Just A Fan Girl

All I want is to meet my idols and tell them how much I love them. I was in grade seven when I became a fan of BTS. One of my classmates introduced that group to me. At first, I don't care about that group because, I'm not actually a kpop fan. That time I am just a normal teenager who loves to study and

hangout with friends. I'm not a die hard fan of any groups, local or international. But it all changed when I've watched one of their music videos. After that, I started to research about them, their real names, stage names, age, favorite color, family, hobbies and other stuffs that are connected to them. I started to collect posters and photocards because that's all I can afford to buy. Because of my family status, I can't afford to buy their albums and concert tickets. I envy those fans who can afford to watch their concerts, can go to fan meetings, can buy their albums and more. But one day, I will also be part of the purple ocean. I will have their complete album and of course I will be able to see them in person. But, while that time hasn't come yet, I will continue studying hard for me to be able to meet them. I've become addicted to their group. Everytime I'm sad, I will just watch their videos and then I will be happy again. They are my happy pill. They are my drugs. They became my inspiration. Because of them, I enjoy my teen age life, they are my stress reliever. From nothing to eminence. I am so proud of them. But, they are now unreachable. I can no longer reach them. They are now a well-known kpop group around the world. I am so happy that they've reached their dreams already. I hope I can also reach my dreams and one of those dreams is to meet them. I've been dying to see them in person. I want to thank them for inspiring me, inspiring Armys. BigHit thank you so much for producing BTS. Without your help, the world won't notice them, especially their talents. I love the family that you've created. One day, even though BTS are already disbanded, I will still look for them and tell them how much the inspire me. Even though they are already engaged or married, I will still remain as their fan. No matter what, I will still listen to their songs and watch their videos. That time, I already achieved my dreams. And they are one of the reasons why I became a successful woman. Thanks to their music and encouragement. I will never regret being a die hard fan of BTS. When time comes and I have my own family, I will tell my children about BTS. How BTS changed their mom, in a good way. I will tell them how much I adore them. They will forever stay in my heart.