10th

I am kneeling in the throneroom as I look at the King.

"Where are you going to go again?" he asks, as he looks at me.

"I am going in the realm again," I said confidently.

"Who allowed you to?"

I send a glace to mother but she nodded.

"I ask mother the queen about it, and she gives me the trial of defeating Heimdall on a spar to have her permiss-"

He interrupted me on my words.

"But you haven't mine, your king's permission to do so." He said, looking at me sternly.

"But I seek this experience to learn more and grow more as an individual," I said looking lost.

"My king, we should let him go do his wishes," mother added.

I stare at mother and she smiles but Odin's face didn't show change.

"No, I won't risk your safety and well-being for your seeking of power. You will stay here until you reach adulthood. You will receive your experience on missions your bother and you will go,"

His words shattered all my plans. My anger boiled inside me. Why do I deserve this? I already train your heir and you are still now satisfied?

Frigga gaze at Odin with disappointment.

I arrive in my room.

The blue sphere of influence covers my whole room.

"RAAAAAHHHHH!!"

I just release my anger on my stuff.

Smashing it all and repairing it back and forth.

Why!!

I didn't spare anything inside my room and destroy it all.

Then knocking sound came outside.

I stop my rampage and sit on the floor.

The space-time dilation sphere disappears.

The doors open as Mother came in.

I just burrow my head in my knees as I hug my legs.

"Loki, I am sorry. I tried to persuade him but he is stern about it. He only thinks about your safety son. Last time you disappear only to come back a week after you came back full of injuries. What will happen if you die there? He is only worried about you," she softly said, as she sits beside me and hugs me. She knows how hard I prepare for it. I work hard every single day for it.

It shatters because of a greedy murderer.

Thinking about my stakes to live happily after I disappear again is impossible. This murderer of a king is hell-bent on keeping me here for his kingdom to survive it's coming. Only for me to give reason to not help. I may help the people but not his land.

I want him to be a king with no land.

"Loki!! Don't be like that son," mother yelled softly to bring back my bearing.

I sighed even just empty memories that trigger me to do what I am not wanting to do.

I look at mother.

She looks at me with worry but I don't know why.

"Do what you want, but I want you to be back here if I call for you," mother said as she removes her earrings.

It becomes a bracelet.

"I will say to your father that you will just study in your room. He can call you if he wants something from you, what do you need to prepare?" she said with a sweet smile.

Tears slowly drop.

"Thanks, mother," I hugged her tightly.

I give her my ring.

"Just food, snacks, coffee jellies and drinks, I will delay my departure by two months," I said.

"Hahaha, even at this moment you can't forget about your sweets."

She left after our talk.

I just lied on the floor sighing deeply. I will let this land sank with its captain but I will not let mother die because of that Oaf. Mind shield is needed as I don't know what will greet me on my journey. Just the laughter of legions of me is mind-blowing.

[Heaven's Book of Mind Barrier: Flawless]

Description:

  Knowledge of all Gods about mind protection from outside influence.

I start to meditate for learning to keep my emotions in check. It is hard to don't think anything but I only need to focus on one thing base on the book is look at the back of my head or focus on it.

Why not use the mind's eye?

I open my energy sense and focus it on the tingling part of my head.

Only to wake up inside an amusement park.

Yeah, it was the place I use to clown around on a daily basis besides on birthday parties.

The place where only smile and laughter echoes. I wish this place. After Earth develop I will go there and play around maybe get a job as well again.

I walk toward the rides and touch it.

A memory came to me as my finger felt it. It's about my past life when I used to live on the street after leaving the orphanage.

I separated my hand from it.

Each ride here contains my memory.

I walk around the place and touch some that make me laugh and contemplate.

Life is a fast pace, as also fragile.

Strong will always rule others, even in this life, it didn't vanish.

At the very end of the amusement park, I see a teddy bear that has chains in it.

I touched it slowly but it stings me. Like it must be seen or heard of.

What is this doing in my mind! The memory of my meeting with God is in light gold color even I can't feel it first before seeking it actively. But this thing is hidden purposely and also locked.

This is my mind! I didn't do anything for myself to have this! What is this thing!

I start to hyperventilate.

I need to know what is this! I need to discover who did this and prevent it from happening again.

'Focus! Control my emotions and think rationally!'

I breathe deeply and sigh.

Let it be for a time and focus on reinforcing my mind and then train. If I am strong no one can control me anymore. I will be free to do as I wish.

Create a barrier.

I will start by burying it down and creating another replica at the top and copy my memory in those. The one that does that will know and will be alerted if he sees that I create a barrier.

Each later of soil and stone will need encryption then set a timer as I also need mind attack for offensive and distraction. If they didn't manage to break it on the set time upon arriving at the end they will be back at the top.

I look at my work and marvel at my ability.