She felt heartache and exhaled loudly, she had lost herself for nothing. All this was for nothing.
Backstage Gu Tingyi glanced at her worriedly, since she was eighteen years old, they have been married but always kept it a secret.
Now after being accused several times of being a third party and a mistress, she was now accused of severely injuring the Beauty Belle **Song Anya**, Gu Tingyi didn't come forth to defend her, and all he wanted was to divorce her, he already maximized her use.
"Didn't I tell you not to let her perform tonight? So why did you let her?" His harsh voice sounded as he questioned them, he was a tall man with a lean body, he was around 180cm tall and his skin was a little tanned, he was in his early thirties.
"Master Gu, we couldn't stop her, she said she will be quitting the Entertainment Industry from today and this would be her last song so we accepted!" The manager with Bai Qing Ling's assistance nodded their heads explaining what she had promised.
Last night and the entire month, he has been busy tending to Song Anya and didn't have time to discuss anything with her, being married to her for more than eight years, he still didn't understand her up to now.
He couldn't discern how her mind worked, they were married but total strangers.
" What? She did? " Gu Tingyi glanced at the woman who looked gracefully no matter how much they booed and hurled things and insults at her.
" What is she thinking? " He mumbled while studying her, today, she was wearing a black backless dress with two front thigh slits that ran up to her thighs, exposing her flawless body.
"Why is she wearing black?" He scrutinized her again, after so many years, he knew that the color red has always been her favorite and frowned upon any black clothes.
"Today, I don't desire anything from you, there are no means of proofing myself innocent, so I won't expend my breath on it..." She held the microphone tightly, finally today she will say goodbye on this stage, she was ready.
She gazed at the crowd that didn't give her even a single minute to express herself.
" You are a criminal! Stop saying you are innocent! You are the murderer! "
" You are a Murderer! "
" You are a Murderer!"
"Murderer" there were so many fans of Song Anya who were booing and hurling stones at her, the bodyguards went forward to protect her but she shook her head.
There was no way she would exonerate herself from this public outrage without obtaining any shreds of evidence to prove herself that she was innocent.
She didn't do anything to Song Anya even though she was her husband's mistress, she couldn't clarify the fact that she was laying next to the bleeding body of Song Anya with a knife laying around.
The officers arrested her and did investigations, but they couldn't match the fingerprints that were on the murderer's weapon to hers, Song Anya wasn't dead yet but she was in a coma supported by machines, nobody knew if she would ever wake up.
Her discharge from jail outraged the public and fans, online netizens, and Song Anya's fans, she became the loathed artist with a big blemish all around, no words said could wash away her crimes.
Several stones hit her body, she couldn't feel pain any longer, their booing didn't matter anymore, and what was left was just a shadow of herself.
" Thank you all, it hasn't been an easy journey as Lilly but then again it is whatever I had wished for... This will be my last song, ***I love you..** " she exhaled loudly several times before placing the microphone she had in her left palm closer to her mouth.
She closed her eyes as tears trickled down her cheeks, she had lived for nothing all these years, and if she relived, she didn't want to please anyone, and neither did she want to fall in love again, not with a man nor fans.