had to take off and went into the bathroom. Which...now I see that it was a moment to seize....

『(I don't like big breasts...but...how can I say that if I haven't tried them and seen them???....)』

Maybe something will be born in me that I thought I disliked...at that I quickly searched everywhere also in the bathroom, as Rino is surely hiding somewhere, you're not going to screw me over again, I'm not going to waste this opportunity that.....

『I'm ready Little M! Eh? you're already in the bathtub?』

At that moment Lamia Mia appeared who...I really won't deny it, my first reaction was to look away, but I quickly said to myself that I'm really stupid and looked embarrassed at Mia who....

『Eh? Shouldn't I be?....*nervous*』

『Have you already washed her body and scrubbed your back?』

『Ah...no....(I got straight into the bathtub trying to hide...plus the tasting the water...sure it was just touching it with my hand...) *embarrassment*』

『Okay! Then I'll help you! *smiles*』

To this Mia seems to be always positive somehow, I think the next one to follow in Papi's footsteps is this Lamia, let's say she does think before acting, and does act in order to see what's best for oneself....

At this I was actually a bit nervous...as I was sitting on a small chair while doing nothing, I couldn't do anything, my body literally had it so tense because of what I'm experiencing now, literally Mia was washing my hair first, where even though she did it so naturally and without feeling anything else to bring to the boy, M at this I really couldn't take it anymore, it was like the temperature was rising just for him....

『I thought you'd be dirtier, but I see you tried to keep as clean as possible, well done little M *smiles*』

『Yes...thank you Mia-san....』

Obviously Mia wasn't naked and bathing with me, she was wearing a swimming costume for these cases, I literally wasn't going to see anything provocative but...I think it's too provocative to just let a girl bathe me...Although what makes me weird is the garment, there is a design especially for her species, I'm sure she won't be the only one, society had to adapt to this change and not demigrate any...but still I guess it will be a bit difficult to find something that satisfies the needs of many species....

『Mia-san...can I ask you a question? *nervous*』

『Yes, tell me Little M...』

『....*nervous* Why are you treating me like a little kid, not that I am, I'm 15 years old now...I feel like you should be more careful with what you do with me...*red*』

To this taking advantage of her calling me "Little M" and seeing the way she treats me, I actually ended up asking that question, where the Lamia kept washing my head lathering on me, where she didn't take long to give me an answer.

『15 years old? Then you're still a child, and adults should take care of children, especially someone who needs help to order their life, it must have been hard but you made it this far, that deserves many rewards for your achievement *smiles*』-『I just want that as the child you are, nothing bad happens to you and you can live peacefully from now on Little M *happy*』

.....Ah...I knew it...it's just as I imagined...she's being considerate of me because of my situation, if another topic was the issue I'm sure she wouldn't even be doing this kind of thing. How to say it...but what was making me nervous, was now calming me down somewhat by listening to her, her repeating to me that I'm a little boy, I think that says it all....

『Are you all adults or is there a minor?』

『Well, we all came of age a long time ago, and you could clearly notice the change...*recalling*』

I didn't understand this, but Mia knew perfectly well what happened when they all came of age. It is clear that all or at least most of them feel love for Kurusu, who would become their caretaker, guardian, etc. while they are here in Japan. And of course they are only here for the exchange of species, the living together and above all the key objective, that the assigned subject has the duty to be fit in the end, to support in some way let's say...the sustenance of the species....

『Sex』

At that moment I heard Rino's voice somewhere, where I quickly became uneasy and looked around, I really didn't end up expecting it. This Rino is really naughty...And well, to sum up, all the species were left in Kurusu's care, whether it was a matter of just taking care of them temporarily as in the case of some of them, or on the other hand, the duty of....

『Sex』

POMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! At that point I couldn't stand it any longer for Rino to show up again, that I literally took a bar of soap and went on to throw it wherever I heard his voice. But clearly I didn't hit anyone, where Mia to this ended up freaking out asking....

『Is something wrong M? Why did you throw the soap away?....*worried*』

『Huh? No nothing Mia-san, I just thought I heard something...』

『¿¿ Listen to????』

Continuing, then all those who came to fall in love with Kurusu and even know the obligation that this guy will have in the future. Well they decided on many occasions to advance such a process, really the amount that was assaulted against his person were many, he I think he was not even aware that he was going to be in this project, I think only Smith appeared and gave him the task, and then came more tasks, and more. ...and more...and well...By the time they came of age they wanted to grab Kurusu and do the no respect what...I'm really surprised at the ability this guy has to avoid putting it...Well, if making it a law all dangerous ends up fucking up my life I guess I'd be careful too....

『So let's say it's a default instinct for us to be a species, the truth is that the idea of starting a family with Kurusu and living happily together hasn't stopped running through my head since I found out that I love him...*happy*』

Ahh...I think I know where Mia wants to go, how I didn't see it before, the one who called me Little M, the one who addressed me without feeling ashamed or anything even though I'm also a boy. And also I could notice the same as when I felt with other people, Mia is seeing me as a little boy who needs the support of a family...a motherly love....

『(Another person who wants to act as my mother?...but what is this...I'm really not for her personal thoughts...she's seeing the opportunity to experience how to be a mother with me, do you really think it will work out well? the truth...)』

『When the time comes, I hope it'll be like I imagine it, I really want to be happy with my family together with Kurusu...*red*』-『And you'll be there together with us Little M, we won't leave you out *smiles*』

...Eh?...What did she just say? eh...I thought she was seeing me as something temporary until they understand my true situation, that it was going to be a momentary thing and me having to leave but...At that moment I bowed my head because I couldn't bear this anymore, where Mia took the opportunity to carve my back while she was talking to me. The truth is that even though they're moving on with their lives, she's willing for me to have the chance to still be by her side...I...I...

『And why would I be there? Who would I be when you start your family?....』

『That's easy, you'd be the Big Brother *smiles*』

...We were now in the bathtub where we were enjoying the warm water where we were bathing, I was at the edge of the bathtub, leaning against the wall thinking about everything that had just happened, a lot of things were really coming to my mind. Mia who occupied the most space in the bathtub because of her big snake body, seeing that I was pushed to the side, ended up getting closer to me, asking me about my well-being, if I was well or if something was wrong...I just....

『Being a Big Brother is very difficult...I don't think I can do it...』

『Of course you can, we'll help you to be a great person *smiles*』

..... Fuck...do all these people have anything to say back to me? Why do they say things that I never thought about and make me think that it would be okay to live like this...I really had to process everything that was going on here, where it seems like Mia now had questions for me.

『Can I ask you a question? Who is this Rino you were talking about?』

I didn't expect this, her asking about my friend Rino was totally unexpected, she did listen to us at the last moment, I'm thankful she didn't hear everything before, I wasn't going to have to hide it, I was really going to be honest with her.

『He is a friend who thinks he is smart but in reality he is just like any other...yes he is intelligent and very capable...but he can also be silly and show a face that sometimes doesn't fit him. He helped me through a lot of my life in many difficult situations, really if I hadn't met him, I feel I wouldn't have got to where I am now, he is a good friend who will support me in every difficulty...』-『I consider him as important as my family...』

To which I said sincerely, Mia was framed with a calm and serene smile at that moment, where upon seeing that I was finally speaking more confidently to all of this, she went on to take my head and the caress me in a subtle and gentle way, to this I turned to look at why she was doing this, where Mia in a calm way said to me....

『You both did very well *smiles*』

.....Ya...I understand...I understand...I know...at that moment I just let myself be caressed by Mia who was still not stopping, but in doing so I was really moved for some reason, I don't know why I feel this feeling too deep in my heart. The fact that I took my friend into account just by knowing that he was important to me...it really made one thing clear...they are all really good people...

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After we had taken a bath together and nothing had happened, I really felt much fresher and had a much clearer thinking, that time spent with Mia really helped me a lot, where we both appeared in the living room, where quickly Smith and Kurusu were telling me that it's time to decide something important, where I more clearly and with a much more serious look, I was ready for what was to come.

『Yes, please continue』.

The decision whether M stays or leaves this world, will soon be said....

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