The First Time
(From Leandro's Perspective)
I climbed on the bed and kissed her again. She seemed to be very nervous. And so was I. She was nervous because it was her first time. And I was nervous because of a completely different thing.
I had to admit that I was quite experienced in this. But for more than two years, I had not touched anyone, of course, that was until Ella came along. This was not even the cause of my nervousness.
I was nervous because it was my first time doing it with a virgin. All the other times, I would ask for the experienced ones since I had no desire to fix the amateur ones' mistakes or teach them what to do. But I was glad that her first time was going to be with me. It made me feel great whenever I thought that I was the only one who ever touched her like this.
But perhaps I was nervous, mostly because it was my first time to do it with someone I loved. I could not help thinking if she was alright.