Like never before

He kissed me like nobody ever kissed me before, so passionately that somehow I could feel how much he wanted me. It felt crazy how someone I barely know can make me feel so many emotions. His hand rested on my cheek and pressed on my hair, stroking it behind my ear. I gasped for air as soon he departed but then he lifted me on the table and wiped away the food on the table to make room for me.

He sat me there, lifting me so easily and kissing me again.

I moaned when his hand slipped through his shirt and my naked legs. He gripped around my knee and shivers ran through my skin.

His hand traveled up and my breath shortened, both for the kiss and his touch.

I bent my head, my heart was drumming in my chest so much that I could feel it knock on my breast as if it was exploding.

My body is a flame of passion, I had never felt like this before.

And although it's hard and weird to admit it, that boy was making me feel wanted like nobody ever did.

His cold hand touched on my warm thigh, his hoodie I was wearing now was up on my stomach and his hand which was on my neck now gripped over my stomach and squeezed my hips.

"I want you so bad, Lily." He whispered nearer to my ear, I moaned in response.

His kisses peppered on my neck, my hands around his neck and before I realized it I removed his shirt.

His abdomen was so sculptured that I could admire it contracting at every breath he took, I pushed him closer and I saw him smirking when he did the same to me.

His kisses now explored my breast, my body felt electric, whatever he did to me, I wanted more.

Until all of a sudden, a ring ruined that awesome moment, I could tell it was his phone from the way he grunted and rolled his eyes hearing the sound.

He turned around and slouched forward to grab it, a scoff escaped from his mouth when he read the name.

He glanced at me pleading as If he wanted to apologize and I smiled.

He answered the phone, "yes I am late… I had something important to do. They are already there? Fuck, well they can wait…"

He leaned over ready to kiss me again, but then I heard the person on the phone panicking and I understood our moment was over.

"Fine, fine, I will be there in 10 minutes." He rolled his eyes once again and hung off.

I put my shirt on, he looked at me like if he was hesitant the urgent call was worth or not so I intervened, "it was amazing, but I guess you have to choose your career now too." I smiled.

He did the same and nodded, although not very convinced.

"I do, this will be the biggest regret in my life." He commented, pulling his hair back.

"Yes, it will be."

We both chuckled and then he went to dress up while I put my pumps on.

"I should use my hoodie as an excuse to meet you again but I am afraid I won't be able to let you go a second time. So keep it, and please remember what I told you when you see that asshole again." He said as he kept the door of the taxi open.

"I will, goodbye then." I got in the taxi and smiled at him.

"Goodbye." He closed the door, we stared at each other until the taxi started. Both of us wanted the other to stop the car but I guessed our lives were too messed up for a relationship.

Especially my life, It was already complicated with a man in, I couldn't imagine with two.

I could still feel his touch on me, his scent on the hoodie he left me.

I told the taxi the direction of the pub to get my car back.

"Mister Cameron Collins said the trip was on him." The driver said and I giggled as soon as I heard that, I wasn't surprised.

I closed the door of the taxi and got in my car.

As soon as I entered there I felt my heart squeezing a bit at the thought of coming back to my life and having to deal with what was left of my relationship.

How I wished I could turn into someone else or move away for a few months and forget everything.

But this was real life and I couldn't do that.

I took a deep breath and started the car, I turned the radio on loud enough to silent my thoughts.

I drove in front of the gate, I opened it from my remote control and I slowly got it as it opened.

I parked in my garage when I noticed there were two other cars there. One was Carl's and the other was my mom's.

They have probably been waiting for me since last night.

At each step I took forward the entrance, my chest tightened a bit more. As soon as I opened the door of the mansion my mom shouted, "She is alive!"

Carl ran out of the kitchen and reached me, he kneeled and closed his hands in a beg, "I am sorry. I truly am." His eyes filled with tears and I could feel my anger slightly fading away as I stare at him crying.

My mom's forehead was frowned, her hands on her hips scrutinizing the hoodie I was wearing and my exposed legs.

"Where were you?" She asked, her voice on the edge of screaming.

"I went to Emily's place and slept there." I lied, flinching away to set my gaze back on Carl.

"Get up," I said.

He slowly obeyed my order and took my hands, I immediately retreated and shook my head.

"I want to stay alone," I murmured.

"I guess you have to talk. He owes you an apology and an explanation." My mother intervened, I scoffed.

I did deserve to be left alone as well, why would she decide for me?

"Not now." I glowered at them both, exhausted.

"I want to be left alone," I emphasized every single word to be heard.

My mother opened her mouth probably to talk back but then she closed it.

"Fine," she finally said. "But call me tonight, to let me know how you are at least."

I nodded, I knew she didn't care about how I was. She cared more about my image in the city, and what other people thought of me.

I watched them walk away and when they finally closed the door and I heard their cars starting to leave I finally took a breath of relief.

I headed to my laptop and as soon as I started it I typed 'Cameron Collins' on google.

I wanted to do my researches on him as well.