UNCERTAINTY

WHEN I WAS the phase of no love i want in my life, then this person shows up and i was shocked because he is just like me. his every thing is like me. then i got to know that,he was there all the time, it was me who can't see him. he was always there for me, but i was that time so in love with another person that i didn't notice his presence.

In my worst phase he gave me strength to stand up again, to breathe again,to fly again. he became the sky to my barren earth. when i was crying about, that there is no one for me, he said, " i am here for you, look,i am not going anywhere, whatever happens, i am here." 

Then he shows me what is care,what is true love, how true loves feel. He often said,"how do you want to feel? "

and i said,"I want to feel like warm hug, happy, like the smell of rain."

then he said," okay I got it, you want to feel taken care of and Safe, and loved, right."

" and yeah when it feels like your world is falling apart you know where to find me, when you feel heavy you know where to find me."

his words was like a poem of nature,you just want to hear them for your whole life.

" and yeah when it feels like your world is falling apart you know where to find me, when you feel heavy you know where to find me."

"what did I tell you earlier, no matter what happens, you'll always have me, Friends first, I don't have many people in my life.and the ones I do have they're my family, so count yourself too."

when he called me his family, i unconsciously accepted him as my family. but at that time i know he is my only family. 

when ever i said" i'm not important in anyone's life," he got angry and said,"okay shut up, I chose to be here with you, to talk to you"

then he said,"you are important okay???"

and i said," no i'm not"

and he replied," YES YOU ARE".

he become my star, my moon, my whole universe. and i don't know when i fall for him. but i realise it very late, its not late but its not on time too!

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A poem for him

In the phase of no love, I dwelled alone,

Until a soul akin to mine was shown.

Mirrored in essence, yet unseen by me,

Beside me always, though I failed to see.

In darkest hours, he lent his guiding light,

To lift me from despair, to aid my flight.

He became my sky, my steadfast guide,

When I felt lost, he stood by my side.

Through caring deeds, he taught me love's true art,

In his embrace, I found a gentle start.

He asked, "How do you wish to feel, my friend?"

"A warm hug's embrace, till the very end."

He vowed, "In storms, in chaos, I'll be near,

When life's burdens weigh, I'll dry each tear."

His words, a melody of solace pure,

A refuge in the trials we endure.

"Amidst life's trials, I'll be your stay,

In joy or pain, I'll never stray.

For in my heart, you've found a place,

In you, dear friend, I see love's grace."

Though I doubted my worth, he fiercely cared,

In his eyes, my importance declared.

He became my constellation bright,

In him, I found my guiding light.

Late I realized, my heart was won,

By this companion, second to none.

Not early, not late, but right on cue,

In him, I found a love, pure and true.

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