MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
LOVELY---DOVELY
Author Pov
>3 th October 2023 ]
Dear- YANG
It has been weeks or maybe months since I last saw you, how are you?" I wonder every day , right now I am thinking about you!
Kimanda writes in her Diary, as it's a habit she has to write letter or note to her sister, telling her things , she wish she could told her to her face , while laying in her elder sister arm's.
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Dear- lovey-dovey
How have you being doing?, flying high above . my big yet little lovey-dovey-lovie , it's been a long day starting my day was pretty normal, i had a bath , had breakfast, lay in bed until mom call me to help her in the kitchen, then had lunch, then i took a shower later then in the evening , dancing with Amanda on the beach , fighting , running for my life when i done pick fights with nick and kevin , I help mom make dinner , Dad got pretty busy with work , he came home late tonight but save and sound, elder brothers are busy with work too except Dwayne who is mostly likely grieving, brother Levon , I haven't heard from him in a while now , other sisters are fine too, , your son Aaron is doing fine , Delissa is fine too , am sorry sis but I have no idea If Anna is fine or not but I promise that I will call Trevor later ,
, I miss you sis , still trying not too and I got great distraction, so am not missing you that much .
I have been taking care of myself more this year, Deepak was right " i need to move on there is a lot out there for me , though am not sure am ready for everything, however
everything is coming to come, the only thing is that am not sure if i'm going to see you again or Yang , am not sure am gonna be okay.."
Oh by the way am yet to tell you about him, ..god ... .he got me so caught up that i forgot all about it.
Yang is a guy, i met about 9 months back , I met him new years day, this year, he is Chinese but he speaks English well , he seems around 18 ,19 , he is tall , handsome ,black hair, perfect figure, he has the most beautiful black eyes, I have ever seen and i fell absolutely in love with it at first sight .
He seems to be the quiet kind of guy but funny , the mysterious kind of guy ,the complete opposite to jamol and Elwyn. A bit like Deepak, but for some reason he has my attention, God I felt like I am obsessed with him. With the way he walks. Talks , his voice his God damm beautiful pitch black eyes .
He is mostly busy with work , he talks sometimes to his friends, he laughs and makes jokes with his girlfriend. "God" jealousy in my heart , dua… am joking, am not jealous i'm just a bit sad .though i felt like struggling the girlfriend…
He seems like a really expressive guy, mysterious, kind, friendly, workaholic
He seems really good on computers, he is very friendly with everyone else except me . Why is that ?" I don't know !!...
He looks at me very differently from the way everyone else does , and I feel nervous but excited and i like it, though I run from it..
( weird right) .
I don't know why but when he is near, my knees go numb, my breath gets stuck , my palms turn sweaty, the temperature turns hotter.
My heart that I thought died with you , beat faster than ever. I got nervous and excited,
It felt so strange at first but now it's somehow familiar and I wanna feel it again .everyday before I sleep and as soon as I wake up.
I wanna be brave to talk to him , I wanna put my fairs away but dam i won't, i can't.
There is always this part of me that, seems to control itself when he come close , my feet that goes num somehow works on their own and runs away.
Just looking at him from a distance is enough to make my days brighter and that is what i want to see him from a distance but how can I do that when he already left ?"
To be honest, I don't know him , absolutely nothing about him ,maybe that way it will stay"
I'm looking at the starts thinking him.
It's so beautiful ,my hands itches to touch it but i just can't"
it reminded me of yang i could only look at him from a far as fear crumpled in my heart , afraid
of the pain of-(losing )
but right now i can't even see him, he become the planet that just disappeared from the orbit, into the galaxy, I don't know when i will be able to see him again. I want to I really do , somehow he seems interesting, he become someone i wanna see daily and it's as terrible as it sounds , honestly i don't want it. I can live alive without people , without caring , without hopes and stupid dreams , dumb stories of happy ever after , which obviously doesn't exist, well it does just not for me..."
But i will be alright sis, don't worry as I'm sure your kids are doing fine too , mom and Dad takes good care of them , they seems happy , and you know Anna is happy too after all , Trevor is a father everyone would love to have.. he is a brother in law to admire and I know he is a husband ypu loved and i trust your judgment.."
Take care sis , rest in peace .."