EPISODE 34

     My tears dropped non stop, I tried wiping them but it wouldn't stop. I walked back to my room shattered I laid on my bed as my tears poured non stop, "what did you do to yourself jollie" I shouted at myself I never wanted any of this to happen I just wanted to have a peaceful life I just wanted everything to stop but it's all turning back at my everyday is hunting me I want it to stop, I cried till I fell asleep.

                      "NEXT DAY"

   I locked my door, I really didn't want to come out because I don't know what else is gonna hunt my outside, this vacation seems like it's a stumble block, I used the duvet to cover myself, it was like the whole house knocked on my door begging for me to open the door but I didn't, thank goodness we're leaving the next two days. It was supposed to be a week vacation but I think something came up and change of plans. And am going to put my plan in action when we get back home, I seriously don't want to continue like this anymore, I just want to be free from all this. The more I keep pushing the more I hurt myself I don't want to continue hurting myself all over and over again.

  "Jollie please open the door" I heard iris voice from outside

"Am fine, please I just want to be alone" I replied from the inside

"I won't leave unless you open the door" she said again

"Iris please go away" I replied admits tears

"We can sort this out together" she said again

"Iris I said am fine" I replied

"You haven't eating" she said again

"Iris I said am fine" I replied "I would eat but am not hungry now" I replied. She kept quiet because I didn't hear anything again

"I can't wait to go home" I said to myself as everything replayed in my head, I laid back on my bed unable to do anything.

              "LATER THAT NIGHT"

I don't know why I came out of my room because I really didn't need to because I have everything I need in there but something just told me to come out. I walked towards the entrance, I spotted something or maybe someone moving towards the swimming pool, wait I looked at him very well "preston" I shouted, but he didn't look back or is he sleep walking again I taught.

    I ran towards him, he was about stepping in I held him back by his robe. "Oh my god, he's so hot, I need to take him back. And am very sure he didn't take his pills and I don't have the card to his room " yeah I remembered I brought some drugs along with me, I held his hands as I led him back to my room. When we entered I dropped him on the bed, I rushed to my bag. Shit he can't swallow it cause his still sleep walking thank goodness I brought the syringe, i took the drugs and injected it into him. I took a bowl and a napkin to cool down his temperature, I left the napkin on his head, I was gonna sleep on the couch. As I stood up he held my hand, I looked at him but he was still sleeping. I tried removing my hand but he held on tighter so I sat down back with his hand still holding me. I was already dozing off already ai I laid my head on the bed and slept off.

                   "PRESTON'S POV"

I woke up the next morning, I felt strange I felt something dripping on my face some part of my body was already wet. I used my hand to remove it "a napkin" I threw it down, wait where am I this doesn't look like my room, I tried lifting my second hand but it felt like I was holding something, I looked at my side "jollie" how did I get here, I saw the medicine and syringe."gosh I was sleep walking again "and I don't think she's comfortable with the way she's sleeping.

I carefully removed my hand and I  stood up, I carefully carried her and laid her on the bed, she still really a bed sleeper  so she won't even wake up.

I really miss her, i don't she's been avoiding me recently, she  even hardly looks at me, she's always with Kai or sometimes alone, chole is another problem, she's sticking to me  every minute have let her countless of time before but she wouldn't listen, thank goodness kimber took beer away last night.

I sat down back on the bed as I struck her hair, she's really cute. I miss touching her face my hand trill down and touched her lips, gosh she's so tempting. She acts sexy sometimes even without her knowing she does, the way she bites her lips when she talks, or when she's shy god they are just too much, I leaned down and kissed her lightly on her lips then I kissed her on the forehead after which I stood up. I opened the door as I left the room, I got to mine I got a quick bath and then I laid on my bed.

                   " JOLIE'S POV"

I didn't know how long I slept when I opened my eyes, I was on the bed and preston was gone and there are two things in it, it's either he woke up already or I don't even want to know, I don't want to think about it. I checked my phone 12:am, I quickly stood up as I rushed into the bathroom, I had my bath then I came out wearing my clothes then I came out of the room, I walked to the Cafeteria to get something to eat because I felt like I was gonna die that instant.

I sat down for a while eating my food, iris and kimber joined in.

"Hey" kimber called taking her seat close to me

"Good afternoon" I greeted them both.

"I didn't see all through yesterday, you even didn't even open your door, did you had a fight with my brother" she asked

"Umm, I was busy, we didn't fight" I replied

"Buti was wanting to ask you, why didn't you stay with my brother again, I know it's because of that bitch chole, but don't worry my brother is for you only" she said as she smiled

I felt as if my sour was pieced again, I couldn't say a single word as they ordered too and began to eat, while iris was trying to make eye contact with me the whole time.

"Jollie are you fully packed, we're leaving tomorrow" iris finally broke the silence

"Nope but I'll" I replied. We all walked together to the beach as we sat down on the sand we watched the waves of the water.

"I really feel like diving in" kimber said"same here"iris replied

"Wait isn't it dangerous" I asked "so you don't know how to swim" kimber asked and I nodded

"Why didn't you tell me I would have taught you"iris offered

"Umm it's okay maybe some other time" I replied, we talked joked and laughed, but we got interrupted by chole's voice.

"Kimber!! " she called but Kimber had no reaction on her face, she stood up and walked away, iris helped me up and took me away too, I guess Kimber really doesn't like chole.

"Jollie did you call mom" iris asked when we were alone

"Em no but she said I shouldn't come for the vacations" I replied.

"So that means you're staying with me" she said with a small smile, just then westly walked in.

"Hi princess" he called "hey Romero" I replied and we laughed, we were still talking sand laughing when preston walked in since we were at cafeteria, "em I'll leave now its getting late already" I replied as I stood up

"Jollie wait" preston said I stood still but I wasn't looking at him

"Can you just stay a little longer" he asked, but I couldn't reply, instead I walked away.

                 "WESTLY'S POV"

I already talked to preston about this, he sat down and as he continued looking at jollie walking away man this thing is getting serious

"Babe did she tell you anything" I asked iris

"She refused to tell me anything, she was all indoors yesterday she didn't even let me in" she replied

"Yeah I know she didn't even listen to me" I added

"Preston you're the one who should know what's wrong with her" I said looking at preston who looks unkempt

"I really don't know what is going on with her am really confused have tried all I can but I it ain't working, for the past few days I haven't seen her I can't even go to sleep even when I took my piles am so confused" he said as he rest his head on the table.

Gosh I really feel for him, he's going through a lot but I think jollie his going through more and the problem is that she keeps things to herself.

"GOING BACK HOME JOLLIE'S POV"

  I had my bath, packed my Laugages the I went to the entrance of the house am gonna miss this place, i remembered something I left my bag there I ran back to the beach at least to take a look one last time, I brought out my phone and took a snap of it, I was gonna take my leave when I turned to go but someone stood right in front of me, so I stood still he came towards me standing beside me because I already turned back to look at the ocean because I really don't want him close to me.

"Isn't it beautiful" he asked, I nodded without saying a word then finally I turned to leave,

"Don't go" he said and I absolutely stopped I don't know why I still listen to him like this

"You've been avoiding me lately" he said but I still wasn't ready to talk to him

"You know I haven't eaten and slept so well since the last time you left" he added

"I really can't tell why you've been avoiding me lately, am I smelling or something" he asked but I didn't reply.

He walked up to me and held my hands, I looked up at him at the kind of contact he was making with me, I miss him but no I wasn't gonna let it get to my head.

"An so happy you still held unto it" he said looking at my neck, seriously I even forgot I was still wearing that, he said looking straight into my eyes, but we got interrupted by chole's voice, I pulled my hands away and left quickly.

I met I met iris there so I used my hair to cover the necklace.

"Baby where did you go" she asked as soon as her eyes landed on me

"J went to the beach to take a look for one last time" I replied

"We're leaving already" she said and I rolled our bags out, u dropped hers off in her car I didn't even see Kai for a bit millie is so all over him, am really convinced she really likes Kai tha6 much, I didn't wait for preston as I entered into the car. It wasn't up to a minute when I heard voices outside the car.

"No you can't you didn't come with him, you came here on your own so you're going back same way you came" I heard Kimber's voice

I looked through the tinted glass, preston wasn't even saying a single word, Kimber did all the talking, preston entered the car while Kimber blocked chole from entering the car.

Chole stood there really angry "am gonna tell mom about this"she screamed as she picked her phone but Kimber looked less concerned as she entered her car.

I stick to my side trying my best not to look at preston, but surprisingly he dropped his phone in the space between us then he laid his head on the head seat after which he closed his eyes, I looked at his face he sighed as his hair fell on his face, he was like that for a while, I pushed my hand forward as I touched his hand he opened his eyes slowly looking at my hand on top his, he sat up straight then I brought his head to lay on my shoulder I stroke his hair gently he closed his eyes.

  " am tired "he said " I know, you've been working so much "I replied

" you left me alone "he said like a baby

" j couldn't do anything at that time "j replied

" an hungry"he said again "what do you want to eat " anything would do"he replied as he Intwined our hands

"You remembered you promised never to leave me alone no matter the situation right" he said but I kept quiet.

"You always do that when you don't want to keep a promise or give a positive answer" he said as he closed his eyes "I just hope and pray you keep all your promises to me because I am gonna keep all of mine to you" he said again.

I sighted a restaurant from afar off "Mr please can you stop by that restaurant" I asked the driver as he nodded, preston didn't even bother to open his eyes. We for there in no time as we parked.

"Preston I want to get something" I said when he wasn't moving a bit

"You can just simply place an order or better still tell the driver or a guard" he said unwilling to move.

FINE I said as j told the guard what time buy, the guard came with the order and we drove off again.