(2). what the fuck

BLACK POV :

This day began like any other, but what I didn't know was that he is far from that.

I take my bath, wear my suit, get in my car to work, I stop at the cafe like every day for the last 5 years but what changed is that I didn't find my coffee waiting for me and there were new faces.

" where's my Caffe " I was so annoyed.

" wait for your turn sir " I hate new employee

" you didn't know me, little boy. "

" If you're not the queen B then you should wait your turn."

" are you stupid im the king B "

" well, then you can show me some moves maybe I will make an exception "

" are you harassing me "

" me hhh I didn't even look at you I was busy with this gentleman's order ". He told me this and winked at the guy, I feel so angry but the problem is not the boy but this guy in front of me he is smiling at the boy and fuking him with his eyes.

" What is your order Mr black. "

" so you know me and you play stupid "

" What did your name is black hhhhi can't believe you it will be better if you are black oh. I'm not saying it's a bad thing to be black my best friend is black, do you think I shouldn't use black, I didn't say it in a bad way. but it doesn't matter it's racist behavior, maybe I should tell her what I said and apologize she will make me pay for her food and it's my first day. maybe we need to forget and act like never happened."

Oh my faking day, I which I drowned in my bathtub before I meet this boy

" Maybe you should give me my faking black coffee before it will be your last day."

" oh my fudge and your coffee is also black, is it something you planning for or it's a coincidence, mmm sorry I'll sew my mouth and not talk about anything black for two hours "

It's the first time something like this happened to me, he is so rude why I didn't intimate with him. how dare he. he laughs at my name and my style this suit cost a fortune

" your order sir and have a good day."

" believe me boy it's far away from the good day."

" Maybe if you smile sometimes it Will turn out to be a good one, only if you have black teeth. Hhhhh oh my god, it's a bad joke, I assure you, sir, I see your teeth and they shine like diamonds, I will shut my mouth.'

" keep the change for your friend's food."

I take the stupid coffee and put 100$ and left with different emotions and to my surprise anger is not one of them may be a little annoyed but not angry

Maybe I should find another coffee shop.

When I go through the corridors of the company, I didn't meet any of the workers, everyone avoids meetings me. I don't blame them, my only problem is the assistants try to seduce me the cheaper way even some try to touch me, and thanks to my anxiety I push them in a hard way. Some men envy me for the women who throw themselves at me, but I don't envy myself. Yes, after 20 years of depression and trauma, I developed strong anxiety, nobody can touch me except dad and Lisa

Secondly, I am sure that I'm gay since I was fourteen years old, I used to admire the red ranger instead of the yellow or the pink on the power rangers. Only my father and Lisa knew, I'm not hiding but I don't care about the opinion of the others.

I opened my computer and start working on my new project it's a big one and he needs a lot of focus and time and I have a lot of the two of them.

I kept working all day without posing I didn't even have lunch all I eat is that very good muffin that boy give me to apologize for his behavior but maybe I shouldn't accept he said it was his first day and now he have to pay for this muffin, but I give him 100 $. I should focus on my work

I was about to call my lawyer when my dad open the door and come smiling.

" thank god Lisa didn't come with me, she would kill your secretary. I don't know where you are getting these bitches, soon as she found out I'm your father, she started to flirt with me I know I'm so handsome and irresistible but I'm married and I love my wife, and why she is still here it's almost 7."

" I don't know, I'm busy to think about them and stop dad you know that the only irresistible thing about you, your money. Oh I'm tired of them"

I went to the phone and ask her to come

" you need me, sir "

Did she wink at me, Oh I hate this tone of voice she reminded me of the goat I owned when I was little

" yes, I need you to collect your things and go. This is a decent company, not a place to hunt for a rich man."

" Sir I'm sorry, I can do anything to keep my job"

" You're acting like a slut, I don't want to see your face anymore."

She gets out crying, and now I'm without assistance good a very good day

" Dad, I need your opinion on my new project o you have me."

" No, we don't have time Lisa is waiting for us in the car we are going to get dinner together."

" I can't I have a lot of work to do "

" ok call her and tell her you can't go "

" let's go you know she won't accept my rejection."

" yes she is so stubborn just like you "

" I don't discuss her anymore because I know I won't win any discussion with her, I accept directly "

" hhhh you learn the hard way"

Yes, that I did she was the only one who break my walls and make me love and respect her, she is like a mother to me, I whish I have the confidence to call her mum.