Not Gay!
- Ab6ix - {Daehwi}
"I ship you and Woojin over there." Jullissa said and I roll my eyes and gay.
"He's my step brother you nasty."
"Forbidden love is hot though." Jullissa started acting dramatic and I just scoffed, shaking her off my arm.
"There's really no girl you see me with?" Jullissa looked shocked.
"You're gay right?"
"No Julissa! I'm in love with my best friend!" She still didn't get what I was talking about.
"Kang Daniel?"
"I-No! I-I give up..." I slouch in my Daehwi.
"I know you're gay even if you don't know it yet." How do I prove to you Park Jullissa that I'm not gay?
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"What about Chanyeol from exo?"
"Ew that's like shipping Jay Park with Keith Ape. Gross." Jullissa is trying to find my idol soulmate. All boys...
"Then who are you thinking." I pull out my phone then show her who I was thinking of.
"Chae from Tice? Twice is a girl group though..." Jullissa says and I put.
"How do I prove to you that I'm not gay?" Jullissa shrugged and then completely froze.
"Daehwi, I know you're gay." She said dead serious looking me in the eye with her hands on my shoulders. I get out of her grip and groan as I walk off.
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"Daehwi, I've had a big crush on you since last year and I havent had the guts to tell you till now cause everyone keeps saying your gay...anyway after school meet me behind the bleachers in the soccer feild." The handwriting is cutesy. Fit for a girl. She seems shy not only that it took that stupid rumor her confidence because she thought I wouldnt have any feelings for her. Cute. I found Jullissa and showed her the note and she went completely wide eyed.
"Wait, a girl gave you this?!" Jullissa shrieked and I smirked.
"I'm gonna tell her I'm not-"
"Doesn't she know the rumors?! Daehwi you are gay right?"
"Jullissa, no!" I stomp away irritated. I've told her a billion times before. I'M NOT GAY!
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It's after school and I'm walking behind the bleachers at the soccer field. There's one girl there so I clear my throat and tap her shoulder. When she turned around she was on the phone and looked at me disgusted.
"I gotts go, it's that gay kid everyone's talking about." She hung up the phone and looked at me up and down before speaking again.
"What do you want tootsie?" Ouch...
"Did you, uh-write this?" I showed her the note and she scoffed.
"You wish, huh, pervert." Then she walked off. I was in a state of shock. Was the girl who wrote it late?
"Hey Daehwi." a boy came up to me and smiled so I snapped back into reality.
"Hey, do I know you?"
"Names Sungjin." My mind went blank till I remembered where I knew him from.
"You joined choir with me last year! How have you been bro?"
"Fine."
"That's good, anyway have you seen any girl around here? I'm trying to find the cutie who wrote this." I showed him the note and he smiled brighter.
"I wrote that." He said and I froze from shock once again.
"D-Dude, I'm not gay though."
"I don't see why everyone knows if you're not."
"It's a stupid rumor. Someone who hates me started it. I promise you it's not true. I'm in love with my best friend."
"Kang Daniel?"
"Why does everyone go straight to Daniel?!"
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"Hyung, should I just drop out of high school?"
"Why though?" Woojin asked me sitting on the couch handing me a bag of honey chips.
"Everyone is convinced I'm gay because of Doyoung."
"Isn't Doyoung a senior? He'll be gone next year. You'll be ok."
"Hyung but he even got Jullissa thinking I'm gay and her being a yaoi fan isnt helping my case any."
"You're in secondary school Daehwi you're about done."
"I'm in grade 10 and you're in grade 11. You have one more year after this quarter." I glare at him and he shrugs.
"It's only 2 years Daehwi. Drop out if you want, but when mom finds out she's gonna go China to Korea in an hour to beat your ass." I groan and fall back letting my head land on Woojin's thigh and he pats my head.
"You're not wrong hyung...I would die in an instant if she finds out. Wait! What if I run away!"
"She'll find you quicker then you just hiding in the house." I sigh and pay attention to the TV still talking with Woojin.
"Think so?"
"Know so."
"Ugh, staying in school it is."
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"Daehwi I made you a lunch box." Sungjin chimed into me eating with Jullissa. She lit up...it was cute, but I hate that it was because of something she wants to see.
"Are you Daehwi's boyfriend?"
"Did he say I was?"
"No, just my thinking."
"Oh how sweet, not yet I hope."
"So cute!" The two exchanged words and the moore I heard the moore my anger engulfed me.
"Dammit! Sungjin I won't ever date you! I'm cool with being friends but it wont do any further!" I slammed my hands to the table yelling, scaring the two I'm sitting with and grabbing all the other students' attention.
"But Daehwi he brought you a lunch box-" Jullisssa pointed out so I grabbed the lunch box and threw it to the ground.
"I'M NOT GAY DAMMIT!" Then I run off. I ran to the rooftop and started to cry. I cried angry tears. I couldn't help it.
"Daehwi!" Woojin's voice pierced through the sounds of my sobbing.
"Hyung." I whimper and run for a hug. He pet my head...just like mom would when I was upset and she was here. It always calmed me down.
"I don't like this hyung, I hate it."
"I know."
"I like her so much and she doesn't even realize." Woojin pulled away from the hug and looked at me with a soft understanding smile.
"How about we skip school for a while? Hand at home?" He suggested and I smiled.
"Let's leave our bags here, let's go home." Woojin said and I chuckle.
"Bet."
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~=~
JullPod<3
Daehwi, you've been gone for 3 days.
When are you coming back T-T
Why?
Me and Sungjin miss you. T~T
I'm not coming back for a while...
Me and Woojin hyung need a break from people.
Oh, you want me to bring your homework?
No.
Ok...
~=~
"Jullissa's name in your phone is Jullpod? The fuck is wrong with you Daehwi?" Woojin laughs and I smile shrugging my shoulders.
"Who knows?" I said putting my phone away and paying attention to the TV once again.
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~=~
JullPod<3
It's been a week and two days Daehwi T~T
I want my bud back T~T
Are you asleep?
Daehwi??
Oh ok T-T
Night...
~=~
"You ready?" Woojin asked and I jumped up and smiled nodding. Me and Woojin are going to a night arcade. Heard it was fun there so we're gonna go see what's up.
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"Daehwi!" Jullissa screeched attacking me in a hug. I chuckle and tap her back.
"I missed you." she started fake sobbing as she let go.
"Two weeks, you survived I see." Woojin said, walking beside me with a small smile.
"Barely people thought you two moved to China with your mom and dad or died."
"Damn harsh." I said chuckling.
"They kept coming to me and Jullissa." Sungjin came out of nowhere saying.
"Oh, sorry." Woojin said with an awkward chuckle.
"It's fine, just no moore disappearing." Jullissa said and I nodded.
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"Here you go." Sungjun said, handing me 3 moore letters.
"No, girls?"
"Nope." I sigh and walk to a trash can throwing them away.
"Sungjin!" Jullissa screamed running up on him like a hippo.
"Oh my god get off you rhino!" He yelled pushing her off.
"Why didn't you tell me you got a boyfriend!" Jullissa yelled and I looked at him in shock.
"I just got with him!" He yelled blushing, and I tapped his back.
"Good job, who is he?"
"Not telling." Sungjin said with a smile and I nod.
"Ok, cool, but I better meet him sometime. Got it?" I said and he nodded.
"That's so cute!" Jullissa said fake sobbing.
"Shush and get yourself a boyfriend." Sungjin said laughing softly causing Jullissa to groan.
"I have a bunch of cute boys around me, but Sungjin the issue is they're all gay." She said and I just rolled my eyes and stood in front of her.
"Jullissa, be my girlfriend." I said bluntly, causing Sungjin to look at me with wide eyes, but Jullissa just smiled.
"I refuse to be your cover up Daehwi." She said playfully. That was it. I gave up. At least I know my sexuality. I give up on trying to convince everyone else...
-Mayji