I know that you expected so much.
But you didn't get what you needed.
I'm sorry, it's my disappointment that killed you.
I wish that I could reverse time and change it.
Visions of the future had once appeared, but left you all soaking wet, and dreary.
My tears could not be held within.
You drowned in a wave of blood that keeps overflowing; There's never been any condolence to change it.
Mistakes have always come growing out of my head, and into the ground.
It's my fault their roots aren't cut out.
I worried over everything at too quick a pace.
I should have known that you wouldn't have made it through this.
Your coffin sits under my bed, where I lie; But sleep can never release me from you.
I close my eyes to try, but your face appears in my mind.
The things which I've thought would happen, aren't what I expected.
I'm sorry I failed you, my hopes. But now I'm going to have to move on alone.
You aren't there to speak to me anymore, and I have to sleep above the deceased every night.
You were caught within a fire I could never put out.
Not even my own tears would have sufficed; Everything I've put you through, was just too much.
Forgive me for my lack of control, all I have now, is to withhold useless expectations within me.