Jumbled thoughts

>>Quincy

This can’t be true.

I shook my head as I looked through the freezer pretty thoroughly but there really wasn’t any sign of any blood bag.

How can this be? I’ve always been careful about never running out.

Did I make a mistake? Oh God… I know I never really used it, so maybe I forgot to buy a new pack…

I sighed and went to the study, only to sit down in my seat in devastation.

I placed my hand over my eyes and regretted my decisions.

I understand that Nena gave me her blood because she was worried but she doesn’t get how dangerous that was.

What if she had died?

Then what?

Just the thought of it was messing with my head. She doesn’t realise how important she is to me…

I sighed.

Another human I cherish dying because of me.

I closed my eyes.

I don’t want that. I could feel my feelings get mushed up at the thought of having to leave her.

I want her to graduate and live her own life. I’ll be happy enough if I see her happy.