T. E. N

AIN didn't want to be reminded of her pasts, so she moved away from everything and everyone that did. 

But all that changes when she meets Ryan again after ten years, and the worse part of it was that he's attending the same college as her. 

That's okay because Ryan will never be able to recognize her now, she is TEN and not AIN, pretty and not ugly and most especially she has a new face and a new identity. 

What happens when being pretty and famous could lead to one's death? 

What happens when innocent people loses their lives all in the name of revenge? 


Beware : T. E. N is not like any romance story you've ever read.

T. E. N

Alexa didn't want to be reminded of her pasts, so she moved away from everything and everyone that did. 

But all that changes when she meets Ryan again after ten years, and the worse part of it was that he's attending the same college as her. 

But that's okay because Ryan will never be able to recognize her now, she is LEXIE and not ALEXA, pretty and not ugly and most especially she has a new face and a new identity.

T O R T U R E 

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[COMPLETED] [WARNING: MATURE CONTENT] 
"I love you, despite the danger signs."
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Sheltered and innocent Abigail is terminally ill. She knows she will die soon so before she dies, she wants to fulfill her one and only wish - to fall in love. She wants to experience loving someone romantically. But under one strange condition- she wants a man who will not fall in love with her because she doesn't want him to suffer when she's gone. She met Alexander Qinn, the coldhearted and mysterious man. He warns her from the start that he doesn't do love and that he is dangerous. But that made him the perfect man for Abigail. He was exactly the kind of man she was looking for.

Alexander will teach the innocent Abigail about his kind of pleasure while Abigail will show him the joy of doing simple things in life. Their completely different worlds collide, Abi's illness and the mysteries about Alexander will slowly be revealed. Can Abigail handle his own kind of hell? Can Alexander handle her light?

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Excerpt #1

He handed her an egg-shaped, pink vibrator and then returned to his spot.
The girl blinked again as she examined, with deep curiosity, the pink egg-shaped thing in her hand.
"Don't make me wait. Put it inside," the man ordered and Abi swallowed.
Abi had no idea whatsoever as to what this thing was. She had never seen anything like this before. She wanted to ask him what this thing was and what he meant by 'put it inside' but the man was so serious, she was afraid she'd fail the test if she showed him that she didn't even know what this was.
"Is this clean?" was what she asked instead and the man half-smiled.
"It. Is. Very. Clean." He stressed out every word.
Still unsure about what to do, Abi hesitantly looked at him and then in the next second, she put it inside her mouth.

Excerpt #2

"All you have to do is follow three rules, Abigail…" He started and Abigail held her breathe in anticipation. She was a little nervous. "First, you will be home before or during twilight. Any later than that and you'll be punished. Understand?"
Abi blinked. She didn't expect that this was actually his first rule.
"I understood… I just thought that my curfew is pretty early." She trailed off but Alexander just looked at her with eyes silently saying the words 'my house, my rules'.
"Second, while you're in this house, you will listen to no one but me. Only do what I ask you to do. Understand?" Abi nodded again. "And last, but not the least –"
"I won't ask or demand for your love. Got it." Abi took the words out of his mouth and Alexander eyes glittered with something she couldn't fathom, as a smile curved on his face.

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* THE MAIN STORY(VOLUME 1&VOLUME 2) IS COMPLETED. AFTER STORY/SIDE STORY(VOLUME 3) IS STILL ONGOING.

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------------At the Capital a few weeks later..
"We´ll get to fight side-by-side from now on, Sis!" said Kurome with a big grin on her face.
With a small smile "You said it Kurome..!! said Akame.
"We probably know us already but I introduce myself again."
"I´m Natala."
"I look forward to working with you here after."
"And i´m gin. Same."
"We were both captives together." 
"So Let´s be friends!"
"Dont bunch us together under that Label!" As Gin and Tsukushi talked to each other with a smile
"Our current Mission is to rest up."
"I hope you can get used to the way we do things by the time our next orders comes in." Said Green as he looked at Natala with a grin.
"Right. I look forward to learning from you." said Natala with a smile.
As I hear them talking I just go outside to get fresh air and I dont want to ruin the good mood as they talked. 
I walk around the Capital as I noticed a nice Book store.. 
"mhm, Im buying a new Book to read.. Don´t got anything else to do.."
I walked in the Book store 
"Welcome, dear guest how can I help you? Said a middle-aged man with dark hairs and dark eyes. 
"Do you have a good book to recommend?" I smile at the man as he says
"Mhm, a classic one for Young mans that is Perfect! The man of the culture!" As he smiles at me I notice the cover of that book... Ehh.. It´s just a book so it should be fine I guess? 
"Thank you I´ll take it." As I bought the book I walked to the next Caffee and sit down with my Book in my hand to read.
with a puzzled look Tsukushi looks around as she said 
"Huh, where is Hiro?"
Just then they noticed that Hiro wasn´t there anymore.. But Akame knew it the moment he left the room.. She noticed that he left because he was in a bad mood so she didn`t say anything.
"Maybe he is on the toilet? Said Gin but as she noticed that the Mood of the Room went lower she didn`t say anything anymore.
"Im going to search for him!" Said Kurome as she runs outside.
"Wait we´re following you" said Green 
"Im going to stay here." Says Akame with a calm look.
"Akame does something happened between you and Hiro?" Said Green as he finds it weird that Akame doesn´t even want to look for him..
"Didn´t you notice?" 
"He changed." said Akame with an angry look..
"Everyone changes that is normal Akame with that kind of work we do.." said Green as he looks at her puzzled.
"No that´s not it.. Since Cornelia died he changed.. On Missions he has that cold ices but the smile on his face is so fake... He really didn`t smile anymore just when he fights he has a grin on his face but just when he fights.."
Everyone stays still at that... 

"Maybe it really is hard for him to lose Guy? Because they fought over everything, laughed together, provocate each other" Says Tsukushi as she smiled a bit as she remembered how they fought each time..
"We should make a small Party for all of us" said Poney
somewhere else at a Caffeé
As I read my beautiful new Book I notice that people give me weird stares, But I give a fuck about them! 
Just as I wanted to flip to the next side I see a "wild" Kurome stood in front of me.
"Hey Kurome, what are you doing" I asked her with a smile.
"I searched for you but as I see you have been having fun.." with a creepy smile she said that.
As I see that her glance is on my Book I look at the cover of it again.. Ohh Shit.. "The man of Culture" (*big tits* nice body*) on the cover. 
"Wai-Wait Kurome I can explain" I panic as I got a little bit red  as I don`t want that Akame knows about this...
"Hmpf you sit at a Cafeé read this Book with your gleeful look and you want to explain something?! shouted she at me.
"Ehh, Please dont tell Akame.. Please.. I will do anything" I tell her as I really panic.
With a big smile on her face
 "Oki-dokii so you will go shopping with me and Akame as a punishment okay?" 
"And I dont want to see the Book again if I see it again.. You will see what happens" 
With a scary look I close the book and throw the book in a garbage can but as she sees that I threw it in there fast I catch it out of there and hide it in my clothes.
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"I found him he was sitting in a Cafeé and reading A man mhmm"" Says Kurome with a grin. Before she could tell more I closed her mouth.
"Haha, what is wrong?" I say with a light red blush on my face.
Every one in that moment thought.. 
" HE BLUSHED?!"
"What did you read Hiro? As your friend I want to read it too." with a sly grin Green asked me that.
"I just read a normal Book." As Green tries to talk it out of me 
"Pssht, Kurome what did you saw?" Asked Poney, Tsukushi, Gin  and with an interested look of Akame they looked at me.
"You really want to know?" I smile at Green and Natala

"I swear it´s the best Book." 
"I give it to you to read it BUT! You need to give it back. "
I glance at Kurome and notice that she is talking with the girls, fast I took a book out of my Shirt as I gave it to Green, read it. 
"He sat at a cafeé and read the Book "The man of culture.." with red cheeks as I said I notice that Akame flares up and runs to Hiro.
"Hiroooooooooo!!" screames Akame

"Ohh Shit.. Shit- Shit" I run away as I say
"Akame calm down!!!" 
"Please!!" I began to beg her as I dont want to be cut into pieces.
"Give me the Book." says Akame with red cheeks.
"I dont have it I put it in the garbage can!!" 
"You can check me out if you want!!" As Akame begans touching me Green became Nose bleeding. 
"You hid it somewhere didn`t you?" With her sly grin I noticed that she knew already that Green had it.
With my shorts I ran to Green and put the Book in my arms.
"Give me the Book!" says Akame with her sword swinging around.
I look calmly at her and say
"I refuse!" just as I wanted to run away the other girls pounced on me as they ripped the book out of my Hand...
"NOOOOO please let me keep it!" I watch them Shot, Slash, burn it...
I had the book for 5 hours..  5 hours.. And it already got burned..
"Hiro, I never thought you would read something like that!" Tsukushi and Poney looks at me with disgust.
"Please forgive meee!" I went on my knee as I said that 
"Hehe, okay you accompany us today the entire night!"
And then we partied the entire night...

Hiro dies and has the choice to Reincarnate in Akame Ga Kill with 3 wishes of his choice

Boy oh boy, this one is hard to read.

The grammar is pretty terrible, I have read some MTLs that where more palatable, but that´s something you can fix, and you writing this was probably in part to improve your english and thats ok.

Storywise your ff has some potential, but you rush their development. If you don´t want to waste your time writing about their boring childhood, you don´t have to make them able to read and write at 1 1/2 years old. Its alright to just skip the time and have it be at least a bit more realistic. Haku treating people before his fourth birthday is just plainly speaking rediculous.

Style. A lot of it probably is lost in the grammar but what is left isn´t particularly good either. The author uses a lot of the typical xianxia tropes like face, the laws, etc. A good example of how it should not be done is the character of the father. Shallow, for the most part emotionless, but as soon as his son tries to hunt a tiger he loses all face? Thats not how that concept generally speaking works, so I don´t put it solely as a character flaw.

Characters... they are an issue. Simply put every side character in your story is a one dimensional idiot.

Spoiler: Spoiler
 The mad God of Creation that waits for billions of years, but doesn´t bother investigating a powerful artefact he doesn´t understand and apparently has no way of finding.

The mother that starts to hate her husband and contemplates killing him because her children are just so much better than him because they have time for her and the father has to do his job as village chief. And how dare he give the mc two months of house arrest?

The father divorces the mother and throws out the mc because he thinks he lost the respect of his villagers, because of the mc being an overconfident and stupid child...

 As the story stands I can´t recommend it to anyone. You will have trouble finding a sentence without a mistake in it, the characters are boring and bring nothing unique to the table, the style is not stylish at all and the fairly promising premise loses its steam as the chapters continue onwards.





I received this analysis, now that I read it I begin to see that my story was a bit rushed too, do you think I should re do it enterely or just go with the flow and try to correct it?
Give me some answer please

Zhao Yun opened the shop and decided to look at the skill shop. The total items on the skill shop was a whopping 4,200 items. Zhao Yun didn`t know how to start reading with this huge amount. He would be needing at least a week just to finish reading and He will be kissing goodbye to the 90% discount. There are only 5 days left on the offer so he wanted to use it as soon as possible. Zhao Yun thought of an idea that might be able to solve his problems, "Hey system, can you filter the skill shop and recommend which skills are suited for me right now?"
*Ding* Filtering...Filtering...Filtering *Ding* Done
The skill books that were displayed earlier was reduced to a miniscule amount of 6." Zhao Yun was satisfied by how helpful the system was. Zhao Yun started reading each book.
"Okay, for the first book, it`s called... Scouter 101. Its descriptions say that it`s a passive skill that can grant you the ability to see anyone`s cultivation level and other details such as name, age, and title. It`s good for a starting skill." Zhao Yun remarked
The original price of this skill book is 110 exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 11 exp points. There is no mana usage for this skill.
"The next book is called, Level 1 Mana Armor. Covers your entire body with a thin layer of armor made of mana that lasts for an hour. It will break when it reaches its limit. This skill book is the first of the 3 series," Zhao Yun dictated.
The original price of this skill book is 150 exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 15 exp points. The mana required for this skill is 300.
"This one is called... Mana Shield (blue). Creates a dome-like shield made of mana that can cover you and your surrounding area for at most an hour. It will break when it reaches its limit. The larger the area that is covered, the more mana is needed. The color represents the effectiveness of the mana shield. Blue being the weakest, green in the middle and red as the strongest." Zhao Yun read.
The original price of this skill book is 300 exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 30 exp points. The mana required for this skill ranges from 200-1000.
"The 4th book is called Monster Baiter. After activating this skill, you will secrete a seductive scent only monsters can smell. The scent can reach up to 1 kilometer," Zhao Yun stated.
The original price of this skill book is 100 exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 10 exp points. The mana required for this skill is 200.
"This one is quite unusual, a Mushroom Recipe Book? hmm. it says here that by reading this, I`ll be able to cook mushroom dishes as good as a professional chef, hmm." Zhao Yun pondered then went on to read the last book.
The original price of this skill book is 100 exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 10 exp points. This is a passive skill book, no mana is required in using this skill.
"So it`s the last book recommended by the system. the title is..... Wiener designer... and it can give me the ability to freely change the size and shape of my d*ck," After reading it, Zhao Yun's eyes flashed and he got fired up, "WOAH! this is the bomb, any man would kill just to have this kind of ability."
The original price of this skill book is 10exp points, using the discount will make the price drop to 1 exp point. The mana required for this skill is 10.
"Okay, I should calm down first, What I should buy right now is something I really need so I should really think this through. First is the Scouter 101, this should be really helpful for me, especially when I encounter other cultivators, I`ll be able to know when to back down and retreat. The second book would be the Level 1 Mana armor. This would be a good skill to bolster my defense and increase my survivability in this world, it's just, the line where it says it`ll break when it reaches its limits is too vague that my senses are telling me that it`s not dependable. While the third book has the same problem with the mana armor, even if I wanted to buy it, I won`t be able to since I only have 21 exp points. Next would be quite good as well, the monster baiter. With this, I`ll be able to attract monsters and farm experience easily, but with my current strength, I might encounter a monster that can kill me instantly so this is a no go. The last two books were very unusual, the recipe book... I can`t really think of a way for this to be useful other than changing the villager's traditional way of eating so I really can`t go with this book since it`s not logical and for this one, wiener designer, as far as my perversion is concerned, I really can`t do much with my Stamina limiting me, so this is also a no go," Zhao Yun finished his assessment.
*Ding* WOW, did you really just rejected the last skill book? Is that still you?
"Shut up, shitty system, I can`t waste experience points," Zhao Yun retorted
*Ding* Yeah, says the one who wasted all his points on charisma
"I know, I know, I admit that was a dumb move by me since I wasn`t treating my situation seriously. Now I`ll be serious since this world is full of monsters and cultivators stronger than that wolf I luckily slew. Of course, I won`t stop creating my harem, since that`s my goal after all. With that said, I`ll be buying scouter 101." Zhao Yun decided.
*Ding* You have successfully bought "Scouter 101" from the skill shop.
A book magically appeared in front of Zhao Yun, before it fell to the ground Zhao Yun managed to grab it. He examined the book, flip it, opened it, and even tried putting his right hand on the just like how a priest does before opening a bible.
*Ding* What the hell are you doing?
"I`m trying to learn this skill. How the hell do I learn skills," Zhao Yun was busy doing all things he can think of.
*Ding* Bruhhh, obviously, you need read it dumdum.
"WHAAAT! aren`t you supposed to be a cheat? why make it harder for me! shouldn`t it be like, just by touching the skill book, I`ll be able to learn it," Zhao Yun was annoyed with this way of learning skills.
*Ding* Tell it to my creators, not me dumdum. Oh btw, your wisdom will determine if you can successfully learn it or not. Don`t worry, if you fail, you just need to read it all over again.
"HUUUUUH!," this time Zhao Yun was gritting his teeth due to anger. "So this is what the meaning of Wisdom means, tsk, I didn`t really bother with the meanings of my stats but know I might need to reread them again later." Zhao Yun then started reading the skill book. Fortunately, he managed to learn it the first time he read it.
*Ding* Congratulations! You have learned the skill *Scouter 101*
"Phew, That was time-consuming, I used up 10 minutes just to read this," Zhao Yun complained, then stored the skill book in his dimension bag. "So, I still have 10 exp points remaining, I should put this all to stamina so that I can at least last longer," Zhao Yun thought. After putting all his remaining exp points on stamina, he activated one of the passive skills of Stamina stats.
*Ding* Congratulations! You have learned the skill *Increased Stamina*. Do you want to read its description? yes or no?
"Yes." Zhao Yun happily replied
*Ding* *Increased Stamina* increases your stamina by 100%
*Ding* Congratulations! You have learned the new skill *Pain Tolerance*. Do you want to read its description? yes or no?
Zhao Yun was surprised to hear that he learned a new skill. "Yes," he replied after a short moment.
*Ding* *Pain Tolerance* makes you feel less pain than normal people would.
"Heh, am I starting to be an op protagonist? That should have been obvious from the start, HAHAHA." Zhao Yun laughed to his heart content, then he remembered something, "RIght I should try practicing my scouter skill."
He got out of the bed and realized that he was still nude, so he put on his clothes, strapped Ssaurabi on his waist, and went out of the house.
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Zhao Yun`s status window
Age: 21
Mana Pool: 30
Job: Swordsman
Title: Hero of the Mushroom village
Stamina-(25) 50
Strength-15
Agility-15
Intelligence-15
Charisma-17
Available Experience Points- 0

I`ve got a fetish, I get turned on by MILFs. Those alluring body, those sexy lips, those juicy melons, I get attracted to them. One day, Truck-Kun sent me to a world full of MILFs, and that`s when I started pursuing my lifelong dream, a harem of MILFs.

Why is my alarm ringing so early? Is it that time again? I don't want to leave the bed. I feel so lazy, but i'm hungry, so yeah.. I'll probably leave these sheets. I open my eyes, rubbing with my hand, looking for my beloved one. 

Benji: Tris?? Are you awake? 

He's sleeping next to me, he didn't hear the alarm. So i let him sleep and i get up slowly, going to have a shower before breakfast. I moved to LA  months ago because i decided to live the life i always wanted to live, without any.. obstacle. I'm gonna be a famous boy, soon or later. American Dreams i'm devoted. But i never thought that would have meant waking up at fucking 8am!! 
I can hear Tristan yawning so he's awake now, getting out the bed and enters the bathroom. 

T: Oh sorry baby... I thought you were having breakfast 
B: i was waiting for you to wake up! 
T: Aww cute! I'm gonna prepare some eggs
B: Kisses.... under shower! 

I look at him with big puppy eyes as long as he walks to me for a kiss, innocent and fast, he never likes to break my privacy under shower. He's very different from my... old experiences. I'm not sure this is what I expected from our relationship, but it makes me happy and it pushes memories away, so it's fine. Now i'm completely awake and ready for this new day! 

T: I'm going to visit mom this afternoon.. but.. you know 
B: yeah yeah, she doesn't know you like D 
T: Don't say it like that...
B: like how?! 
T: Like something bad... 
B: you're lying to your own mother, not me! 
T: whatever 

He lows his eyes, looking at the eggs to avoid my look. I should learn how to not over react to things that piss me off, but how can i agree with his lies? We've been together for months, we live together, and his mom thinks we're friends. Friends don't kiss like that. Well.. I- Oh come on! It's different. 
He looks disappointed and sad, I don't want him to leave like that. 

B: I'm sorry. I'll wait home until you come back 
T: Ok... thanks.. 

He smiles at me, playing with my wet tuft of hair dropping on my face, he gets lost in my eyes every time he looks at me, i can feel his endless love for me just noticing his eyes. He looks so much happier now. 

 ~ 16:00 ~



Tristan left me alone at 15:40 and it's just 16pm. It's gonna be a long wait! I took some selfies but i'm tired of changing my make up, i'm gonna do something useful. Later, now i'm gonna read some tweets. I like to know what people think of me and how fans reacts to my posts, but since that happened i stopped to read their comments about me, because people were so mean and hateful towards my content. I know it was my fault, but we moved on right? 
It's incredible how i have a boyfriend and everyone keep asking me about my ex, I don't even know if he's alive! But nobody would believe me if i say Jorge blocked me since then. He probably hates me, but who cares, it's the past now. 
Let's do some Tik Tok  in the mean time. 
I hear the keys in the door's lock, what? Is Tristan already back? He opens the door and walks in, he looks mad and worried. What happened now..

B: Baby are you home? I thought you were going to visit your mom!
T: I... i was going.. I.. everything is fine. 

He's shaking in front of me, he hides something behind his back, he looks nervous as he's avoiding my eyes. I never seen him like that, why is he hiding from me?

B: Baby i'm here everything is fine! What happened?? Is your mom ok?
T: I didn't go! I- oh my God... 

He starts crying, he looks so terrified. I'm worrying about his safety, but he doesn't look hurt, just he can't find the words to explain. I walk closer and I hug him tight, caressing his back and his hair to let him calm down. 

B: What happened? — I whisper. 
T: My car... I had a car crash with a fucking hippie van i don't know i- 
B: an Hippie van?!
T: Yeah... yeah I didn't see it and I.. nobody got hurt.. 
B: Thanks God! How are you? You got scared?! 
T: Yes.. yes! 
B: What are you hiding? Is it the documents for the crash? 
T: Y.. yeah.. it's ok i got this

He suddenly pushes me away, as if he doesn't want me to know what's in the documents. I don't think he's lying, he's crying and trembling. He rubs his eyes, cleaning off tears, he walks away with that papers in his hands. 

B: You don't trust me enough to show me those papers?!
T: It's not that! Just.... I don't want you to worry! I'm fine and the insurance will pay so it's gonna be ok!  
B: Then why hiding from me? 
T: Just.. don't mind! Ok? I'm gonna have a shower, i need to calm down. 

He walks away after put the papers inside his desk, in the living room, and i'm here dying to know what's written that i can not read. I sit down and wait until he finish his shower, but i'm so curious. I shouldn't be reading it if he says it's fine, i should trust him.
But why is he the one not trusting me?!
Fuck it, i'm reading. 
Car crash.. at 16:06.. Volkswagen Camper Van... driver... ... .... ... wait.. wait what? 
How is this possible... wait... my mind.. my mind is blind.. what?!? 

T: I ASKED YOU TO NOT READ!!  

He walks fast to me and takes the paper off my hands, he looks so mad at me but i can't move. I'm paralyzed, i can't feel anything, i can't hear his voice. I can see Tristan yelling at me but it's like i'm under water, I feel dying, what... how is this possible??! 

T: ARE YOU LISTENING? 
B: I-... I.... 
T: I.. don't like that expression Benji.. 

I'm crying, but why?! I can't control myself. I lost every ability to control my own body and emotions. His name. I'm not sure if i'm awake or dreaming but... that was his name. I shouldn't care. We broke up. But I have so many questions... he blocked me and never answered... i need to talk to him.

B: Take me there. 
T: No.... please Benji no! It's over it's fine let it go!! We're not gonna meet them ever again!
B: Them?! He was with someone?! Who?! 
T: Some.. some guy I don't know him
B: Take me there!!!  I need to talk to him
T: Stop it!! If you love me please let go! 
B: PLEASE TAKE ME THERE!!! 
T: There's no way i'm going to. 

I'm shaking and crying. It's hard to breath, I honestly feel my heart so heavy right now. I sit down on the floor grabbing my shirt. My heart hurts. I can't stop crying. Why is he looking at me like that?! I feel so ashamed and weak. His name.... it's.. it's just his name.

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