Findings

"Wait.....!" I shouted ,Getting up from my bed.

"What the hell was that...?" Thinking back about my meeting with the one above all i stood still.

If what he said was true, then i would need to survive the snap. Or else i will just turn back to square one again.

"Infinity stones..." As soon as i thought about them , information begun to flow into my head.

Is this the cosmic knowledge thing he talked about...? Let's see...

Few of the most powerful objects in the universe. Each stone controls the said aspect of the universe.If one is not powerful enough to wield the stones , they will consume you.

"So , that's a no go for me now." I though recalling a few instances where people failed to use the stones.

"If it's according to the story line , avengers should bring back all the vanished people afterwords.But in our case Tony stark was killed early in the fight....He DIED.....! Wow.....so that's why the avengers couldn't bring back the people.

So I just need to make sure he survives.That's all, right....like that's any better " I sulked.

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Its's been a few moths after the incident. I don't know how many times did i went back in time. But it's pretty much the same as the last ones. Aunt Diane took me in,and we went to Queens again.

Honestly if i could break this....loop by fixing the timeline I will do anything i need to for that. I'm sick of going back.....and experiencing all of that....again."

So this time around , i've been preparing.I gathered everything on the prominent superheros and their abilities.

If i'm gonna do this , i can't just go barehanded, into the battlefield. It's pure suicide.

Anyways , captain america has super soldier serum which is currently unavailable , so that's out.

Tony stark , too poor to build something like that.

Thor , well he's a god. Can't help that.

Now about Natasha and Barton , they might seem possible. But they could do that with years of practice and torture. So that's a big nope too.

So the only one that would be easy for me to get would be spiderman AKA Peter parker's power.

We were actually in the same class and I didn't even noticed him being a superhero.

He gained his powers from a radioactive spider bite.

In times like this i swear i hoped my cosmic knowledge give me something. Like the formula or anything.

Well genetic engineering isn't actually my forte anyway.

But he gained them at an oscorp exhibition.Which isn't gonna be in a few more years.

Like that I begun my planning for the grand scheme for saving the universe...and me of course.

Since i wouldn't get my hands on any superpowers soon , might as well start training now.

Ever since that day , i hadn't talked much with aunt Diane.

Well considering the scene i made on the morning of their death she must have felt responsible too.

After all she held me back from stopping them.

Walking to the living room i her sitting on the couch reading a newspaper.

"Hey , aunt diane." I said entering the room.

Hearing my voice she looked away from the book to see me.

"Oh....h..hey there Allen" She said awkwardly.

"Hmm...Is something wrong...? What happened..?" I asked sitting on the chair and grabbing the remote.

"Ohh....it's ahhh....nothing.We..haven't talked much lately haven't we...?"

"Yeah..."

"Are you coping well with the new environment...? Did you need anything...?"

"Umm....can you do me a favour aunt...?"

"What's it Allen.? Did you wanted something...?"

"I was...uhh...thinking if you could enroll me somewhere to learn some martial arts.."

"Martial arts?? What happened..?Why the sudden interest" Her interest piqued.

"Nothing. I actually wanted to ask dad when i was of ten years old. And besides it would help me to distract my mind from.." I said with a faint smile.

"But why martial arts...you could pick something else..what will i do if you get hurt..?" Her voice sounded frantic.

"Of course i would be careful.I wouldn't want to worry you after all...." I concluded meeting with a silence from the other side.

"Ohh....and don't worry about me okay. I'm not angry at you or anything for what happened" I said pausing a bit.

"Allen I-"

"After all you're my only family now" Cutting her off i said with a gentle smile.

I think that was her final straw as she burst into tears and bear hugged me. It took a really long time for her to stop crying though.

At the end of that week aunt Diane took me to a place for enrolling me into krav maga classes.

If i'm going to be a hero it's better to learn how to fight early on.

Or do i even have to be a hero. After all he didn't say anything about being a hero. I just need to make sure everything goes alright.

But i might need connections in the circle to make that happen though.

Mehh i'll think about it later.

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And thus started my journey to find out what my destiny was. What I was meant to do , meant to be.

The events that followed were things out of my wildest imaginations.