MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
KENDALL?
Kim pov
4th October 2023
This afternoon is church ,I went for a afternoon run then , decided to take a shower before heading out as church will start six,thirty PM , while showering I heard a boat came , probably pastor Simon,
After dressing up I decided to head to the church as I know I can't skip it , mom will drag me by the ears if I said I don't want to , I have to go by all means possible, not that I don't believe in God , I do I really do , it's just that I don't feel like it , I mean being in crowded place isn't exactly my thing ,it makes me uncomfortable, I can't fit in , I know they are all my family and only pastor Simon is not family but am not use to being in a crowded place , I haven't been in school for almost three years and I harly even dine with my siblings in my own.home , I have came to churches but paided no attention to anyone but right now i somehow felt uncomfortable, which is what i was use to until i stop careing enough to pay attention to anyone.."
I stood at the entrance of the church as i take a step, my feet left hanging , my heart skip a beat , I look and saw a stunning beautiful girl about a year older then me dress in a blue dress, white heals ,black short curly hair, black eyes, fair skin , small round face with absolutely no make-up beautiful, as it wasn't needed when it comes to her . She stood there looking beautiful as ever , she is a girl I once know, her beautiful smile is something that could tame a wild beast ,her lips are twisted alittle, but it only makes her look more beautiful. She is brave and confiden about everything, she aboslutely everything that i'm not.. and i use to love this girl , she was my favorite cousin, the only person am absolutely jealous of In everyway and trust me i'm not the only one , guys adore her while woman and girls are jealous of her, and she is one of the person i use to trust and one of the person that hurts me the most by betrayal. Someone who wasn't there for me when i needed them . Someone who i was willing to forgive, someone who i choose over my bestfriend selena, only for her to let her friends bullied me then selena had to step in , oh God until today she act like that day never happened…
Kendall !! , " her name left my mouth without a warning, she look my way giving me a big smile a genuine one, the one that I miss.GOD I REALLY MISS THIS GIRL but that doesn't stop the fact that the wounds she had caused are still raw …"
I look away , i suddenly felt a feelings i'm use too, it wasn't sadness , it wasn't happyness , jealously nor was it envious, I felt complete emptyness as i soon realized, her face was the same, her actions are just they way she act , she has change or maybe I didn't know her like i think i do , maybe it was just a act along ..." and now i can see through her act and I don't exactly like it ..
I somehow make I through the door without looking Kendell.
Good afternoon everyone, " I greeted everyone as the did the same. I sit next to Dwayne who was in a conversation with Aaron.
After sitting i turn and look over the next side where Anuty joy and her kids are, Alex smiling like a idiot and so is Jordan, i refused to look infront to pastor Simon as Kendell is beside him.
When it was time to sing , Kendall stood up from her seat and went up infront as Alex followed and so did their team , Amanda and Delissa.
Kendall lead as the rest followed, her voice was beautiful, Alex voice was hard just what the song needed as Delissa and Amanda sing in line , there alittle group sent emotions through my body , memories, memories, memories that just won't go away, i blink away the tears .
Kim , we only have three days left for the finals, " I heard her voice
You girls could play later , " she said frowning, she looks adorable when she does
Okay sis. I will be more prepared next time , " I said as I look at my sister and smile . She looks like a teenager not a mom .
We had only three days away from the final as a singer , me and my cousin is singing a special song together, lovie and Disney is teaching us to sing the new song that came out a few months ago , lovie and Disney are very close like Kendall and I the grow up singing too.
One ,two, three, start ,, " a soft female voice ring through my head . No need open my eyes to look as i know it's lovie, her voice is more like a beautiful melody as it cames from such a little mouth of hers .
I kept fighting voices in my mind that says
I am not enough Every single lie that tells me I will never measure of , we sing together as I open my eyes .
She open her eyes and look at me again with a sweet smile as her bright brown eyes shine.
Am i more then just the sum of every high and every low
Reminds me once again just who I'm because i need to know
Ooh-oh You said I am loved when i can't feel a thing ,
You said I am strong when i think i am weak
And you said I am held when i am falling short
And when i don't belong oh you said i'm yours
And i believe (1)
Oh i believe (1)
I open my eyes, as i sing along together with everyone else as I heard her voice in the crowd as if she was still here, her voice is so lovely just as her name lovie.
I blink my tears away and smile , I know she is up in heaven with God , she is now an Real angel, she is probably watching us right now .
Soon the pastor begon to preach the word of God.
Am not use to being in a crowded room but being there and listening to the lord words was worth it .
Soon church was over , we greet each other again, Kendall and I came face to face as we shake hands , I smile at her .
Hi, kim, long time no see , " she said in a flattering tone with a big smile
Hmm, " I nod my head and walk away , there was nothing to say , well there is so much to say but not one word would be said.
I don't need any closure from anyone , I will move pass everything , i won't live my one life , thinking about their betrayal and why they did what the did..