WARNING : Includes self harming,Alot of dark and depressed stuff like sucide. If triggering then please don't read and if you do then please do vote and comment. Will be updated when I need to let some emotions out. Thought I was healing, thought I was finally getting it right,till I realized I was only just at the surface cause now it feels like am drowning,it's choking and I can't breathe .....and am scared I'll never be able to fix me.
Sometimes I want someone to notice my hurt
Someone to notice my open cuts
Sometimes I want someone to just hug me
Someone who won't leave me
Sometimes I want someone to talk to
Someone who tells me I'll be fine
I wish such someone could be mine
but I guess nobody has my time
Sometimes I don't want to be alone
Sometimes I wish I was okay
Sometimes I wish I wasn't sick
Sometimes I feel too weak
Broken, cause I was too meek
Sometimes I wish I had a friend
Maybe then I won't always pretend
Cause I'll have someone to depend
I smile but on the inside am so broken
No one knows cause I've never spoken
My mirror misses my smile
Cause it's been hard to that for a while
Sometimes I wish it wasn't hard to sleep
But I stay awake cause i silently weep
The torments I keep
They hunt me as the pain runs deep
Happiness I wish i had
Cause am too young to be sad
Sometimes I wish I had someone to call
Every single time I fall
I need someone to talk to
Checking my contacts
But no names appear on my phone
Then am remember am all alone
But sometimes I wish I wasn't on my own
Am breaking, just wish someone had known
Or maybe I just wished I had shown