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Xian's Pov

I feel like my body is burning, I think my fever got worse I struggle to get up out of the Sofa, my back is starting hurt, let me tell you that sofa was hard as a rock Im surprise that Im able to Sleep on it peacefully.

I went in the kitchen to prepare my breakfast, Josh was already there eating what he made, I didn't even bother making eye contact with him I open the fridge finding the ingredients that I need.

I cooked an omelet and some bacons and by the time I finish cooking Josh was already done eating, There's this question that I wanted to ask him but I think this is not the right time, it seems like his in a bad mood, you can tell just by looking on his face.

After I finish eating I took a shower my thoughts wandering somewhere else, I think something is wrong with me, is it normal for a person to not get jealous when their Lover is being intimate with someone else.

I finish my shower I wore a tight black jeans along with another Hoodie this time it was color Red, The symbol of Love. Hahaha who am I kidding.

I walk the same Hallway as always to get the things I need my locker, I feel very nostalgic, I saw Josh again besides my locker kissing a different girl from before, yep this is very nostalgic.

As I did yesterday I ignored them and took my things then walk away, I went to my classroom sitting at the back end of the row near the window, I read something that most teen protagonist sits near the window in their classroom, whoever wrote that must be crazy.

I was so deep in thoughts that I didn't realize someone sat next to me, "Ehem". Said the voice besides me I look at where the origin of the voice came from, it was Drew.

"Hello to you too" I retorted, he replied with a big smile showing his white pearls, "It was terrible of you leaving me yesterday" He pouted pretending to be angry, it was kinda cute to be honest a big muscular jock sulking for being left. Hahaha I just laugh at the thought of it.

I chuckle in response "Well it seems like you were having fun with them, so I didn't bother to interrupt" Wait what am I saying "Oh... So you were jealous" he replied with a smug grin plastered on his face.

"What no Im not... Im not jealous" I disagree at his accusations, why would I be jealous I told him the truth why would he assume that I was jealous, we just met Yesterday what was I jealous about.

"By the baffled look on your face, its telling me you were J. E. A. L. O. U. S" I punched him in the arm, slightly irritated by our conversation.

He was about to say something again when the teacher entered the room Oh thank god, He didn't say the whole lecture.

After that I packed my thing getting ready for my next class, Someone tapped my should which made me look back, "Lets go to class together" Drew offered "uh su-" I was about to respond but I was cut off when Someone walked in front Drew cutting my sentence.

"Lets go together Drew" The slut- I mean girl offer, I looked at the clock to see the time, Oh I was about be late I don't want to soil my perfect attendance, "You should go with her, Im gonna be late" I said as I run off the classroom.

Narrator

Xian was busy talking to Drew , but little did he know that his Boyfriend was looking at them, Josh clench his fist getting annoyed by the two being so flirty with each other... Well that's what Josh saw but the truth was there was no motive between the two.

He was angry at Xian, he wad angry because Xian Didn't scold him he didn't tell him to stop what he's doing, He just let him fuck around with girls like they are not in a relationship together, The night Josh purposely invited the girl for a quick fuck, knowing that Xian will caught them.

He wanted Xian to react, he wanted him to be angry to tell him to stop but he didn't, he just stood there and watch, This affair wont stop unless he tells me to Josh thought as he plan to fuck around each night in their apartment.

The day Ended Xian was on his way home from Class, he opened their apartment He was extra tired he didn't find a job but he plan on trying again tomorrow, He bought the medicine for his flu it seems that it got worst because he feels like vomiting.

He prepared food for him and Josh since it looks like he will be coming home late, After he finished cooking he ate not bothering to wait for Josh because he needs to take the medicine and he did and fter that he rested in the sofa, he didn't realize that he had fallen asleep.

Xian woke up wiping his eyes, he was awoken by the noise that came from the bedroom it was a girl moaning, he hear wet noises coming from the bedroom, he knew better not to look inside but he did.

Xian walk slowly to the bedroom, he twist the door knob and open the door, The two person in the bed stopped what their doing and look at the door to see who interrupted their fun.

In Xian's Point of view he saw Josh lying on the bed Naked a girl on top of him riding josh, Instead of stopping completely, Josh changed their position so that the girl was on all fours, Josh thrusted in the girl who didn't even bother that there was someone watching them.

Josh continue their heated Sex while his boyfriend watch them at the door, Josh look at his boyfriend their eyes met as Josh kept thrusting in and out of the girl who was a moaning mess under him, They Ignored Xian as they continue their lustful session

After a few minutes of watching he got tired and walked out closing the door, Xian felt tears brim his vision 'Josh I was gonna ask you a question tonight, Did our relationship even meant anything to you and I guest that is your answer ' Xian thought to himself.

He lie down on the sofa and wrap himself with the blanket, Ignoring the Two in the bedroom, Why cant I just let go Xian told himself as he wipe the tears, He closed his eyes and let the darkness wrap him in his dreams.

"You saved me from a world that couldn't accept me" -Xian