The Butterflies

Win startled and steps back after heard what Bright says to him.

"What?....I mean...you must be kidding me right?"

"I'm serious....that is the truth" Bright expression look a bit different from before, he looks a bit down and Win is still in shock

"But how? I just saw you guys together in the coffee shop today, sorry but.....I accidentally saw your girlfriend and you also there...are you trying to do something here?" Win actually did not want to dig up the matter but just in case Bright is playing with him now

"As you heard...we just broke up, I did not realise this but she said I changed and she noticed that. I just can't tell her lie...I know what I've done could hurt her but telling her lie will make it worst, actually we agreed on taking break on our relationship while considering times we spend together...." Bright explaining

"..."

"I don't know whether this explanation is helping you or me but I really want to remind you that right now, I know that I want you, I just know that I don't like seeing you ignoring me, I feel the butterfly in my stomach whenever I see your smile...can you please say something to me" Bright step forward to get closer to Win who still in shock

"I.....I don't know what to say..." in Win brain right now is still trying to figure out that one thing hit Bright head to takes this further step, playing with Win behind his girlfriend as jokes or just as one night stander still make sense, but if this matter gets real like this how should he act now ....Win suddenly feel like coward but seeing Bright sincerely make him happy in his heart.

"Win? Are you okay?"

"I'm okay...I just need sometime to think again about this Phi" Win walk to the balcony, nothing to do there, he just wanted to clear his mind, with his drink in his hand he spread his sight to the night scene of the city surround his apartment.

To think about the reason why he broke up and his girlfriend must be because of me

But why I feel guilty about this now

I like it when he just look at me

I like it when he takes care of me

I like it when we are hugging and kissing each other

But their relationship been for years

I can't imagine how broke his girlfriend's feeling now.

Bright is stay still on the couch with his beer on the hand, he does not want to force Win to accept his feeling right away. He knew that Win must be in shock after hearing the news from himself and Bright know that will be burdensome for Win.

Looking at Win's back who still standing out there at the balcony, even Bright himself never expect things will turn this way since he first met Win for their series project, but that day when he spent days with Win and started to talk about Win even when he is out with his girlfriend kind of waking him up from the fact that he already falling for Win back then since they had their very first kiss in the car.

"I don't feel those butterfly any more Win"

Bright walks to the balcony and stand next to Win

"Sorry?"

Win look at Bright who takes a sip of his beer now

"The butterflies....They are not there any more Win, they are not appears any more when we go out on dates. Instead....they are coming out even when I just hear your name or seeing your face" Bright speaks softly without looking at Win

"If you want to blame someone for our relationship, please blame me....it's me the one who should take the responsibility from this,not you....let me know your answer whenever you are ready" Bright turn around into the room and takes his bag to leave.

So many thoughts into his head now

What should I do if he refuse me?

How will he answer me this time?

He looks so shock and speechless when I say I want him

I was so sure about his feeling toward me but tonight, his expression is so different

Will he hold me if I leave now?

I really want to hug him and comfort him right now

Aarrrhhhh Win.....you make me crazy....

And that night, Bright leaves Win apartment with heavy heart after confessing his love for Win

.............

2 days later

Win is with his classmates enjoying their drink at the coffee shop near the university again. Spending his time with classmates is something rare he can get since he works on so many project now.

But why do Win feel so empty now, after that day Bright confessing to him and just leave him alone at his apartment there's no call or texts from Bright.

Win is not sure about what to tell to Bright about the answer...he indeed feel guilty but happy at the same time, knowing that the man who always mess with his head is almost be his now but to take that one step closer to Bright, Win really want something to make sure that he takes the right step ahead not just because Bright hype him.

While enjoying his drink, Win go out to his car to take leave first than his friends and that's when he saw Bright girlfriend or Bright ex walking into the coffee shop with his friends and she didn't see Win there.

"She looks happy...aah girl is good on hiding their true feeling"

Win go to the GMM TV building for some more practices and of course there will be Bright there...

As usual arrive at the building, Win go to the practice room where everyone's gather including Bright.

Win say hi and sit next to Bright

"Hi..." He greets Bright with his heart badoom badoom

"Hi..." Bright replying and back with his phone, actually Bright heart is no different from Win.

Since last night, Bright had difficult time to sleep just to think that he will meet Win today at the practice.

He looks so cute today...

Aah Win...your smile...I want to pinch your cheeks.

Have he think about my confession already?

Will he answers my confession?

What will be his answer?

That's wandering in Bright head now, and to make it not so obvious, Bright play a games in his phone.

"Okay guys attention!! After OffGun scene we will move to BrightWin please check your scripts and do practice while waiting" the instructor says

Win open his scripts so do Bright, they facing each other, looking into each other eyes

1...2....3....4....5...6...7... The clock is ticking

Win : God....I like his eyes, staring to me like this with warm expression

Bright : I like his awkward smile and look at him, he looks nervous

They have been staring to each other for 7 straight seconds without one words come out from their mouth

"Oh wow look at them!! Hahahaha....what are you guys doing?" Mike shouting wakes them back to the reality

"Eiiii you guys so hard to beat, how can you get into the characters right away like that..." Toptap also murmuring

"Are you guys BrightWin or SarawatTine now?" Gus coming closer to look into their eyes. Actually they say those words just to tease Bright and Win, without knowing what happened between them personally.

"Eiiii phi.... don't do that, let us practice in peace" Bright pull Win hand to move away from those crowd and have their practice

"Let start again..." Bright held Win hand while keep looking at his scripts

"Okay...." Win also back to his scripts

Their hands holding each other awkwardly.

"Your hand.... it's cold, are you okay?" Win cares Bright's hand

"Win...please don't do that..." Bright wanted to stop Win caring his palm

"Why? Are you sick?" Win so clueless

"No I'm not... I'm just nervous, please stop touching my palm or I will get high" Bright speaks with half voices, he afraid that someone might heard their conversation

"Huh? Oh okay...." Win stopped and focus on the work again

How can he be this nervous, he is the one who casually confessing his love and now gets nervous...haha...he is unpredictable

Win smiling with his eyes on the script but exactly no attention to the script

"What so funny about that? Do you think we can do it?" Bright asking Win

"Oh! Of course we can do it...look, it just...em...oh no! What is this? Me singing in harmony with you?!" Win is busy with himself

"You surely not read the script" Bright humming

5 hours practicing

"Okay everyone!! See you later on group practice... let's end our practice today"

"Woahhh.... thanks so much for today na phi! See you later"

Everyone bid their goodbyes to the instructor.

"Anybody want to come hang out together with us at the nearby Caffe?" Tay asking.

Off, Gun, Tay and Newwie plus Plapodd looks like they will go out together

"Win...come with us, you too Bright...we need you there to take care of Win" Tay just saying but suddenly Win face gets red

"Sure Phi!....we will join!" Bright gets the attention, he answers right away so nobody going to pay attention to Win red face.

OffGun joined Newwie's car which already had Tay and Podd there while Win joined Bright's car.

"Your face was so red you know" Bright on the steer, talking to Win who sits next to him

"I don't know...how would I know, that's come from inside of me"

"Okay..."

"...."

"Win..... please say something, you make me nervous when you're not talking"

"Why would you nervous...it doesn't match with your character"

"Wait...what?!"

"You heard me, you kept telling me that you're nervous but you know what....your strong appearance doesn't matches with the word "nervous" so you can stop being nervous now"

"Wait! Listen...I don't want to have to feeling, I like that comfortable feeling but then tell me again how to stop it like.....do you really asking me that??" Bright a bit annoyed by the unexpected request

"....."

" Winnn.....say something! "

"But you will mad again if I'm talking, I'm better silence"

"Huffffhhh..." Bright sighing, he tries to calm his mind

Yes I like you, yes I want you to be my boyfriend but sometimes I just can't understand you Win.....

" Phi....."

"Hmm?"

"You just passed the building, look at Phi New car... it's turning left there"

Then they have to turn around and find the turning sign and finally successful parking the car in the restaurant parking lot.

"I thought you guys right behind us... what takes you guys so long?" Newwie saw them entered the room

"We passed the building phi...ha ha"

Actually we passed the building because someone move my attention

Bright looking at Win, that boy is busy talking with the Phi ( older brother/sister) now

"Oh okay ...well let's order"

Bright is sitting next to Win and during the meals time, Bright help him with the foods.

Bright's movement is very smooth that nobody notice that he moved away those foods Win can't eat but Win notice it, he just accepting it comfortably

****

Separate from the restaurant, they are go back to their home.

Win doesn't bring his car to the restaurant, he left his car at the company.

"Phi...can you send me to takes my car at the office building?"

"..."

"Phi?.....phi Bright?"

No answer from Bright, but then he pull over the car to the side of the road.

"What happen?" Win pull of his safety belt

Grab!!

Bright grabbing his arm

"Eii Phi....what is this? Why suddenly act like this?" Win smiling awkwardly but his heart know something gonna happen here

Cuph!

Bright pulls Win face closer and gave him a kiss on the lips.

"Phi you can't just ki...emm...phwi ess stubh...." Win couldn't finish his words, hia amouth covered by Bright's lips now

The sound of Bright lips sucking Win's lips fully sounded in the car, while his lips is busy kissing, Bright hands aggressively into Win shirt and find his nipple

"Eaahhh phi don't....emhh...aahh....phi stop it, someone might see us!"

Win powerfully pushing Bright away.

Bright having hard time controling his breath and his "little Bright" down there

"Sorry Win....give me some time to control myself" Bright put his head on the steer and starting to breath normally

After almost 4 minutes, they are continuing their way to the company building again.

Bright turn the radio on to relax his mind, to gey rid his attention of this boy sitting next to him.

"Phi....can you not do something like that again to me? I'm scared....I mean, the way you look at me, that wasn't a warm expression...you look like, you wanna eat me alive"

"....." Bright in silence but he looks confused now

"Phi Bright....should we change driving? Let me drive" Win asking

Bright once again pulled over the car to the side of the road but he didn't move

"Win...." He slowly reach Win's hands now

"Yes phi"

"Have you think about my question? Do you have the answer now?" He hold Win's hands tight

"I..... I'm not sure yet phi"

Bright lets Win's hands go slowly

"I know... it's hard right" Bright smile

Then continue "I'm not gonna force you into this Win, you're free to choose... don't feel bothered by me okay... you still have a lot time yo think about it.... Should we go again...come on don't be bothered" Bright turn the machine on and get ready to go

"Phi.... please just send me to my apartment then, you must be tired by now"

Win checking his phone and it's almost 2 am. Already to late for Bright to send him to the office which farther than his apartment.

Turn left to Win's apartment location, the street is pretty calm during these hours, no much transportation.

They didn't talk much after the second times they pulled over and now they just in their own thoughts with the music playing softly from the radio the background music now, the night's getting deeper so do their feelings....

******

Arrive at Win's apartment parking lot

"Here you go...."

"....."

There's no answer from Win, Bright bring his eyes to Win face and only soft snoring can be heard from his mouth

Taking his phone out and takes several pictures of Win sleeping...

Win.....my heart always weak seeing you are this cute....

You know what....my heartache from hearing that you're scare of me

Yes I lose control and that's so embarrassing, I won't repeat the same mistake

I will let you choose freely....

Bright consciously bring his hand to cares Win's hair, touch him lightly, Trying to not waking him up.

Bright decided to not waking Win up, instead, he waited for him to wake up.

******

Win slowly open his eyes, rub his eyes and look around

Wait.... I'm still in phi Bright's car?

He didn't wake me up and now he also fell asleep...

Win smiling...

You are so sweet... I hope I'm not hurting you

I'm happy if you're happy...

Win wants to touch Bright's face but he stops..... reluctantly pull back his hand

Grab!

"You are awake now?" Bright hold Win hand this time, not so tight just with the warmth of his palm he kept their hands together.

"Phi...I...."

"Yes Win? What's up?"

"Phi....I want to do this...." Win pull his hand away and move to grab Bright's cheek

Cuph..!! Cuph..!!!

Now... it's Win the one who move aggressively toward Bright

"Ehhh Win? Do you just kiss me? Emm....hmpp.....euh euh... don't bite..."

Win bites Bright lips, bites his ear and hia neck and also his shoulder

"Emhhh....eahhhh Win... please...emhhh....euhhh...."

Those the only sound come out from both their mouth

Win's hand is now under Bright shirt, they're having hard time with the small space in the car...they undo their seatbelt and hands is over each other body

Win loves to pinch Bright's nipple because he know that makes Bright breathing unstable from the hype sensation he got.

Bright doesn't want to lose, he went to Win ears and licking them in and out, it makes Win crazy.

"Win..." Bright stops and hold Win's face in front of him

Win doesn't need any words to understand that looks from Bright face.

They both hurriedly puts their jacket and hat and mask on and ran to Win's apartment room.

By the time Win close the door, Bright already there to attacks him with bite on the shoulder

Win turn around and hug Bright body, their unstable breathing next to each other ears is so loud and hyping

The sound of their lips crushing and changing saliva is even more louder

Bright took off his shirt and also kick his pants off then pull Win's shirt.

They both without trying to unattached their lips, swaying to the long couch in the living room. Bright laying on the couch and pulling Win half naked body to come closer

Continuing their hot kiss there

"Phi...emhh lemme take off my pants first...aahh! Don't bite phi...aahhh!"

Win hold his scream when Bright go down and bite his nipple

"You like it? How about this one" Bright go down a little more and open Win pants

Something bulking inside the underwear, Bright tease Win by slowly open the underwear but not touching the pen*s he just went licking the skin near that hard pen*s

"Phi... stop teasing...eugh..." Win grabbed Bright hair and pulled him for the kisses and now with their lips smacking and kissing

With both of them naked now their hands go freely to each other sensitive body parts now...Bright holding on Win pen*s with his right hand and left hand for pinching the nipple, meanwhile Win also do the same but only his left hand is kept on caressing Bright's butt

"Win don't squishing hard... it's hurt...eahh...You are so hard now...you want it now?" Bright can feel that the size of the pen*s is getting bigger

"You too phi...aahhh stop biting please...look at you down there...eughh..emhhh thats feels good...Aahhh....aahh...aahhh...."

The sensation when they put their pen*s together in Bright's warm palm while moving backwards and forwards is undescribed

"Win please help....meh...I want to come now...emhhh...euh...eugh...!" Bright bring his pen*s to Win mouth to help him released his pleasure there, Win grabbed the co*k and thrust in and out in a stable motion until Bright screaming along with those milky liquid comes out from his big pen*s

"Ah...ah...hhh...." Bright crumbling next to Win who just help him to relax

Win just staring happily at Bright, he feel satisfied and overwhelming from what he just did with this man in front of him

Bright suddenly raised and sit on the top of Win's body, staring intense at Win

"Now it's my turn"

Right after he end his words, he moved down to lick and sucking Win's bird, the warmth of his tongue sending electrical particles to Win's body which makes his bird big again

"Ah phi... that's tickle...aahh phi kiss me" Win pulling Bright to his face again "I want to see your face while enjoying this... please"

As the request from Win, Bright couldn't move down to do the job down there so he tries another option

He carefully trying to slide Win's bird to his butthole and that's makes Win stopped kissing.

"I don't wanna do that anymore if it's hurt you" Win refusing

"I like it, come on do me..." Bright gets the lotion near the bed and started to rub it to the hard co*k and to his hole as well

Bright went down and kissing Win, putting his tongue into Win mouth,. Their tongue licking on each other, Bright grabbed Win bird and slowly bring it to the hole

But Win once again stops him with moving his hand from his co*k whole still kissing

Win gets the lotion and put some on his palm, slowly reach Bright hole and inserted one finger first

"Aahhhhh! Win...!!" Bright body shaking from the effect of the insertion, slowly Win insert two fingers and now Bright look like he will cry now

Win doesn't want to watch more of Bright pain, he bring the hard big pen*s to the hole and very slowly and carefully thrust in and out....Win adds the speed when he see Bright expression getting better, from the painful to the pleasure expression.

"Uuhhh!!.....eugh!!" Win put some power on his hip to thrusting in and out faster

Their bed is shaking accordingly with the movements

"Eeuuuh.....euhhh...Phi.... I'm coming out now....aaahhhhh!! Euhhh!" Win shaking

Leaving his cock inserted in Bright, after seconds he pull it out...

"Sorry I make you dirty phi" Win peck Bright on the lips

Bright so happy to see Win enjoy his time with him.

"Win....thanks" Bright lay down next to Win

"It's me the one who should say thank na phi"

They are hugging each other naked.

"So...are you agreed on being my bf now?" Bright asking, Win change his position to lay on Bright chest then look up to Bright eyes

"What do you think of me now phi? I like it when I'm with you like this, please don't change" Win hold hands with Bright and kiss the palm

"Win...you make me so happy tonight...I don't wanna change, let stay together for a long time okay..."

"Me too phi... so happy now I have you with me"

"Well then... Are you tired?"

"Not really...why?"

"I want to put it into you too...."

"Right now?" Win raised his head to look into Bright's eyes

Bright nods his head cutely

"Okay... let's have another round in the bathroom"

They are go to the bathroom and having some more round and position there...

They takes turn on inserting.

Both of them so strong that they've tried at least 5 position just in one night.

They continue their love life very carefully and keep it secret from anyone. Working on projects together helping them a lot as they can sleep over and comes together to works even after a long hype night.

The end

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Prologue : the day after their officially boyfriends.

In the bed

Bright : Win...are you okay? Not having fever?

Win : I think I'm fine....it just, my hole hurt a lot from last night

Bright : same with me here...my hole hurt, I think it swollen

Win : let me check it

Bright : is it okay?

Win : I will get you medicine, let both of us use it.

Bright : Okay.... Wait Win....

Win : hm?

Bright : kiss

Win : *cuph! *Cuph! *Cuph!

Bright : what a wonderful world, having a cute boyfriend like this makes me full of happiness.