With the experience of fighting with the illness in his previous life, Yuan Meng had been diagnosed with cancer in this life. After the initial period of collapse, he rejected the doctor's strong recommendation to be hospitalized.
Instead, he sold all the physical properties in his hands and bought an independent villa on Green Screen Mountain. He lived a life of self-cultivation here.
Well, or rather, it was a day of waiting for death. After all, life was about to come to an end. There was no need to work hard to live. In the end, it was just a handful of dirt and a wisp of smoke.
Since that was the case, he might as well live a comfortable life for a few days.
After knowing that he had cancer, Yuan Meng already knew that he did not have much time left.
However, who would be willing to wait for the end of their lives and the arrival of death?
Yuan Meng was no exception. On the contrary, because he had died once in his previous life, he did not want to lose his life again.
Yuan Meng didn't want to go to the hospital, lie on the hospital bed, undergo all kinds of treatment, and then die in pain.
However, that was because Yuan Meng knew that with the current medical standards, it was impossible to cure his cancer.
However, that didn't mean that Yuan Meng had completely given up on the treatment. He was still hoping to get lucky and seek other treatment methods.
For example, although Chinese medicine could not completely cure the disease, it could slightly alleviate the pain and prolong life.
Another example was that Yuan Meng had collected all kinds of cultivation techniques and books in desperation. Most of them proved that they were just mysterious and deceptive things.
Yuan Meng didn't feel that those techniques that were boasted about were of any use.
However, some of the things in it had indeed given him a lot of help.
Just like most Qigong techniques, there was a method to calm the mind and relax the body. It was very effective in conditioning the body and mind.
What Yuan Meng valued the most were some of the meditation methods. Perhaps it was because of the threat of death, coupled with his previous life, he fought against the illness on the sickbed and struggled to survive.
Perhaps it was because of his transmigration, or perhaps it was due to the combination of various circumstances, that Yuan Meng's potential exploded like never before.
Through the in-depth study of the large number of meditation techniques he had collected, combined with the descriptions in some novels he had read in his previous life, and based on his own situation, Yuan Meng had actually created a more advanced meditation technique.
Uh, actually, it was not necessarily profound.
Yuan Meng didn't know if there was any real cultivation method in this world. Anyway, the so-called secret manuals he had collected were all exaggerated.
However, in reality, they were just visualizing something, such as mountains, rivers, mountains, the sun, the moon, and the stars, or even a certain god. They could only make people calm down.
As for Yuan Meng, he directly visualized a dark, boundless void, eliminating everything else, so that he could enter a deeper level of peace of mind.
According to his own situation, Yuan Meng continued to deepen his cultivation method and enter the deep level of the state of stillness. It was best to completely cut off the connection with reality. Only when he wanted to wake up from this deep level of stillness could his mind wake up.
If that's the case, doesn't that mean that he doesn't feel any danger in the outside world and can only wait for death?
Ha, this was the effect Yuan Meng wanted. He wanted to enter the deepest level of the state of stillness after his body reached its limit.
Thus, he could avoid the pain of his body being tortured by the disease and die without feeling anything and pain in this deepest state of stillness.
In the end, he succeeded but also failed.
Perhaps it was because Yuan Meng had experienced death in his previous life, coupled with the fact that he had been through reincarnation, he had indeed entered the deepest level of the state of stillness very quickly.
However, Yuan Meng had not completely lost his sense of the outside world. He still had a slight sense of it. As long as his body was threatened to a certain extent, Yuan Meng would naturally wake up.
This actually didn't achieve Yuan Meng's goal. After all, when he was on the verge of death, his life was constantly in danger of death. Under such circumstances, it was actually very difficult for him to enter that deep state of stillness.
However, Yuan Meng didn't have any other way. He had already reached his limit. He could only take it one step at a time.
However, Yuan Meng felt that his meditation had reached a bottleneck recently. He felt that as long as he could break through this bottleneck, his meditation path would definitely achieve a major breakthrough.
However, he was always a little bit away from breaking through that bottleneck. This made Yuan Meng feel very uncomfortable.
Yuan Meng slowly walked out of the room and leaned against the door. He looked at the setting sun in a daze until the endless darkness swallowed the last rays of the sun bit by bit.
He slowly walked back to his room and ate a light dinner and a bowl of bitter medicine soup before returning to his cultivation room.
This was the gym that came with the villa. However, due to his physical condition, Yuan Meng couldn't do too intense exercise. He simply removed all the fitness equipment and transformed it into a training room.
Uh, it was actually just an incense table, an incense burner, and a futon.
Yuan Meng lit up a piece of superior sandalwood that had the effect of calming his mind. He sat cross-legged on the futon, closed his eyes, and entered a state of stillness.
Yuan Meng had already decided to go all out this time. If he didn't succeed, he wouldn't come out of seclusion.
As he entered a meditative state, Yuan Meng's mind quickly calmed down. It was quiet and quiet, and his body and mind were in the First Silence True Sect.
The connection with the outside world also began to be cut off one by one. He could not see or hear anything. In the end, even his sense of his body became faintly discernible.
Yuan Meng could only feel his mind sinking continuously until it seemed to have touched a thin membrane and could no longer sink.
Of course, that was definitely not a real membrane. It was just a feeling in his mind.
Following that, Yuan Meng began to accumulate his strength, wanting to break through this thin membrane. After an unknown period of time, he finally felt that the strength he had accumulated was sufficient, and he began to stir.
However, Yuan Meng quickly calmed down and suppressed it. He had felt the same feeling when he was meditating. However, it turned out that it was just an illusion.
Yuan Meng had made countless breakthroughs like this, but the thin film was like a piece of extremely tough cowhide, even though it felt like it could break at any time.
However, in reality, it was unbreakable. It kept stopping Yuan Meng from breaking through.
Therefore, Yuan Meng didn't rush to make a breakthrough this time like before. Instead, he continued to accumulate his strength at a moderate pace.
When Yuan Meng felt that the power he had accumulated had reached a limit, it began to gradually exceed the control of his mind.
"Break!"
Only then did Yuan Meng let out a deep shout in his heart. He focused all his attention, bringing with him all the power he had accumulated. He carried with him the will to succeed or die.
All of them rushed toward the deepest part of his soul, the place where the shackles were.