Shi Is Not A Kid

Y/N'S POV

Y/N: Uh-oh

Allison: Something with Jin? Is he alright?

Y/N: He's fine. But he's (he has) talked me into taking a nannying job with his friend Namjoon

Allison: You're not telling me that you're moving out, are you?

Y/N: Of course not. Just that I won't be around as much as I'd (I had) planned this summer. But starting in the fall, I'll be right back to bothering you as normal. The commute sucks from here, but apparently, he lives within walking distance of Revere Beach, so it'd (it would) be even worse from there. Besides, he only has sole custody of his son for the summer because his ex is in Asia or something for work.

Allison: Well it sucks that we won't be able to hang out as much, but I get it. A nannying position would be great for you. You're so good with kids. It would be a waste of your skills to work in a coffee shop or something.

Y/N: *I grinned* Yeah, honestly, I feel like this is the best thing that could happen to me this summer.

Allison: You'd better come back from time to time, though. I don't want you to miss all the parties and girls' nights.

Y/N: Of course I won't.

Allison: Well, if we don't have much time, we'd better make good use of it. Let's order some food and watch trashy movies and stay up until dawn.

Y/N: Sounds like a plan. Jin brought me to some place so that he could do some business deal, and I barely touched the food there.

Allison: Ugh, I'm not surprised. So, Mexican? Pizza? Thai?

Y/N: All of the above? Even though I'm trying to watch my budget, I guess I can splurge a little for once. I'm going to be saving up for the next few months anyway.

Allison: I like the way you think.

Allison said, grinning.

.....

NAMJOON'S POV

I automatically checked my watch as I answered the door on Sunday. She was perfectly on time. I appreciated that, and I intended to let her know.

When I opened the door, though, all thoughts flew right out of my mind. The woman standing there had a pretty, heart-shaped face, and she was thin with soft feminine curves. The vision of loveliness didn't seem to notice my dumbstruck expression.

Y/N: Hey, I'm Y/N.

I slowly shook her hand and then coughed slightly.

Namjoon: We've met before.

The years had made her hotter than I could've ever imagined. I'd really never thought of her as an adult. The years had matured her. I'd seen her graduate from high school, but it'd been difficult to ever really think of her as an adult. Suddenly it wasn't so difficult anymore. The evidence was right in front of my face. I forced myself to stop that train of thought right there.

NJ: *She's Jin's sister. He'll kill me if he finds out I'm thinking of her in a... sexual way. Not that I'm thinking of her in a sexual way. I'm just appreciating the way she looks. That's all.*

Of course, the fact that she'd be sleeping under my roof most nights of the week didn't escape me. Neither did the irony of the situation. I was hiring a nanny so that I could work distraction free. And the nanny herself might be the biggest distraction I'd ever seen.

Y/N raised an eyebrow at me, and I suddenly realized that she was still standing on the door step with her bags.

Y/N: Aren't you going to let me in?

I cleared my throat awkwardly and stepped back to let her into the front hall.

NJ: Sorry.

Y/N: Don't worry about it.

NJ: Oh hell, I'm in for it. Here's the living room, and then the kitchen is through here.

We headed further into the house and up the stairs.

NJ: This is Kang-dae's room. He's still with Nina and won't be arriving until tomorrow.

Y/N: I'm looking forward to meeting him. He's interested in cars, I can see.

NJ: You're probably going to have to play racetrack with him all summer.

Y/N: That's fine. Seriously, Namjoon. I like kids. They're fun. They're handful sometimes but I like working with them. Don't worry.

NJ: I know. Anyway, like I said he, won't be here until tomorrow. So you've got tonight to settle in a little before you go on duty. I'll show you your room, and then you can get settled in.

Y/N: Sure.

NJ: For some reason I feel surprisingly nervous. But about what? That if she doesn't like it, she'll be out of there? I can already tell she wants to be here. She'll stay until I send her away. Would I have to send her away? What if things become too much?

Y/N: It's beautiful.

The room had a fresh feeling, but I'd been worried it'd seem a tad too impersonal. I hadn't spent much time decorating the guest room.

NJ: I was planning to put some plants in here. But I didn't want to get a bunch that you were going to have to take care of and make more work for you. *Oh... now I was the one who was babbling*

Y/N: Maybe Kang-dae can help me pick out some plants one afternoon. It'd get us out of the house.

NJ: Sounds nice. Oh, and here's a key. I guess I should leave you to get settled.

Our fingers brushed as I passed her the key. I fought not to react as lightning bolts jolted through my whole body. What was it about her that had made me so interested? I barely even knew her, and I didn't want to think that I was one of those people to whom looks were the only thing that mattered. I didn't want to think I was the kind of person who could think of f*king his best friend's younger sister. Because that was what it was really about, wasn't it?

Y/N: Sounds good. How about I'll make dinner in about an hour, and we can eat together?

NJ: Sure. *I said surprised to hear her volunteer*

I backed out of the room before I could say anything stupid.

NJ: *What the hell have I gotten my self into?

...

Y/N'S POV

I had to admit that I was pretty surprised when I first saw Namjoon. His hair was swept casually out of his piercing hazel eyes. And there was something about the way he kept looking at me, It had me tongue tied. I tried not to make too much of a fool out of myself. Still, I didn't want him to think that I was assessing his parenting skills or anything. I wasn't there to judge him. I was there to do a job.

Y/N: *Why does it suddenly seem like it'll be difficult to do so? Why does it suddenly seem like it's going to be impossible for me to keep my hands off him?*

I left my bags in a pile on the floor and flopped down on the bed, taking a moment to just breathe. I liked the room, though. And if I could just manage not to be a total spaz, I was pretty sure that this would be good for both of us.

Y/N: *Of course, I have to be careful to keep things strictly professional. I can only imagine what Jin would do to me if he found that I had a crush on his best friend. No, Jin would never approve, even if it was just some sort of friends-with-benefits setup. He'd never want to think of me, his younger sister, as having such a relationship. He wouldn't want to think of me having sex at all. He still treats me like I'm a little kid sometimes. But I'm not a kid anymore. I wonder if Namjoon still thinks of me as one. But no, the look on his face... When he opened the front door he has shown me clearly that he doesn't think of me as a kid anymore.*

*I grinned up at the ceiling. Namjoon had definitely been interested in me. Not that I could take advantage of that fact, but it was nice to know. He was damned good-looking himself, so for him to think that I was attractive? Well... Now, though, I was even more worried about this whole situation. What if I did something foolish, like making a move on him? I had no doubt that no matter how interested he might be, he'd still rebuff any advances I made. After all, he was much more mature than I was. I could never hope to impress him. He just thought I looked attractive or something. That was all. I couldn't risk his rejection, not when it could affect my job. I had to be on my best behaviour. I fell asleep as I was thinking about this. I had dream, a sweet dream about Namjoon.*

EVENING

That dream was wonderful. When I woke up, I felt ashamed and excited. And it was completely dark outside. Oh, dinner!... I changed into new pair of panties and quickly cleaned myself up. I got all my things tucked away and head downstairs.

IN THE LIVING ROOM

Namjoon was in the kitchen when I got there, sipping a mug of tea and reading something on his tablet.

Y/N: Hey. I was just going to get started on dinner; is that too late?

Namjoon looked surprised, and I hoped I hadn't startled him. I hadn't wanted to sneak up on him, but what was I supposed to do? I didn't want to spend the whole summer creeping around the house and announcing myself before I entered a room.