chapter 194

BGSB

****

"First breakup is always hard honey, I'm sorry, how are you coping" her mom asked, well Jessica felt bad, she was still in love with Travis but couldn't stomach the betrayal going behind his back and withholding such secrets from him they were better off.

"Mom I'm fine" She stood up and walked up to her stroking her hair, That was a little comforting as it began to make her so emotional like she just realised what she had done, she kept checking her phone if he would call but he didn't, he just posted on his story new music coming soon.

"I broke up with him last night," Jess said in a sobbing tone, holding back the tears slowly flow down her cheeks as she sniffled.

"You can talk to me about it,  who's fault was it Jess I mean I have the whole day to listen to you," her mom said softly.

"Mom Travis is a good kid all he ever did was love me, he made me feel so good about myself....

Jess trailed off in her mom's arms.

"Then why break if you're still in love with him" Jess breaks out from her mom's arms now letting the tears flow.

"Mom I'm not who you think I am" She held her hand but she jerked it off stepping back, her mom looked at her confused if something had gone wrong somewhere in her head.

"You're going through a tough time honey, breaking up with Travis doesn't make you the worst person on earth, he's going to realise it was for his good and is not so bad you're only eighteen you have a whole life ahead of you" Jess shook her head in disbelief.

"I'm the monster you call Mary, I'm a murderer Mom, I'm a criminal I'm not a good person all I do is ruin the lives of people who did nothing but love me, I killed Kyle contractor out of reflex because I thought he was trying to kill me" her mom blink her eyes in shock not believing the word coming out of her daughter's mouth.

"I left school because I was chased by CCR while you thought I was in school I was in Mombasa" She held her heart feeling weakness in her knee, Jess tried to hold her but she jerked her off, and the tears now rolled down. Her mom saw her as a disappointment.

"I'm sorry Mom" She picked up her bag and rushed out of the room when she saw Susan standing at the door.

"I guess you heard me, there is a story about ten million credit card theft I'm the one that stole from Travis, yes have met him constantly before but he never noticed me and it has nothing to do with how I felt about him," Jessica told Susan as she walked passed her hanging her bag.

"And where are you going to"

Susan asked watching her pressing the elevator button.

"Everyone hates me now maybe somewhere I don't know" she cleaned underneath her eyes with her thump getting into the elevator. Susan still processing what she just heard with no idea how to react maybe she will.

as she dries up the tears in the reception she bumps into princess yet again.