What are we

"Leah pov"

"I m asking like the 100th time where are we going" i hissed.

"I m saying for the 100th time I won't tell you and stop asking me" he laughed.

'Stupid alpha males' I thought

"You know that I can read your mind clear right?" He laughed.

"Ohh god, I m not getting used to it"

Suddenly an idea popped in my head to annoy him as he did to me.

I looked at him.

"Jason" I screamed.

He stopped the car with brake, the car went down from the road.

"What happened" he looked at me for any signs of injury.

"I was checking if your still listening to me" I chuckled.

"Just getting back at you for annoying me" I added.

"Your crazy Leah" he smiled at me.

"But seriously, are we there yet" I sighed.

"No" he started the car.

After 5 minutes.

'You're a jerk, I m hungry' I thought in my head.

He pulled the car up near a old café shop.

We entered the shop and the bell made a sound as we opened the door, some of the things that we don't see in the shop nowadays.

"Oh my Jason, how are you?. It's been so long since I saw you, you have grown into such a handsome young man" said the old lady.

"Betty, it's so good to see you, I m good and this is Leah" he introduced me.

"Where are my manners, Are you his girlfriend, Leah come sit, let me take your orders" she took a notepad from the apron.

We looked at eachother, he let out a embarrassed smile.

"We will both have coke and burger, are you ok with it Leah" he asked me.

"Yeah" I smiled at him.

"I will bring your drinks first" Betty went inside.

"Why did you bring me here" I asked curiously.

"Felt like it" he deadpanned.

'Way to ruin my mood' I though.

He chuckled.

We ate our lunch in a peaceful silence.

We waited for our check, payed and walked outside.

"I used to come here every time when I was happy with my mom, after what happened I rarely visit this place, I felt like I wanna take you out, automatically thought of this place" he looked at me with intense gaze.

I didn't reply, I don't know how to reply to this.

'What are we' I thought.

He didn't respond.

"What are we Jason and I know your listening" I said him.

"I don't know, but I like you, I know it's too soon but I wanna take it slow to figure out what we are" he looked straight at the road.

"We could be mates, we will know when I become 18" i smiled at him with flaring hope inside me.

"I know we are not mates for sure" he deadpanned.

I kept quite after that I didn't wanna talk, the ride to school was Suffocating. The silence which I felt at peace now burned me.

As soon as he parked the car I got down and started heading towards the school for my class.

"Leah stop" he ran towards me.

'I won't' I thought

He grabbed my hand from the back side and turned me so I could look at him.

"I just know that we aren't mates" he sighed.

"Then I can't be with you" i seethed.

I released his grip on my hand and ran towards my next class.

All the classes that I had were in a blur

'How can he be so sure that we aren't mates'

I wanted to avoid him so I went to the parking lot as soon the school bell rang and took my car to home.

I always wanted to escape from things that I can't handle or figure out.

I m a coward.

I don't know if he wants me or not.

I went home within minutes, I was beyond frustrated.

I opened the door and greeted by emptiness.

I fell on my knees and I broke down right there.

"Why moon goddess do you have to take everything from me, my parents, my pack and now you showed him to break me down, I can't take it anymore" I screamed and cried.

I was worthless

All pain that I have ignored took it's revenge on me. I cried myself to sleep.

When I woke up it was 11pm I slept in the hall, I felt cold.

I walked upstairs like a zombie, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't ignore the pain that I felt now.

I did a thing which I shouldn't do mainly at this hours.

I jumped while I transitioned into my red furred wolf. I landed on four paws,

I ran with what I got, I ran past the lake which I spend most of my time.

The moon was closer to me than ever, like it heard my call.

I wanted to die, but I can't, I have a purpose to full fill, I want revenge and let's think about what happens next.

Baby steps.

When your numb for so many days, pain feels like a satisfaction to know that your human.

My wolf felt wrong like it's saying me to go back home.

I took a turn and saw the humans in the exact same spot.

I wanted to check but when I saw them my thirst for blood hyped, I still need blood to survive. I Ran away quickly I didn't want to hurt them. That's all I could think off.

I opened the door took a blood bag, O-ve to be specific, I have a thing for O-ve blood.

I inserted a straw and drank from it, with a smirk I went up to bed.

When I ingest human blood, my werewolf part of me find it's bad for its stomach so it takes a while for it adapt, since I don't have it on regular basis only on hunger pangs. I feel sick for sometimes.

My uncle didn't return, but I couldn't think about him with my sickness.

I went to bed and I tossed around a couple of times without any sleep.