Chapter 5: I want mate, I choose mate!

Riccardo's pov:

Her name is Kat, Katy? I don't know but man! she's beautiful. Ever since I saw her beautiful face with those strikingly bright green eyes, I haven't been able to take my mind off her. I had to end the meeting with Alpha Daniel just so I could go to her. Osvaldo my wolf has been feeding me with a lot of dirty thoughts and I can't blame him. We've been waiting for a mate for 9 years. Ever since I grew old enough, I've been thrilled with the thought of having a mate but father always said thinking about mates or letting your mate cloud your thoughts after you found then makes you week and vulnerable.

I gave up looking for a mate 3 years ago. I've been dating my current girlfriend Desdemona for 2 years now and to be honest, she's everything I need in a woman. She's sweet but crazy, bold, lovely and good in bed too. I've already claimed her as a mate. Well, not actually claimed but I already announced her to the pack as my mate and we are supposed to get married and crowned two months from now. That's where the problem lies. I'm happy that I've found my mate but my mind is fucked up about this. What do I tell my people? That I have two mates? Besides, I love Desdemona. I could feel my wolf snort at the back of my head coz he's never liked her but it's true. I love her so much, she stood by me and took my mind off things- the mate issue plus pack duties took a toil on me but she was there for me-. I can't just call it quits with her. Well, it's not like I've been entirely faithful to her, I mean, ladies love me and I can't just let them down like that, haha but she's still my main chick but I still love her.

Damn this fucking mate bond! The mate bond doesn't force you to love someone but makes you strongly attracted to your mate and shows you reasons why you should love him or her and pushes you to claim and mate with them as soon as possible so now, I can't decide.

'I want mate, I choose mate! why is it so hard for you? Is there even anything to ponder about?' Osvaldo ranted in my head but I ignored him.

I successfully got to sleep on Kat's bed after a lot of argument. Her mum insisted it was the most comfortable and slightly suitable room for an alpha like me and I would be crazy to turn that offer down. I can't have her close but I could surely have her room heavily covered with her scent and items that seem to calm my raging wolf down a little bit. It took a lot of convincing for Desdemona to go to the guest house with my Beta while I slept over here. I told her I had work overnight and I had to stay at the pack house. Gosh, my mate has the most captivating scent and aura. She smells like mixed berries and cinnamon. Everything about her seems to pulls us in. When I heard her giggle, it turned to my favorite sound in the world. I could make it my ringtone. When she called my name when directing me to her room this evening even though she was mad, my heart stopped for a second. Why does she hate me anyway?

She finally agreed to go with me after a lot of persuasion and emotional blackmail from her mum and friend. It seems she has a horrible history with mates. Wait, has she had a mate before? My heart stung at this. No I don't think so.

'I want mate, I want to see mate' My wolf whined. Who knew he could be so whipped. Every girl fell at our feet and everybody craved our attention. Well, except for our mate of course- the irony-.

'You can't see her now. You'd have to wait till morning Osvaldo'

'No, no, no ,no I want to see mate!' He kept whining. I can't sleep like this. I got up from the bed and walked through a short aisle towards the direction where I saw her packing somethings to. It's 1am and my wolf is making my do this. How creepy is that?

I opened the door as quietly as I could. Thanks to my werewolf sense of smell, her scent is stronger here. I peeped through the door and I saw a real life sleeping beauty. She is sleeping so peacefully with her chest heaving up and down gently, her huge, succulent, brea...

'Osvaldo, stop whispering nonsense to me!'

'That's all you bro' He replied cheekily. I mentally rolled my eyes at him.

'Go touch her for me please. I need to make contact with her wolf'

'Nope, not happening. You'd have to wait. I can't have her wake up and throw a tantrum again. This is creepy enough'

'Please we'll be gentle. Pretty please.'

Osvaldo the God himself is pleading like a baby asking for candy? That's a new development. He was very egotistical. I've never seen him plead or apologize, even to me. He never even asks. He always took what he wants and demanded respect.

I pushed the door wider so I could go in. I went closer and touched her cheek very gently. The sparks that tingled on my fingertips was everything that made 'this' real. I let Osvaldo take over. It seems he's communicating with her wolf. She was starting to stir awake but I calmed down when I realized her wolf has taken over her too. Before I knew what was happening, Osvaldo's canine fangs were out and he was sinking his teeth into her collarbone. I quickly took control and scolded Osvaldo. I saw the mark disappear as she fell back into slumber. I then left quickly. Thanks goodness her wolf was at the surface. Luckily, anything that happens between two wolves stay within them except the human was awake or aware like I was.

'Osvaldo, you're in big trouble'

'I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself. She was so tempting.'

'It makes the bond stronger and that is the last thing I want right now till I'm sure of the situation of things'

'I know, I'm sorry' He whispered like a baby.

Oh man! my wolf is whipped!

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