Nafrat ki kahani, Viraaj or Myra ki zabaani....

"I hate u." He said in anger.

"I love u." She whispered, but he was too late to catch it.

"U know what no one can love u. Becoz u r not meant to be loved." His voice was lacing with disgust.

"I know." She replied, her eyes were now full of tears. He also thinks her like them.

Love is what she always craved for but didn't get. Love is what he always gave but never thought to hate her.

"Plz let me live. Plz go away from my life Myra. I don't want u. Why don't u just understand this little thing?" He pleaded.

"If u want that... As u wish... I will go. But plz sign on these papers." She asked and saw him with pain in her eyes.

"what is this?" He asked looking at her eyes but couldn't see her pain.

"U will come to know. Sign this and I will go forever from ur life." She said and smiled at him.

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...

Pyaar agar samandar hai, to nafrat uski gehrayi hai...


"I Hate Your Existence" will take u to the rollercoaster, so grab ur seatbelts and get started.

" Sometimes it's easy to hide your feelings than to say " - lonelyellandmic


hey guys I want to share my personal quotes, collection of love quotes which you can relate


" Copying own of their works is illegal according by the law "




" Copying own of their works is illegal according by the law "

-bamnieellandmic

5 year that I'm with you...
do u love me??
when ur out of business do u think about me..
when ur eating with someone do u think about me..
in all that year's do u ever love me?
can I let u go now..
I can see that ur happy now..
can I let you go while smiling..
can I not cry when I say the word good bye and be happy..
I love the most..

Chelsea terbangun dari tidurnya setelah merasakan bahwa di sebelahnya sudah tidak ada orang disana. Ya, Rexan sudah tidak ada di kasur milik mereka.

Dahi Chelsea menyerngit tiba-tiba. Ia mencoba menajamkan matanya untuk melihat jam yang bertengger manis di dinding kamarnya. 

"Masih jam 6," gumamnya.

"Rex?" panggil gadis itu.

Orang yang dipanggilnya itu sama sekali tidak menjawab. Gadis itu akhirnya bangkit dari atas kasurnya untuk mencari keberadaan suaminya itu.

Mulai dari kamar mandi, walk in closet sampai ke luar kamar sudah gadis itu lakukan, namun orang yang ia cari sama sekali tidak terlihat batang hidungnya. "Rexan kemana ya?" tanyanya. "Apa mungkin lagi lari pagi keliling komplek?" 

Gadis itu mulai berpikir kira-kira dimana keberadaan suaminya itu. Rasa kantuk yang masih menyerangnya kala itu berhasil membuat ia menjadi sangat segar dan tidak memiliki keinginan untuk kembali tertidur lagi.

Ia pun akhirnya mengambil ponsel miliknya yang terletak di atas nakasnya. Kedua alis Chelsea hampir menyatu saat ia melihat di dekat ponselnya terdapat sebuah post-it berbentuk hati dan berwarna pink muda tertempel disana. 

Dengan sigap gadis itu pun mencopot post-it yang menempel di atas nakas tersebut dan mendekatkannya pada dirinya, kemudian mulai membacanya.

Good morning, sayang...
Baru bangun ya? 
Kalo kamu udah liat post it ini, berarti aku udah berangkat ya. Maaf aku ga pamitan, soalnya aku gak tega bangunin kamu tadi soalnya kamu tidur pules banget kayak baby.. 

Hari ini aku mau urus sesuatu yang penting, makanya aku berangkat pagi. Kamu jangan lupa makan dan minum vitamin ya, see you tonight my love. I loveeeeeee u! <3

— your perfect husband, R.

"Ck." Chelsea berdecih kecil sembari tersenyum kecil saat ia sudah selesai membaca post-it yang ternyata merupakan pesan dari Rexan. "I love you more, Rex," gumamnya kecil. 

Gadis itu kemudian menyalakan ponselnya, lagi-lagi ia dibuat terkejut saat melihat ponselnya sendiri. Tiba-tiba saja wallpaper ponsel milik Chelsea berubah begitu saja. 

Di layar ponsel milik Chelsea terlihat disana foto selfie Rexan sedang mencium dirinya yang sedang tertidur dan yang lebih membuatnya terkejut untuk kedua kalinya, saat gadis itu berhasil membuka kunci layarnya di dalam home screen ponsel miliknya wallpaper-nya juga sudah berganti menjadi foto selfie close up Rexan.

Lagi-lagi senyum di bibirnya mengembang. "Ada ada aja sih kamu, Rex," katanya.

Tenong!

Tiba-tiba saja notifikasi ponsel Chelsea berbunyi. 

2 Message from Aleena

"Ini lagi satu," kata Chelsea saat melihat bahwa notifikasi di ponselnya ternyata berasal dari Aleena. Chelsea kemudian langsung membuka message dari Aleena tersebut.

From: Aleena
Chel, temenin gue ke hotel X yuk. Ada launching skin care baru dari brand Kloé.. plissssssss

From: Aleena
lo gak kangen sama gue apa?🥺

Chelsea tersenyum kecil. "Kebiasaan Aleena, selalu pake jurus 'lo gak kangen sama gue apa' buat minta ketemu sama aku," katanya.

To: Aleena
Iyaaa. okeeey, jam berapa?

From: Aleena
Asik! 
Jam 11 yaaa. See u soon bebe💖

Setelah Chelsea membuka message dari sahabatnya itu, gadis itu pun membuka room chat dengan Rexan.

To: Hubby
Rex.. hari ini aku mau temenin Aleena ke hotel X yaa. 
Maybe bakalan pulang malem? Idk too tapi
Kamu pulang jam berapa hr ini?
Mau makan apaa?
Kita makan malem bareng ya nanti

===

Jam sudah menunjukkan pukul setengah sebelas lewat lima menit, baru saja Chelsea mau menelpon Aleena untuk memarahi sekaligus menanyakan keberadaan dirinya, namun mobil Aleena sudah berada di depan rumahnya.

"Bagus ya Al, katanya jam 11 di hotel X, tapi jam segini baru sampe rumah gue," kata Chelsea kesal. 

Aleena tersenyum kecil, "Hehehehe... maap bebe, tadi mas suami berulah," katanya. "Cakep banget tumben ih," tambahnya.

"Bagus yaaa... mengalihkan pembicaraan," kata Chelsea.

"Hahaha... udah ah, ayo berangkat sekarang. Biar kita bisa sampe tepat waktu," kata Aleena.

Chelsea menghela nafas panjang, kemudian segera masuk ke dalam mobil Aleena. 

*

"Gila ya Al, kandungan lo udah gede banget ya," kata Chelsea yang terkaget melihat perut sahabatnya itu. 

Aleena menganggukkan kepalanya, "Hooh, bentar lagi mau lahiran. Kata dokter maybe around 1 minggu lagi," katanya. "Lo juga, udah gede juga ya, berarti harusnya lo 6 bulan ya?" 

Chelsea menganggukkan kepalanya, "Yes, bener banget. Gak nyangka gue," katanya.

"Gak nyangka kenapa?"

"Iya... selama itu gue tinggal sama yang totally stranger dan bisa jatuh cinta sama orang itu," kata Chelsea, kemudian ia terkekeh pelan. 

"Dunia itu lucu ya, bener-bener sama sekali gak ketebak," kata Aleena. "Tapi gue bersyukur sih, soalnya gue liat lo bahagia sama Rexan. Satu hal yang gue bisa liat yaitu lo bisa jadi diri lo sendiri dan lo bisa ngelupain segala kesedihan yang ada di dalam hidup lo," tambahnya.

Chelsea menganggukan kepalanya, "Mungkin emang Tuhan sengaja kirim dia di hidup gue kali ya?" tanyanya.

Aleena mengangguk setuju. "Ngomong-ngomong gue jadi keinget satu quotes deh," katanya. "Ada quotes yang bilang kayak gini; the right person will make you fall in love with yourself too. Dan hal itu terbukti sama diri lo."

"Masa sih?"

"Iya. Mungkin emang lo gak merasa, cuma gue kan yang ngeliat. Gue yang udah lama sahabatn sama lo, jadi sedikit pun lo berubah gue pasti bakalan tau, Chel," kata Aleena.

Chelsea terdiam. Apa benar begitu?

Tenong!

Suara ponsel milik Chelsea membuat gadis itu keluar dari lamunannya. Dengan sigap gadis itu membuka message yang masuk ke dalam ponselnya. 

Pasti dari Rexan, pikir gadis itu.

Namun saat ia melihat pesan yang masuk ke dalam ponselnya, senyum yang tadinga mengembang, tiba-tiba saja meredup.

From: +6289865728xxx
Hi Chel... i miss u.
Are u miss me too?

Bersambung...

[TOLONG TINGGALKAN JEJAK - UPDATE SETIAP HARI]

Rexan Alexander Danadyaksa. Tampan, pintar dan tajir. Dia adalah CEO dari Danadyaksa Group. Tak hanya itu, ia juga dikabarkan akan segera menikah dengan seorang supermodel internasional. Sempurna? Tunggu dulu. Semua itu sirna ketika Rexan tidak sengaja memergoki calon tunangannya itu berselingkuh dengan pria lain. Dan lagi muncul masalah baru ketika Rexan dengan sengaja melakukan one night stand bersama wanita lain dan membuat wanita itu hamil, sehingga berujung ke pelaminan dengan terpaksa. Tapi apa jadinya jika wanita ini berhasil membuat seorang Rexan Danadyaksa jatuh cinta terhadapnya? Apakah mereka akan hidup bahagia bersama selamanya?

"Aku mencintaimu bukan hanya karena bayi ini, tetapi aku tulus mencintai dirimu. Terima kasih karena kamu telah hadir dalam hidupku dan terima kasih karena kamu telah membuatku jatuh cinta kepadamu." - Rexan Alexander Danadyaksa.

copyright  by Hanny Susanto [22 September 2020]

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Jangan lupa untuk selalu dukung cerita ini ya, terima kasih!^^

 
...And there they were. I could not allow anyone to tell me anything about Lamont even though they had been telling me for years, wondering how long I would put up with the infidelity, but there they sat. Her graceful shoulders erect, every hair in place. Really, who was she. I could not go by the hinted descriptions of her Elite Social status, or the fact that she drives an Aston Martin, I had to see her for myself. I studied her, what did she have that I didn't, what had he seen in her. Was it her full lips and long legs, her artificially straightened teeth? Had she figured out what he really liked or had he been open with her in an attempt to do things different as opposed to how he had concealed certain fantasies from me. Maybe she was easy to talk to and had not been intimidated by his thoughts of how she would look at him. Maybe she was a freak too...who knows, those kind always are open about their sexuality, the money pacifies the depression from being promiscuous. But there the bitch sat. She hadn't looked as I thought she would although I knew he demanded the uppity class. He mingled. I had thought for a minute I had been noticed, the rehearsed surprised reaction began to play in my mind, ready to emerge from my mouth...however, he had not even noticed I sat in the booth. I could hear almost everything they had to say, even their designated pet names. Sickening. She gloated. He placed his hand on her knee, not seductively, more compassionately...it wasn't a sexual gesture. He was known for his flings, the hotel booty calls, the call girls...even the scare with the waitress that he tried desperately to hide from me, and according to him he had, and had done a damn good job doing so. 'Who would have known she would already be 7 years old!" the bitch exclaimed..."My how time flies, I remember when u held her for the first time. See...your eyes! U looked hysterical!"
Beneficial without being doubted.
I could not believe what I was hearing! Was she suggesting they had a 7 year old daughter that happened in the midst of our 10 year marriage? I had been quiet through it all, sometimes u just have to observe. Who was she? Her name less relevant than her importance...her requisite reckoning insufficient to her worth. It had not been leisure or sex, I could tell, but something more appended. Was she wearing a ring? The disgusting thoughts of them both interacting with one another and hiding a love child from their spouses submerged from the estrogen that had just accumulated in my brain to the pits of my groin, nauseating me to an unutterable sickness, but then the inclination lingered concealing the thoughts of the child I had pictured in a ruffled tutu....were they married? To each other? Our conversations. His words instantly turned to quotes, and in my minds eye they began to emanate from a caricature like figure displaying his facial features, the mouth more prominent for his lies. I began to retract every sentence, every dismissed phone call, every late night and every excuse. The golf trips, the credit card charges, even the aborted surprise birthday party, I should take u home he'd insisted.
His thick eyebrows were uneven, rearranged by his attentiveness showing his absorption and his eagerness to respond without interrupting her. He always interrupted my unworthy conversations. Not only did he hear her, he listened...there was a paramount connection that was evident in his gaze. But who was she?
The mixed emotions set in, my brain would not tell my legs to move, my heart would not tell my eyes to cry...my pride would tell soul to ache. Since when does he like Sangria?
The thought of being betrayed and befooled vanquishes emotion, 10 long years. The miscarriages, the burdens, the discounted nuptials...the silence. What exactly had he anticipated, a naive wife? Or two? His shoulders broadened to show his dominance but his stature now becoming miniscule, the respected viewpoint of him I had once possessed now was a panorama of distorted truth, and all his words had different meanings, I anatonymized everything he had ever said.
Silence is deadly, the ducts of the eyes burn like acid has been applied.
The ringtone chimed as every patron checked their phones, Lamont it read...

No-ones POV

After hawks came back the sat and ate, everyone was talking peacfully even bakugou wasnt yelling for once.Everything was going good until suddenly the lights went off and they heard shigarakis voice "oh izuuuuu~ where are you my favorite play thing~~" izuku latched himself onto kiri,bakugou,and kaminari which shocked all three of them but they went with it. They silently sneaked out of the mall and since izuku could hardly run in his shoes kirishima was carrying him bridal style. "Who was that" izuku asked when they were far enough away and finished calling the pros. "That my dear izuku was the league of villians they are the reason wy you cant remember anything." Kirishima proceeds to explain to the very confused greenette after setting him down.

"Oh so their to blame?" Everyone nods "then i should go back there and show them whos boss" izuku states matter of factly and starts walking towards the direction the just ran from. "No ur not" bakugou says while grabbing the back of his hoodie amd pulling him back. "What we are gonna do is wait for the heroes and then we can go back" izuku just sighs and nods.

About 10 minutes later the heroes arrive. "Is everyone safe?" All might comes running up to everyone to search for any marks. "We are just fine all might" bakugou huffs out. "All right well we grabbed everyones hero gear change quickly and as best u can and get in there thats todays new after school training" after aizawa finishes speaking everyone but izuku got changed because he wasnt allowed to do any hero work for 2 more months. So he huffed and followed close behind Eraserhead and Present Mic. When they arrive at the mall the villians were still searching for izuku. The heroes quickly and quietly started evacuating everyone before long the villians noticed tho. The heroes fought back protecting everyone as izuku and some others started leading people out of the building. 

The second they looked away from izuku he was suddenly in dabi arms. "Everyone stop they have izuku" Aizawa shouts. "Fuck" is all mic says. The next few seconds seem to go past in slow motion. Izuku activates his quirk and punches dabi right in the face and launches himself backwards towards the heroes. Mic catches him, puts him down gently and covers his ears.At that moment when izuku put his arms around mics arm hugging it his soul mate marks activated tho mic didnt notice, he aims himself towards the league and screams as loud as he can. Unfortunately the vilians gate ported away so it only made the ceiling cave in. 

All the students and pros there sighes in relief while only mic and eraser noticed that izuku got the look on his face that he got everytime he was remembering something. So they quickly laid him down and made sure he was okay until the cloudiness faded from his eyes. When he sat up they were there to make sure he was okay beside some light burns on his leg and arm he was just fine.

When every civilian was safe the heroes left the rest of the work to the police and went back to the dorms izuku was quiet the entire time,he also refuses to be near aizawa and yamada. Everyone was super confused as to why but just went with it.

Time skipppp brought to u by adorable cinnamon roll Izuku

Izukus POV

When night fell i went outside to the school fountain and laid a little away from it watching the stars. "The stars are beatiful tonight." I say as i sigh slowly relaxing. "They sure are" i jump at mics voice. I turn my head towards him and see aizawa walking behind him 'great both my soulmates and one if theirs activated today' i snap out of my thoughts when i hear mic talk "why didnt u tell us?" I look at them confused for a second "tell u what?" They sit on the fountain "that u activated my last soulmate mark" i sit up acting suprised "i did what?!?!?" I put on a surprised face. "Dont act like u didnt know" i look at aizawa and let my face fall "i....i remember everything." This time its their turn to be shocked. "Why didnt u tell us then?" Aizawa asks. After he does i scrunch up my nose "im not spending the rest of my life with you both.I hold no feelings for you whatsoever so dont think just because your my soulmates means im automatically gonna fall in love with ypu." They look at me in shock again "Why not...whats so wrong with having a soulmate?" 

I turn away from them "Soulmates are a waste of time. Why should i spend my life with someone who will eventually leave. Besides you never know your soulmates true nature. My mom got stuck with the worst soulmate ever and now shes dead.And now i live with my aunt who acts likes shes my mom. How do i know you wont eventually end up hating me if i dont meet ur "expectations"" i do hand quotes when i say expectaions. Its silent for awhile when aizawa finally talks "how do you know we are like your dad? Maybe we wanna keep you forever never letting you go?"


Here is everything I know about France: Madeline and Amélie and Moulin Rouge. The Eiffel Tower and the Arc de Triomphe, although I have no idea what the function of either actual y is. Napoleon, Marie Antoinette, and a lot of kings named Louis. I'm not sure what they did either, but I think it has something to do with the French Revolution, which has something to do with Bastil e Day. The art museum is called the Louvre and it's shaped like a pyramid and the Mona Lisa lives there along with that statue of the woman missing her arms. And there are cafés or bistros or whatever they call them on every street corner. And mimes. The food is supposed to be good, and the people drink a lot of wine and smoke a lot of cigarettes.

I've heard they don't like Americans, and they don't like white sneakers.

A few months ago, my father enrolled me in boarding school. His air quotes practically crackled over the phone line as he declared living abroad to be a "good learning experience" and a "keepsake I'd treasure forever." Yeah. Keepsake. And I would've pointed out his misuse of the word had I not already been freaking out.
Since his announcement, I've tried yelling, begging, pleading, and crying, but nothing has convinced him otherwise. And now I have a new student visa and a passport, each declaring me: Anna Oliphant, citizen of the United States of America. And now I'm here with my parents—unpacking my belongings in a room smal er than my suitcase—the newest senior at the School of America in Paris.

It's not that I'm ungrateful. I mean, it's Paris. The City of Light! The most romantic city in the world! I'm not immune to that. It's just this whole international boarding school thing is a lot more about my father than it is about me. Ever since he sold out and started writing lame books that were turned into even lamer movies, he's been trying to impress his big-shot New York friends with how cultured and rich he is.
My father isn't cultured. But he is rich.

It wasn't always like this.When my parents were stil married, we were strictly lower middle class. It was around the time of the divorce that all traces of decency vanished, and his dream of being the next great Southern writer was replaced by his desire to be the next published writer. So he started writing these novels set in Smal Town Georgia about folks with Good American Values who Fal in Love and then contract Life-Threatening Diseases and Die.

I'm serious.

And it total y depresses me, but the ladies eat it up.They love my father's books and they love his cable-knit sweaters and they love his bleachy smile and orangey tan. And they have turned him into a bestsel er and a total dick.

Two of his books have been made into movies and three more are in production, which is where his real money comes from. Hol ywood. And, somehow, this extra cash and pseudo-prestige have warped his brain into thinking that I should live in France. For a year. Alone. I don't understand why he couldn't send me to Australia or Ireland or anywhere else where English is the native language. The only French word I know is oui, which means "yes," and only recently did I learn it's spel ed o-u-i and not w-e-e.

At least the people in my new school speak English. It was founded for pretentious Americans who don't like the company of their own children. I mean, real y. Who sends their kid to boarding school? It's so Hogwarts. Only mine doesn't have cute boy wizards or magic candy or flying lessons.




Say's POV


May pinapanood pala ako kanina, pagkagaling ko ng dental. Hehehe tiyak ako na... matutuwa si ley kapag nalaman niya. Ngumiti ako. 

Dinukot ko kaagad yung cellphone ko sa bulsa at sinearch yung BrightTv. 

"Ley"

"Oh"

Pinakita ko sa kanya yung series na "Big bang love part 2"

Tinignan niya at kitang kita naman sa muka niyang nagulat siya at nanlaki ang mata. 

"Hahaha sabi ko na eh"

"Hahhh?"

"Hahtdog!"

"P... P-pano mo nalaman yang channel na yan?"

"Hoy, lagi mo kayang sinasabi sakin to. Kapag sina-summarize mo yung mga kdramang napapanood mo"

"Wait lang" sabi ko. 

Pinindot ko yung episode 1.

Tinignan ko siya. Muka parin siyang gulat at nagtataka. 

"Nood nalang tayo"

"Panong... Kapag nagkukwento nga lang ako about sa kdrama suyang suya at out mood ka na. Hahahahaha... Alam mo bang...  Eto din yung pinakahihintay ko... Tapos naunahan mo pa ako?" she sighed. 

"Pano???" tanong niya pa din. 

"Ganito kasi yan... Wait lang i-pause muna natin"

JanO's POV

"Sawadee na, thuk khun!"

"And for today's vlog! i'm... gonna... react the last episode of the thai series titled... "Face Together" i know i know guys na...this series is 4 years ago na pero anong magagawa ko? hahahaha ngayon ko lang nadiskubre 'to. This series has been faded for years...but i know this is still! the masterpiece of JamTV and it makes my heart be colorful again. Also, kanina kasi sinabi ko sa kaibigan ko nag magr'reaction video ako nito. Ang sabi niya "Laos na niyang series na yan, bakit di ka nalang mag react sa mga on going series ngayon, yung inaabangan ng marami para marami ka ding mga view ng video mo nayan" 

"Guys... i'm doing this! because u want to!! and to express myself."

"So... Let's start!!!"

Say's POV

"So yun na nga...hahaha nagiging vlogger na din yung pagsasalita ko haha. Well, let's back to our topic. Yun nga pinanuod ko na yung reaction video niya... at sa ending ng story, syempre diba, duon na papasok yung memorable and inspiring quotes at may isang quote na tinamaan ako. Ang sabi doon "You have so many beautiful things surrounding you. You can't see them, because you only see what you want to see" hindi ko 'to pinansin nung una hanggang sa na-realize ko yung kdramang lagi mong kinukwento. I should try things out of my likeness. Kaya sinearch ko yyng brightTv at pinanuod yung Big bang love 1. Natapos ko lang to ng 2 days, hahahaha"

"Two days??? Samantalang ako, hinihintay ko yun every friday" sabi niya. 

"Oo ah hahaha" sagot ko. 

"Iba ka! hahaha"

"Tapos nun nag tweet ako ng #BBLPart2please tapos pagkatapos kong i-tweet yun... nag notif sa akin na nagpalabas na nga sila ng part 2. Whahahahaha"

"Hahahaha, baliw! ramdam mo naman sa ending na may part 2 yun at saka meron naman talaga, kasi naglabas na sila ng BBLPart2 trailer"

"Hindeee!! Dahil yun sa tweet ko, whahahaha"

Niresume ko na yung papanoorin namin.

After 1 and a half hour natapos na kami sa panonood. Nag-usap din kami saglit, at umuwi na ako.

Say, a lazy perfectionist in somewhat. She lacks in love experiences, she didn't even know how to act LOVE in front of her friends BUT Asian drama series' teaches her how to love. Like every person wants to changed, say is still under construction so she can't make it through the end perfectly. When her friend felt extremely mad 'bout her habits, friendship got troubled. Then, nick entered and comfort her and then say felt lightened. Then, another guy entered her life and these men are perfectly matched on what she dreamed for. Her fate rushing her to chose to those two. What will say do? What will she act?

Part Two 
It had taken several attempts before he even responded to the messages, we had not even been friends on the site. I'd in fact said "Happy Birthday" when it had never been made public. March 18th.
"Thank u" he responded two days later. Of course he hadn't recognized the profile picture. I wonder if in person he would even notice. It had been so dark.
12 years and I had finally found him again.
I'd waved, wished him a Merry Christmas and also congratulated him on the promotion, he never responded. When I finally saw the message bubble appear I was staring at the message box but was unaware, my mind had drifted into oblivion as I looked but was not focused, that had not been normal, I always watched for his response, I constantly checked. The day the bubble with the three dot appeared I just knew it had been a mistake, had he tried to message someone else?
"U do the same," he'd said. The last message had been 4 months prior and it had read "Have a good night," I'd sat before my computer screen at 4:12 P.M...but was that his response, how many good nights had passed since then? It most certainly had to be a mistake or he was up to no good, which was highly unlikely. Had the others not responded? I wondered how far down the list I was. I checked his profile for an indication of a breakup which I knew wasn't the case... I often wondered why. I hadn't expected any meme's with trifling quotes about an ex, or even a personal post he had blatantly typed out downgrading someone he still loved...he was more disciplined than that, his dapper appearance and his superb etiquette set him aside from the average 32 year old entrepreneur. He was a notch above the top. His chiseled frame, chocolate skin, and handsome features had not resulted in what had been foreseen, I remembered the scrawny misfit. The troubled childhood he had endured only fueled his hunger for success, he had grown up to be something unique. The hardships had sequeled his steadfast drive to be number one at all he had done. His foster mother had instilled something in him that his birth mother never fathomed before she passed away. His birth mother however, had also mutilated his disposition. Had that been the explanation for the chaste life he lived for the past two years? Why he preferred to masturbate I had not known, and the way he went about it was as if the haughty bastard loved himself to the aspect of "Self-Lust?" Rather absurd. I had watched his actions from the shadows and refused to believe a muthafucka could embrace his own body the way he had. He laid amidst the satin sheets and stroked himself in the most passionate manner imaginable, he had even cried out. The unexpected wail upon release had startled me and I had almost revealed my concealed presence when his tasted his own orgasm. The horizontal cut on my left wrist had begun to ooze through the buttoned sleeve.
I'd decided to wait before I responded. The notion to make a video call occurred but was dismissed when the bubble appeared again. He typed. I wondered if his abstinence had been a result of a medical condition. How I wished he would fuck someone so I could watch him, had I not known how to react to his advances that night? It had been 38 days I had watched him, he had had no companions. Before I figured out how to get inside perhaps he had but his erections as he slumbered indicated it had been a while, I fought the urges to climb on top of him just to feel him inside and then kill him, but i had to stick to my plan. Sunday night's dream sent him into a frenzy, he had blindly felt for his phone on the nightstand after waking up in a sweat, searched for the porn topic that assisted him with reaching his pinnacle and fiercely masturbated, swift and intense. I had not been back since. His gestures had caused me to go home and do the same.
The message bubble appeared.
You're persistent...
You're consistent. Every night?
He hesitated after beginning another message, had he not known how to respond?
I'm not online every night, Ms. Chrys...
Well of course not Davien, u are always in the bed choking your chicken.
He was so handsome, and if I hadn't had a motive I would give him a run for his money, literally. It had taken 12 long years. He hadn't even remembered me from my profile picture, or had he? He had been so drunk that night, I was sure he hadn't even known how I looked and surely I would not have found him 1100 miles away, right? As I stood under my hood he'd staggered from his car and offered his assistance. He'd still had a soul at that moment. Something had taken that away...most likely the rejection. He hadn't looked like anyone who had heard "NO" often. It had been the simple battery post he'd had one in his garage, less than a mile away. I'd only let down my guards because he wasn't the average 21 year old, it seemed he'd known what he wanted in life, not like the senior guys I was accustomed to. Older was ok, as long as Daddy hadn't found out I thought, not ever considering the fact that we were from two different sides of the tracks and what was about to take place behind closed doors was just a guise that would result in my demise. Yea I breathed, but I died inside while his sweat poured into my face, and I'd been dead since the ****. The fact that I had been a virgin turned him on even more, it wasn't normal how he lost control forcing his way inside, his semen pouring into his hand, too excited to perform. But he would redeem himself shortly and also make sure I would never be normal again.
Im pretty sure the kidnappings were not normal, but fuck it...I mean I, I always wanted children too so...
I would not ever let him be normal again. He would never...
Where do u live Chrys...?
Close.
I could not believe he had asked. Had he wanted to visit? Had he studied my profile constantly like I had his. Was he infatuated as was I? I was sure our reasons hadn't coincided. I pictured myself embracing my prey. He was so much, I often pictured him inside of me again, this time I would willingly make passionate love to him before I killed him. Had he not wondered how I could navigate through the large home he lived in alone? Why Tamara hadn't barked upon my "initial arrival"? We made love on the first night, he was not the same Davien. I actually considered...
I could not falter, but continued to be subjected to his hands on my thighs underneath my dress, his fingertips intentionally grazing my pussy while he sucked on my neck. I hadn't allowed anyone to touch me, I knew with the partial hysterectomy I had in 12th grade I would never have children so why even fool myself into thinking I could ever be normal...hadn't wanted to lead anyone on. Why was he so seductive? I went home, I screamed I cried...the blade cut deeper, the blood thicker, why had I not killed him as I intended! Surely I wasn't a coward, the plan went accordingly with Mother and I WAS FAR FROM A COWARD! HE...well he had only just seduced me manipulatively as if he'd known he was about to die. Had he bribed me? HE'D FUCKING BRIBED ME AND WAS STILL ALIVE! He had touched something so deep inside, I'd bit my lip as it trembled the assisted orgasms came one after another. They were much different than all I had ever encountered alone. 12 years, no one else had penetrated me. How they had searched for him, "Surely u remember how he looks!"
WELL DIDNT U GUYS SAY THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME! HOW THE FUCK DO I KNOW! IT WAS FROM BEHIND IDIOT! I could not allow them to alter what had been written. He'd thrown me in the lake and went to his 9 a.m class as if my blood hadn't covered his pubes 5 hours before, I mean he just couldn't get enough, like now. Had this been his doppelganger? I fucking pondered...liquor can alter your persona. The gifts, the foot rubs, the sex...the sweaters in June, the silent bulimic impulses...he'd never know Chrysanthemum, he'd never asked my name that night, and why had he moved so many miles away? I love him. His passion, the way he holds my calf and watches himself enter in and out of what he's destroyed. I can never have his children, why must he beg. I hate him equally. I've invested too much time toward the retribution coming to him, he needs not to be as he is, show me the monster! I need to see a monster, I need the blades. He'd finally saw the cuts, he kissed my arm seductively they had begun to heal while he fucked me senseless.
Why were they healing! Had they turned him on, he became maniacal, the experience was so erotic I pictured him masturbating as he had on New Years Eve, he'd still had on his tie. He now feels the need to hide his vice. Has he reversed the spell? The separations become deadly when we part, I need him genuinely, at times I almost want to be raped again. I need to hate him as before.

Chrysanthemum is raped her senior year in high school and tracks down the perpetrator twelve years later for revenge. 
Gradually her intentions change. A Mind's Eye Book

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In a world of petty women and stubborn men, a naive girl, tricked into joining the army by her 'best friend'. Her fellow soliders mistaken her as a man and she has to play along to keep her poor head.   
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