Beauty Or Beast

Hello, we are meeting again How are You? I hope you guys are doing good

because I don't think I'm alright right now

in front of me, there are girls who standing in a pile of body

With Small Body, White Hair, Gold Eyes

looking at me like I'm her prey

...: SO are you a fool?

And that's her first word to me

...: um..hello? thank you for saving me!

hahaha, you think I will argue with someone who falls from the sky but doing good?

I will not say " hey who you say fool! "

...: but are they are alright?

....: what?

....: no I mean below you there pile of body

...: ah well they will not die from something like this, don't take me fool I know how to restrain my strength.

...: Rather than that let's talk about something else, right? Mr.Superhero

...: What?

rather than that?

what's wrong with this girl?

is her head alright? she standing on a pile of bodies but still smiling

I mean it's not like they died but...

....: So are you hear me? Mr ?...

her hand already on my head

gently caresses my hair

and at that time I know how dangerous is this.

I feel my flow of blood rush to my brain

I feel hard to breath

Sweat dripping from my body

And when I am looking above

her face straight looking at me

Golden Eyes

Beautiful but once You look long enough

it feels like will suck your soul out of your body

maybe it's my instinct or not but my body clearly

want to run from this girls

But I can't even move from my positions

ah.

even though I'm an adult I feel like I will cry

....: So Mr ? What is your name?

....: w..what..?

what is this girl saying? why did she want to know my name? is there something if I'm saying my name she will take my soul or something?

....: what's wrong Mr ? I want to know you.

.....: So I will ask again Mr, What is your name?

Screw this I will run from this girl, F**k Move please my body move

this is scary, I don't know

I will cry

F**k

maybe because it's so scary

my body feels numb

someone, please...help me

I don't know

help

help

help

and

then

...: HEY Mr! when someone asks you something you better answer them. right?

...: haah..hey Mr do I have to break your arm just for you to give me your name?

....: And when I am talking look at my face! right? Mr. superhero?

And when she said that my face moved on its own, it was like a rabbit in front of the wolf

She smiles

Golden eyes

her white hair looks shiny because of the moon

But

I don't know

I want to go home

I want to go home

I want to go home

I want to go home

I want to go home

I want to cry

it's scare

why I'm even in this situation?

just help me

help me

I want to cry

it makes me wanna puke

I feel my body more numb than before

If I'm just not even doing something like that

if I'm just going inside my car

ah

I don't even want to know

I feel my brain eating their own

I feel become stupid

My head can't think of other things than something scary

I really feel wanna puke...

....: So what is your name Mr?

....: uhmm..uaahghhr...

done it

I puke

... : ....

ah

I don't even have to look at her face

in front of her

I vomit

I don't even want to know if my vomit got on her clothes or not.

but if there is one thing I know

It's scary