homeless and pride

SUNNY POV :

Everyone who knows me thinks I'm a happy man or boy like they call me but they're so wrong I'm not happy but I'm not sad I am a simple person, I love people, except for my parents. I have hope for tomorrow.

My smile is beautiful so I don't hide her. My health is good so I am not lazy at work, and death is one, so I am not afraid of anything.

My father kicked me out when I was 15 because I was gay and prevented anyone from helping me in our town, so I had to go to a big place where no one knew me and I could get a job, so it was the best choice in New York

The first months were so hard on me that I sleep in the street and eat only dinner. until I found this shelter, All the people who work there love and the homeless there hate me for the same reason my smile the people who love me take my smile as a thank you, and those who hate me think my smile is a disregard for their suffering, but they forget that I am in the same situation and I will not allow my situation to make me change my personality and kill hope in me.

And my hope and my smile made me meet someone who became like the sun in my life. I was walking in the park when I saw a young woman crying I couldn't resist and went to her without any preamble.

" Do you want a hug? If you want one it's just what you want and a half-hour of crying it will cost you 15$ but If you want a kiss, I'm sorry I don't kiss people with boobs. "

Hi it's sunny

" no there's a black Claude and it'll raining "

" hhhh no it's my name sunny. you have a beautiful smile don't hide her "

" My name is Gizelle nd. Thank you, there are hugs or the sold-out "

" There is so much demand but the priority is for our loyal customers "

" Are you sure about the kiss "

" Unfortunately, I'm straight as spiral "

"My bad luck, you are so handsome you will make my ex look like a snail but I need a friend more, do you want to be my friend "

" I should be the one asking if you want to be friends with homeless gay. "

" oh I'm sorry you're in this situation but I love to be your friend maybe you can stay with me and my father "

" Giselle, the first rule in the friendship is you accept your friend like he is so no, but you can tell me why you were crying "

" My boyfriend cheated on me with a blonde one and he said in the front of friends I'm ugly and I will never find a man "

" first he is blind, you are so beautiful if I was straight I will be honored to love you I'm gay and I didn't resist being close to you even just as a friend, secondly do you think I'm more handsome than your boyfriend."

" you two like the prince and the frog, and without you asking you are the prince."

" so what do you think if the next time you are going out with your fake friends I will be your fake boyfriend. "

" How did you know they are fake "

" Because Jiji if they are good friends you won't be so sad that they heard your ex called you ugly, and they were here with you not some homeless. "

" thank you so much I will be the best friend you will have susu "

" Oh I didn't like This new name "

" you will live, it's my job as your bestie to call you the worst name hhhh "

" ok ok, I should be going do you want to meet up tomorrow here at the same time "

" yes of course "

And it was our routine for the last year

today it's my birthday and it was my first day at work, It's a cafe in a classy place the tip will be high, which will help me pay the rent for the apartment that Gigi and I are going to rent.

I hope I can keep my job with my attitude thanks god that gentleman didn't tell my boss about my behavior I was so stupid but I swear I wasn't making fun of him how I could make fun of a god, he is so handsome and class he makes me so nervous I hope it's the last time I see him but how and my boss tells me that I have to prepare his coffee every day at the same time,

it's creepy but it's not my problem My only problem is that he won't tell anyone about what happened, and I have to shut my mouth.

I'm very happy I will move to live in my place after three years living in the shelter it's the heaven to live in my flat,

I was lost in my thoughts when my phone rang, it was Danny my coworker in the restaurant.

" Hello, how are you Danny it's been a while since we talk "

" yes, sorry buddy I have some family issues and I need your help "

" How can I help you, do you need money"

" sunny I told you before don't offer money to anyone, you can't help with money because you need them, are you going to give me your money and stay in the shelter stop being so nice people will use you "

" Are we best friends, " I ask him because he always takes care of me and didn't want to hang out with me so I can't class him

" I don't know, I don't believe in the friendship "

" ok "

" ok, that's all, you make me forget what I need, I have to go to California, my family needs me for a month and I don't want to quit can you take my shift for this month "

" yes, I will did you ask the manager "

" yes, but you have to go tonight because I'm at the airport "

" I will be in time, and if you need anything call me "

" thanks"

now I can pay for the first month's rent and the tenancy deposit, I have to take shower it's almost the time Danny's shifts start at 7 thank you, my God, for this opportunity and I will be grateful and happy for everything you give me.