7. Crying Infront of Friends

Now I am in classroom and attending my lecture. it's lecture of 'Business Statistics'. "Tell me Mayu what is statistics?" teacher said to me. but I don't know which answer I told them. because I was looking out the window thinking something. my mind is every time thinking about job. I want job. I need job. I said sorry to teacher.

"Pay attention, otherwise I will punish you next time. sit down". teacher told me. and I seat on desk.

"You are fine? Do you have any problem? Mann asked me.

but still I am silent. and my face seems like upset. I don't talk anyone. Then we attende the lecture. and my mood was off.

College is done. Tina and Mann talking to each other. they trying to talk with me, yet I silent.

"I want job. I want to help my father for earn money. my brothers school fees, my college fees, our home all responsibilitys, pressure and tension everything is handled by my father.

I want to extend my father's hand by doing a job. but see, I am failed every time. I ready for doing part time job. Now what I do. I don't understand". I said this all while crying. I can't control myself and tears coming from my eyes. when I was started crying Tina and Mann come to me very fast. and try to make me calm down. still I was cry. Tina and Mann started caring about me.

"You will get the job soon" Mann being to explain to me with love.

"Yes Mann was right, you keep trying. and please don't cry again" Tina said to me.

"Ya! you don't feel good crying. I know, you get job what you want. you are so talented. also good daughter, cause you think about your family and try to help their problems" Mann comforting me saying.

After 15 minutes I stop crying. "Sorry, and thank you for giving me positive energy" I said to Tina and Mann.

"We will help you for finding a job. if we all started to find a job then we have more chances for getting job. so now relax yourself. and drink some water" Mann told me in soft tone.

Then we left to go home.

I reached to home. I changed my clothes and call my family. I was missing my family. I was missing my favorite food which made by mummy, miss my papa, brother and sister. I call them. my papa pick up my call.

"Hello papa! how are you" I ask to papa.

"yes I am good, and you got time to talk to me" they said to me.

I ask him "why papa? why are you saying like this?"

Papa said "I think that you are busy in your study, and you forgot your family".

"yes I am busy in study but not forgot my family. you all always in my heart. I can't forgot anyone" I said to papa.

I ask him about all members health. and talk with them, about my study, friends, college and all things. then I told them professor Prabhu's accident and how I help them.

"You both friends now! why you made him your friend? what if he is bad person. are you mad or what" Mummy and Papa said to me with anger.

I said them "No mummy I noticed them they are not look like a bad person. and most important they are professor in college, so how they will be bad person.

"My enocent child you are right. but what if they told you his wrong information. you don't know which behaviors people live arounds you" papa said to me.

"But Papa I helped professor Prabhu so why they do anything wrong with me" I said to papa with cold voice.

"Why are you don't understand that what I want to say. if I say anything for you so something reason behind them. so listen and don't talk with that person. Ok" Mummy told me.