"A Gloomy Clouds Into A Beautiful Sunshine"

I been asking for myself, coz sometimes i get lost by my own thoughts, I don't know who i am, sometimes i am happy but mostly i am trying to become numb, it's hard to be this way, you seemed happy and free but your mind was messy,

This is me, it's hard to be me, i don't know why i felt this way,

When the reason i just want to be fully happy even just for one day,

I smile a lot and laugh at the top of my lungs, well i guess i'm just Fakest most of the time, and maybe the word 'happy' wasn't in My vocabulary,

I am tired of motivating myself in such complicated situations, And finding all wrong in every corner of my home 'coz i wanted make it right,

Even everything was seems right?

So i look in the mirror and talking to myself trying to figure out What's missing, suddenly tears streaming down my face,

Trying to smile hoping sadness will go erase,

And now i know whom is missing, it's you,

Random thoughts was running on your mind, you have lots of Dreams undone, and now i understand you just need someone Who's willing to listen of the dying beat of your heart and a messed up rhythm of your mind,

I can be your friend like an open inspirational-book;

I will embraced your flaws and will excites uour hopes,

I can be the source of your genuine happiness, 'til you slowly

Learn to make your own definitions of happiness,

Oh girl just don't rush, patience is worth it

When you know what you're aiming for,

Just don't expect too much 'coz sometimes time will make you Wait, and there you will be test to know your things and for you to understand you responsiblities and limitations,

Yes, there will be no shortcuts,

Yet a mindset that has creative strategies will work exquisitely to success,

Just don't lose hope. Keep going.