"...Ngnn." A muffled sound of frustration escaped Mikael as he grappled, a mix feelings of reluctance and determination to press on forward.
Nicolaus watched him quietly, his eyes never leaving Mikael's face. He did not say anything, but his expression was calm and observing.
He noticed the beads of sweat on Mikael's forehead, the tightness in his jaw, the desperation in his eyes.
Summoning every ounce of courage within him, Mikael went for it, even though the whole thing was a struggle.
Shifting his hips, that was when he started sensing the heat of Nicolaus' firm length making contact with the vulnerable spot he would rather not think too much about.
Mikael placed both of his hands on Nicolaus' shoulders and shut his eyes tightly. He decided to take the plunge and pushed himself down swiftly, hoping to take Nicolaus in one go.