CHAPTER 8: THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM

** ONE CHAPTER EACH TWO DAYS FROM NOW ON **

maybe once a day, I don't really know but if the chapter is ready expect one every day if not then there will be one every two days.

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MC's pov

I was walking around the city without a destination in my mind..... I know what I should do, but I don't trust my rage to let me do it. and I also needed a little fresh air to get some of that sadness out of my system.

The training changed me more than I thought it would, I don't know if it's good or not, but it's what it is.

If it was a week ago I would be expressing my emotion by crying my eyes out, shouting, getting depressed or even maybe taking an oath of vengeance and justice... that would be forgotten at a later date. As it's in our nature to forget and move on.

but now all those emotions are being suppressed.. no being condensed and sharpened by my divinity, turning to a weapon, a two edged sword that may be my greatest driving force or the bane of my existence. I'm greatfull to my teacher, because now I'm far better at controlling my emotions.

But I'm scared of what may happen if I lose control .oh and let me tell you, I was very near doing so. It's like a temptation at the back of my mind telling me ' to let go as you have already lost all that you had. so why do you resist just let go and be like them, like the same who killed your family, do the same to their family, kill torture, and rape their wife and daughters in front of them while they beg for mercy they didn't give your family. break the body, mind and soul of all people related to them or even people whom they as much as talked with. then kill them and send their soul send to hell to suffer till the end of this universe, for thay should know the price of offending god... '

yes, if you're wondering..... that was the voice or thoughts in my head... and they look very pleasing to do to me....now you know why I need to cool down.

so yes I need time to cool down. now the things stoping me from giving in to all the temptations are two things: First, Tom is probably alive as he is special and at the very least I know he won't die from injuries as he has a very strong healing factor, but I didn't ask him what else he could do. as everyone has their own secrets.

and second: If there is one thing I've learned from Mary all these years it is that, good(white) and bad(black) are the sides of a coin called humans. if you spin the coin very fast it won't be white or black, it will be grey. and once it stops moving and falls down you will see one side of it whether black or white it's their choice, as they can even keep spinning to show you grey. so what makes you a respectable man higher above everyone else is the question of when, witch and who. as when will you show a side? Witch side will you show? and who will you show it to?....

but that aside I have some doubts that the system has to clarify....

now I'm standing at the edge of the roof of a very tall building in new york, watching the whole city. the sun has gone away and night life has begun And its fantastic sight to behold.

"system tell me, what have you been hiding from me? "

[...]

"you warned me to use the ticket as fast as I could and if I had listened to you I would have came back before the incident happening. so you know all about it, but why didn't you do anything else after the warning? " I said in a very calm tone and voice. but in my heart, the fire of rage and betrayal was intensifying so much by each word that I could feel the system shivering from it.

[ I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE INCIDENT TO WARN YOU ABOUT. MY REASON TO ADVICE YOU TO TRAIN SOONER WAS BECAUSE AFTER AWAKENING، YOU HAVE SHOWED TO THOSE ABOVE, THAT YOU ARE A HALF HUMAN/DEMON HYBRID, SO THEY MAY TRY TO GIVE YOU ENCOUNTERS TO TURN YOU TO A HERO OR VILLAIN.STILL IT SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED THIS SOON. ]

"hmmm encounters and probability.... there shouldn't be any being that controls or manipulate probability in such way to control fate in marvel( 'not that I know all the characters but I should remember someone with that kind of capabilities')... is this world's mythology different from what I have in mind? "

[ INSUFFICIENT INFORMATION.... YOU'RE ADVICED TO ACT OBLIVIOUS TO THEIR INVOLVEMENT..... FOR NOW.... AS WE DON'T KNOW WHO WE ARE DEALING WITH.

AND YOU ARE GOING TO BE BUSY FOR NOW WITH THE MURDERERS, THEY WERE MANIPULATED TO BE THERE BUT THEY PULLED THE TRIGGER THEMSELVES.]

"Grrrr.... sigh. you're right. but lets find out exactly what happened first?" I said with my anger calming down the more I talked.

IN FRONT OF CRYING ANGELS ORPHANAGE

"I'm going to change the name..... there is no angels crying anymore, just a devil crying.....sigh, the irony in that..... "I said while looking at the sign of the orphanage.

The orphanage was repaired and most if not all the clues has already been swept clean by shield agents, sigh it really was surprise to find that maria hill is my aunt, Mary talked about her sis sometimes and she was her only blood related family. Shield's involvement is making things more complicated. I don't need to get in thier radar this soon. fury will use hill as someone to rope me in to shield and that will most probably succeed. I'm not going to let anything happen to Maria as she is the only relative of my mother....

Anyway there is noting in the orphanage as I have already checked it.

Now let's ask the neighbors for their side of the story....

TIME SKIP ONE HOUR

so simplified version would be a fight between some people who spoke Russian and another group witch led to what happened. it's not much, but at least now I have a lead to follow .... The Russian , they are famous in hell's kitchen.

but let's sleep for the night. I can't buy any wenches or car batteries or ammos right now.

So many things to do tomorrow

First : Decide what persona you're gonna use for your hunt

Second : finding out exactly what is going on in this world and what kind of trouble should I expect. ( how the fuck I didn't do it till now.)

Third : Buying some tools and equipment needed for the hunt

Four : Finding their hideouts across hell's kitchen .... and finding out what happened to Tom and where he is.

Five : *beeeb**beeeb* the murderes and killing the Russian brothers(the leader of Russian gang)

[ DING

SIDE QUEST ALERT !!

DESCRIPTION: THEY MADE A DEVIL CRY..... SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. AS THEY SAY EVEN DEVILS MAY CRY.

(*CATIONS:TRY NOT TO LOSE YOURSELF IN YOUR FEELINGS*)

OBJECTIVE :

1: DO WHAT MUST BE DONE TO THE MURDERES AND INVOLVED PARTIES OF YOUR FAMILY'S MURDER. SO SOMETHING LIKE THAT WON'T REPEAT ITSELF.

2 : SAVE YOUR BROTHER

DIFFICULTY: THE FIGHT'S EASY. BUT THE DETECTIVE PART NOT SO MUCH.

REWARD : 2x A WAY TO TRAVEL TO HELL AND BACK ( two time use each) ]

[THIS TIME YOUR REWARD IS NOT A WEAPON BUT AS YOU KNOW THERE SHOULDN'T BE ANY EXCEPT WEAPONS AS PER THE AGREEMENT BUT THIS ITEM IS THE ONLY EXCEPTION AS YOU WILL NEED IT.]

(A/N:by agreement I meant the one he had with THE GOD)

"hmmm.I needed to find a way to hell eventually but now that's one problem out of the way. "I said in a growl like voice and prepared to sleep for the night as the agents across the street will make sure nothing happens to me for the time being.

and yes, there are some surveillance equipment in the orphanage but I can't take them out for now as that will be even more suspicious and they will take them away later anyway. so I have to be careful just for the time being. but it's heart warming that my aunt cares a little.

I hope they don't follow me tomorrow and just stay here if not, then I have to scape their surveillance and that would .....rase question ..of how I ....did that.....

Alex fell sleap ... but tears were being shed from his eyes, traveling his cold beautiful face for the loss he felt.

TO BE CONTINUED.....