I feel... Nothing...

I always think that there's something... wrong with... me people think I'm a normal and innocent highschool girl but... I'm not...

I've always felt nothing since i was a child all the acting was hard... when i try to smile it hurts.. same with if i try to be mad. My mother was like this when she was young broken and emotionless... until he met my father my mother always said "one day you will find someone special"

She always said the same thing... she taught me how to clean blood properly she supported me through my childhood I've always waited patiently to see what happens when i met a special person someday