Chapter 3; Why are you being this cruel?
She closed her eyes as tears trickled down her cheeks, she had lived for nothing all these years, and if she relived, she didn't want to please anyone, and neither did she want to fall in love again, not with a man nor fans.
I love you and I mean it/
You made me a Superstar and I'm
grateful../
But you stole my soul and heart away,
leaving me all alone)
Why wouldn't you love me even a
a little bit?
Please love me/
Tell me you love me/
No more struggling/
I looveee youuuu/
I sacrificed my entire life for all of you,
but in return, you gave me nothing/
I worked hard for all I can,
but in return you deserted me/
She sang as the entire stadium went quiet while her eyes didn't stop welling tears, she was finally saying goodbye, and her eyes were tightly shut as her soft and mellow voice thudded in everyone's heart.
It was a sad song, a few moments ago everyone was cheerful but now, the entire stadium was still and quiet, it was as if, if they breathe out loudly they will affect the rhythm of the song.
Her right hand was waving around as her face shone brightly, it was a liberation, she sang for herself and felt the song deep down in her heart.
Please love meeee/
Tell me you love me/
No more struggling/
I looveeee youuuuu/
I made memories but I wish,
never to remember/
I'm so tired, please forgive me../
This road was never my path/
Please forgive me.../
She didn't even open her eyes, she pulled a gun from her inner-wear pocket and shot herself across her torso. It happened in milliseconds as the chorus of the song repeated itself in the speakers.
The entire stadium screamed in horror, no one had expected she would fall on the stage in front of the crowd.
She smiled faintly, as she was seeing the bright sun glowing brightly on her, She stretched her arm to reach it, "I was born on the stage, and do I return on the stage, but if I ever get to live, I would appreciate life more, I would love myself first, sigh!"
" Nooooo... " Gu Tingyi dashed to catch her falling body and drew her into his arms hugging her tightly, he hadn't expected she would take her life, she unclasped her palm as the gun fell off her hand, " Why are you being this cruel? "
" You started it, you taught me to be cruel and finally cruelty devoured us, I wish you all the happiness. " She stretched her hand and caressed his face, this was the man she loved dearly. The man who brought light into her life...
He gently caressed her closed eyes as tears wetted her cheeks, "Can't you open your eyes and see me just even for the last time?" his hoarse voice whispered heartbroken as he gazed at her closed eyes.
"You are the memory I don't want to recall and if I can go back, I will just love you as a friend and not more than that." she spat out a mouthful of blood.
He might have manipulated her but she was still grateful that he dragged her away from that hellhole orphanage and horrible life, did she hate him? No, he was her benefactor, and it's that love that she will hide far away.
"Why Qing Ling, I just needed time! Why? Why didn't you stay patient?" His eyes teared as his tears fell onto her face while her hand that was caressing his face swayed and fell.
She was lifeless but she was smiling as her face shone brightly, it was the end of Bai Qing Ling, who went by Lilly, she loved lily flowers and so did her husband adored gifting her Lillies.
"Qing Ling, Qing Ling.." for the first time he broke down, he shed tears, holding her cold body tightly in his arms, he felt devastated.
The entire place turned somber, this very cheerful day turned to her mourning day, this very valentine's day turned into her mourning day.