YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE

I know you have the best intention

To save me from this depression

You're just tryna find the right words to say

You don't want me to be that way

You don't want me to break today

I promise I've already learnt my lesson

But right now I wanna be not okay

Don't want to hear what you wanna say

Am so tired sitting here waiting

Make me feel like am not salient

Don't wanna hear another just be patient

It's always gonna stay the same

So let me just give up

If it isn't good I don't wanna know

Letting all the hurt show

let me just let go

Let me just die slow

Let me just stop trying

Don't care if the voices are lying

let me just stop fighting

The fire keeps igniting

Don't care if you think what I say isn't good

You have never understood

I don't want your good advice

I don't wanna break the ice

I don't wanna roll the dice

Don't wanna live precise

Don't care if I pay the price

Just let my ashes rise

I gave a thousand tries

But my heart still cries

But my soul still dies

And your mouth still lies

Don't wanna hear your reasons why am alright

Don't tell me to live upright

I slowly Lost my sight

I couldn't see the light

And you couldn't see me die at night

You don't know what it's like

I Overthink, i fike

Heart pierced with a spike

Can't stop these feet from sinking

Can't stop these walls from shrinking

Can't stop this mind from thinking

Don't tell me what you see

Your words can't set me free

Locked away, can't find the key

Becoming someone who isn't me

So over all this pep talk

So over this keep your head up

When my body wants to drop

When my heart wants to stop

Having hope is just strange

Cause its never gon change

So don't look at me like that

Like you understand

Don't try to take my hand

Am drowning

Don't try to pull

My head is full

So don't give me reasons to stay

Cause I'll never find a way

That's what the voices say

Say I break each day