After a terrible breakup, Azel moves away to clear his head... Until he meets another girl who he can't decide whether she is genuine or something else...



Qin Wushuang sat cross-legged. He took a deep breath and slowly recollected the inner strength that was traveling around his blood vessels.

Every day, he did this exercise as part of his routine. This kind of training method that used inner strength to exercise the muscles, blood vessels and bones had proven to be very helpful in increasing his power.

Inside his body, the spiritual force of the <The Sun Force> was masculine and very active. When accumulating the power in his fingertips, he was still unable to control the energy when shooting it out.

Once he had created this energy, it could move freely like a boat on the water and like a wind that could be shot out instantly. Then, he could practice that force for the <The Coagulated Sword> and turn it into an invisible Sword Qi.

These years, Qin Wushuang had continued to improve this part of his training with hard work. He could already shoot out his inner strength. However, he still needed some time to turn this energy into Sword Qi. 

To be precise, he could shoot out his inner strength from his fingertips, but this force could not take a solid form. As soon as it had shot out of his fingertips, he could not take it back, and it would dissipate.

With <The Coagulated Sword> technique, you could only turn this technique into a true killing move if you could control the force and turn it into Sword Qi.

The principle of <The Coagulated Sword> lied with the word "Coagulated.” The Sword Qi would only have a killing power if you could collect the inner strength together.

Qin Wushuang knew that it was not because he lacked the talent or had practiced the wrong method.

Right now, one of the biggest reason for him not being able to use <The Coagulated Sword> freely was because he lacked some momentum and maturity!

After all, he had not trained very long in this world. There were no shortcuts in building momentum. He could only master it with hard work each day.

Right now, he was at a stage where he was about to experience a qualitative change. As soon as he gained the momentum, he could undergo a significant change, and it would not be a problem for him to use <The Coagulated Sword> at that time.

Now, he was waiting for a chance to break through the bottleneck.

Soon, the fight for the Wealthy Class seat would arrive. 

Qin Wushuang would never allow himself to slack off.

The primary qualification in becoming a Wealthy Class family was to have a Stage Four Genuine Force Warrior to oversee the family. Qin Wushuang had predicted that the Xu family had at least three mighty Stage Four Genuine Force Warriors.

The strongest of them should have the strength at Stage Five of the Genuine Force!

If it was a one on one match, Qin Wushuang would not even put a Stage Five Genuine Force warrior in his eyes. A year ago, his spiritual force had already reached a strength equivalent to a warrior at Stage Seven of the Genuine Force.

Right now, he had also mastered the eighth palm: "The Scarce Burning of the Eight Suns" of the <Nine-Suns Palms>. Even if he were to face a Stage Eight Genuine Force Warrior, he was certain he would not lose, though it would require some effort.

As long as it was not a powerful Stage Nine Genuine Force Warrior, Qin Wushuang could ultimately disregard any warrior below Stage Eight with his <The Congealed Finger> and the <Nine-Suns Palms> techniques.

Thus, Qin Wushuang was very confident about the fight against the Xu family. 

Only, although he could look down on his opponents regarding strength, Qin Wushuang would never be sloppy in the fight. He would never underestimate his opponents in actual combat, no matter how weak his enemies were.

Qin Wushuang estimated that in a one-on-one match, he was certain he would win against anyone sent forth by the Xu family. 

In the second match, although it would be one against two, he still had absolute confidence that he could take them down.

The third round would be the most critical one. If the Xu family sent out their strongest three-person team with one Stage Five, and two Stage Four Genuine Force Warriors, then that combination using their skills together would be equivalent to a Stage Six Genuine Force Warrior. If they were good at collaboration and used the right strategies, it would still be possible for them to fight against a Stage Seven Genuine Force Warrior.

Since they would have the combat abilities of a Stage Seven Genuine Force Warrior, Qin Wushuang would not allow himself to show the slightest bit of carelessness.

Qin Wushuang was not willing to drag the fights out to the fourth or fifth rounds with the Xu family. It would be best to finish the matches as soon as possible. When one faced their enemies, the great taboos would be hesitation and hindrance.

These plans were, of course, only prepared around the fact that his father was not going to fight. In these few days, his father had been using a black and white Go chess piece to simulate the actions of both parties in order to predict the situation. He was also quite clearly worried about the lineup. It seemed that he needed to find a time to communicate with his father.

Just as Qin Wushuang was in the midst of meditating, hurried footsteps came from outside. It was his sister Qin Xiu.

"Wushuang, Wushuang." When Qin Xiu was about seven or eight meters away from the door, she realized that she should not disturb her little brother. Thus, she tried her best to suppress the sound of her footsteps. As she walked up to the door, she lightly knocked.

Qin Wushuang opened the door: “Sister, come in.” 

"Wushuang, quickly come and look. Big Brother Da Xi is drunk again. He is singing while drinking and crying. I am really worried!"

When Qin Wushuang noticed his sister's helpless expression, he became emotional too. Inwardly, he blamed himself for being careless. These days, Da Xi Ming had came over to the inn every two or three days. He did not talk with him very much but had spent more time with his sister.

From his sister's expression, it was likely that she had fallen in love with Da Xi Ming.

“Let’s go and look.” 

Qin Wushuang had genuine feelings towards Da Xi Ming because he was one of the rare, young and smart men in River County. He had an entirely different temperament than those insect-like aristocratic boys. He was very easy-mannered and noble.

Before he had reached the hall, Qin Wushuang could hear Da Xi Ming singing in a sad voice: "The world is such a big stove, destinies are the workers that add in the fire; Yin and Yang are the firewood where everything is calcined inside…" (The meaning of this poem is that: Being alive is only a process, regardless of pain or happiness, everyone is the same)

He snatched the alcohol pot, and with his head tilted back, he downed the alcohol with a grunting sound.

After several seconds of guzzling down the alcohol, he put down the pot. Then, he started singing again and clapped his hands: “I am like a leaf in the wind, my heart is like a turbulent boat, I could not get both, where can I relieve my sadness…" (The meaning of this poem is: I could not get what I wanted, as I am like a leaf in the wind while my heart went up and down like the river. I have nowhere to express my sadness to solve this problem.)

After he had finished singing, he took another big gulp of alcohol and cried while bending over the desk. He appeared to have abandoned all his looks and restraints, he did not care about the hundred pair of eyes that stared at him in fear.

Qin Wushuang could not understand. This Da Xi Ming was a skilled guy and one of the elite among the younger generations of River County. He ranked first among the "Seven Young Masters" and he had all the fame and power. In fact, he did not lack anything, so why was he so depressed? He was like a broken leaf in the wind, and his heart was like a turbulent boat? Could it be he was forced to do something?

“Big Brother Da Xi, why are you drinking alone? How come you didn’t call me?”

Qin Wushuang walked up to the table and sat down. When Da Xi Ming raised his head and noticed Qin Wushuang, he became jubilant. He instantly grabbed Qin Wushuang's arm: "Good brother, drink with me."

Qin Xiu snatched the alcohol pot from Da Xi Ming's hand. She gently bit her lips and looked at Da Xi Ming with a serious expression: "Big Brother Da Xi, please don't drink anymore."

Da Xi Ming was stunned. Under Qin Xiu's gentle yet caring gaze, all of his frustration changed into a look of tenderness. Then, he sighed: "If Little Xiu is not letting me drink, then I will not drink."

Qin Xiu's cheeks turned slightly red, but her eyes showed a light of happiness. She felt warm and content when Da Xi Ming had called her ”Little Xiu.” Her heart was throbbing violently.

Qin Wushuang inwardly felt that the whole scene was quite funny. He thought that the bonds between his sister and Big Brother Da Xi had progressed rather quickly. They were already calling each other names such as "Big Brother Da Xi" and "Little Xiu."

In this world, men and women had the freedom to love. The Confucian code of ethics and morality did not restrain young people in love.

However, although you had the freedom to love each other, it did not mean you could become a couple. There was an even heavier chain than morality and ethics that restrained a large number of young couples. In the end, they could not be together.

This chain was—the strict feudal systems.

It would be tough for an offspring of a Venerable family like Da Xi Ming to reach down three levels of class differences to be with a Humble Class girl like Qin Xiu.

When Qin Wushuang heard Da Xi Ming singing those sad songs, he felt that the matter that plagued him was not simple. However, an idea quickly came to Qin Wushuang after some pondering.

He wanted to know if this Da Xi Ming genuinely loved his sister. If he did, then as long as his sister liked him, he would help them to be together no matter what. His sister had not married even at the age of twenty-two years old. She had sacrificed a lot for her family. If she could not have the freedom to decide her love, how could he, as her brother, be at ease?

As for that "Demon," it would be best if he did not come out. If he did appear, Qin Wushuang would surely have him pay a heavy price!

“Big Brother Da Xi, I want to ask you, have you fallen for my sister?” Qin Wushuang suddenly asked.

Qin Xiu had not expected her little brother to be so forward with that question. Her face immediately blushed.

Da Xi Ming remained calm and unfazed. He did not evade the question as he nodded while looking straight at Qin Wushuang's questioning eyes: "Brother, I, Da Xi Ming, have lived for twenty-seven years and no women have ever managed to touch my heart. Until that moment when I met you and your sister, I truly felt as if the Gods have sent me a gift. For my entire life, I have been honest and dared to love and hate. That's right, I am not only interested in your sister, but I love her so much that I am unable to hold myself back."

"Ah," Qin Xiu gently gasped. She had not expected that Big Brother Da Xi was also very straightforward as though he had thoroughly analyzed the thoughts in his mind.

She immediately felt a wave of happiness surge up inside her. Qin Xiu was also a woman that dared to love and hate, how could she not have fallen for Da Xi Ming at first sight?

Only, she was still a lady, and it would inappropriate for her to sit down in this situation. She withdrew with a red face: "I am going to talk to Father. So I will not have to hear you guys speaking all this nonsense!"

Qin Wushuang did not stop him. He watched his sister's leaving figure and said thoughtfully: "Big Brother Da Xi, I am touched by your genuine words. But, I do need to remind you. There are several levels of differences between the Venerable Da Xi and my Humble Qin family. It is not going be easy."

He was probing to see if in Da Xi Ming's heart, whether the feudal systems or genuine love were more meaningful to him.

Distressed, Da Xi Ming shook his head: "If it was just about the feudal system prejudice, I, Da Xi Ming, would treat it as nothing. I would marry whoever I want. How could I feel troubled by such blind prejudice?"

"Then, a moment ago, I heard Big Brother Da Xi singing a very depressing song, it sounded like there was no future…"

Da Xi Ming gave a long sigh. He could not help but reach for the wine cup, but he remembered that Qin Xiu had pleaded with him to stop. Thus, he set it down in disappointment. He sighed: "This matter is a mark of shame upon my Da Xi family. There have been stories going around River County, but nobody has dared to talk about it in public, have you not heard the whispers?"

At this moment, he did not hide it and told Qin Wushuang all of the details about how the Xi Men family had forced him into a marriage.

Qin Wushuang did not speak a word after hearing the story. The Xi Men family? Number five among the "Twelve Great Feudal Lords" of Bai Yue Country?

This was not some simple matter, but a very complicated issue…



In China’s modern martial arts society, Wu Xinghe was history’s youngest grandmaster of martial arts. He was invincible. Because of a strange incident, he was reincarnated as Qin Wushuang, a poor aristocratic boy in an entirely different world with its own set of rules. With his strong will and passion, he began his journey to pursue the highest peak of martial arts!

The main character’s beliefs are:

Never comply with the aristocrats or the rich people, regardless of any situation. To only depend on your own strength because, eventually, you will have the power to be invincible.

Rise! Soar through the Galaxia! 

People say they love that TV show or love their car or they love you and don't understand the differences.
There's genuine love and fish love. Let me explain. 
People say "Damn, I love fish." when they have it on their plate. They love fish, so that's why they took it out of the water, cut and fried it. 
People love roses, so they take it out where it belongs, take it to their houses, put it in a vase with water. 
That's not love. If you really loved fish, you'd go to the dam or sea where it lives and feed it and watch it grow. Or if you love roses instead of taking it and placing it in your house, go to where it is and water it and watch it grow. 

Most of the things and people give and/or get "fish love" not genuine love. 
We should know the difference. 


-@MellowSoul 🥀

This project is to find lost love, hope, healing and generally help the heart by showing how people can hurt us and build us in a beautiful way. These are my thoughts and my emotions in the book and I hope anyone who reads this enjoys it.

 Today is November 15, 2010. Elderly ones do say that 20 children, can't play for 20 years. That is the headline that fits my condition today. Kinky has relocated to Lagos one month after she secured that job.  
I could not even update this diary as it weighed me down more than I could imagine. We kept on calling each other at first but later subsidized as we were both preoccupied with many duties, same thing with the chatting on Facebook.  
The fear that I have lost one of the most valuable things in my life took over my soul. I paid the remaining 5,000 I owed her and she phoned me to say I shouldn't have sent it but I insisted that I had to. 
Today is September 17, 2012. Kinky came to Abeokuta and called at my place of work to say Hey to me in the year 2011, I thank God I was able to see her gorgeous face again. She was yet to get married, and I was still hoping that we might still reconnect for marriage soon as we were still on track.  
Today is January 18, 2015. She was even so happy to hear about my progress in UI but the latest information as at now is that Kinky has gotten married, her nomenclature has changed to her husband surname. I'm so emotional that my eyes glistens with tears. If I'm able to meet Kinky again before I die, I just have one question for her. How does it feel for someone to get to the end of life only for him to discover that he had lost some great opportunities?  
According to research that was conducted on 100 old people at the point of death in US hospital, these old people were interviewed on their sick beds over what they regret most in their entire life. Nearly all of them said they regretted things they desired so much to do and could have done but failed to do. There is no greatest imprisonment as failing to follow one's heart.  
I knew I would be forever happy with Kinky but I failed to follow my heart. I allowed unscrupulous factors such as; the fear of unknown, my polygamous family background, education as a means to attain my position as her eligible husband and many more to draw me back in taking the bold step to be with the love of my life forever. 
The fear of unknown includes the thoughts of how I will be able to cater for her and our future children with the little salary I'm collecting as Instructor, how I need to bridge the levelled gabs to become a suitable suitor before I formally face the panel of her parents.  
My polygamous family background made me to be too extra ordinarily cautious on marital decisions to avoid the mistake my dad made while education as a means of attaining my position as her eligible husband was childish and uncalled for. The emphasis and importance attached to University degree by the people of my region (South-west) played a vital role in believing that it's a must-have property. I'm a great disappointment to have allowed such belief to influence my decisions in marrying Kinky.  
As ICT personnel, I'm so much aware of the fact that one day, Formal Education System will be faded by Open Education System. I'm a typical example of Open Education benefactor. I have acquired series of skills online through YouTube videos in the areas such as; beat making, mixing and mastering, video editing and directing to mention few. Kinky and I were both crazy in love and it is only genuine love that can make you do crazy things. Abraham would have bargained with God Almighty to give him more children before he could sacrifice his first son, if he didn't get genuine love for God. Jesus Christ wouldn't have laid down his sinless life as a remission for our sinful lives if he didn't genuinely love us. I have dated three (3) girls two years after Kinky left my life, none was like Kinky. I have been hearing the saying that says "No one can adequately and absolutely value what he or she possesses until it is lost." Today, I concur.  
Kinky is not only an egg that must be held with optimal care but also a valuable vessel to be treasured than Gold and diamond. Her husband is the second luckiest man on this planet while he who has Jesus Christ is the no 1 luckiest being in the whole of the universe. Many readers of this book may not understand, some may even say can she be as beautiful as some beautiful girls that have won world's beauty pageants, some may even go as far as saying "Is she being laminated in gold or why is the exaggeration too much like this." If you are among these categories of people, take some time to scrutinize why it's generally said that "Beauty is in the eyes of beholder." This is a mystery that even a cursory look cannot decipher but deep relationship. Beauty is not solely depended or defined by impressive facial and outward look. There are other characteristics that are inward and they are the core endowment of genuine beauty. Kinky is one of those rare damsels blessed with those qualities.  
Dear Kinky I know it is too late for you to be my one and only wife but I want to believe it is not too late to say "I'm sorry". I'm so sorry to be the cause and the reason we could not achieve our dreams as husband and wife. I'm sorry for being the clueless ICT personnel that failed to see great opportunities inherent in my professional certificates as a gateway to create the future we both envisage to enjoy. I'm sorry for being the father that our supposed children will never have. I'm sorry for being the love you never have. I'm sorry for being the most delighted memories that was wiped off by new glorious life you find. I'm sorry for denying us the joy we would have had together.     
LESSONS TO LEARN  
1.There is no genuine love until you love someone you can sacrifice all you have for. 
2.Genuine love is not inherent in things that can fade away or perish because it is everlasting. 
3.Don't be preoccupied with the worries of tomorrow because you are older than your past, you and your present are age mates but your future is older than you. 
4.Don't allow the past to control you in the present as the future will allow you in the present to control her by your efforts to shape your future but some events can't still be altered. It's only God Almighty that knows the beginning from the end or the end from the beginning. For example, you cannot control when and how you will die. 
5.Craziness is the brain of greatness. The maker of electric bulb, Thomas, was said to be crazy having attempted it 1000 times but the end result is what is called greatness. 
6.Circumstance is not a determinant of circumference. Don't allow situations of things to limit your speed to greatness. 
7.When it is due time to defecate, anus will automatically open. Don't rush thing beyond normal 
8.Rat always wipe face with his portable hands. Cherish and value what you have when you had it not when you lost it 
9.Sharp cutlass needs someone's help to cut grass. Don't despise the help or the assistance of others. Behind every successful man, was a woman. 
10.Two are better than one. Love someone for someone to love you.     
The euphoric love experiences of the past developed into long last memories that I will never forget. I love you forever. It is important that you know that as at the time I want to close this diary, I'm already in final year at University of Ibadan – B.Sc. Economics. God has used you to make it possible. TRUTH DECLARATION: No diary was made but the memories made the diary.    
DIARY CLOSED ON 23rd January, 2015.

This is a love story between Sotade Olusegun and his first
lover, whom he nicknames as Kinky based on the
circumstances that revolve around their love experiences.
One fateful morning, a rift emerges and kindles the spark of
a new love story with unforgettable memories.
Kinky is a virgin. A well-trained girl from a fairly blessed
family, she is not a neophyte to a recently commenced
relationship which she is yet to taste the core flavoured
ingredient of it. She is already a graduate of a renowned
private university for about two years.
Meanwhile, Sotade Olusegun hails from a lower-class
background and scripturally groomed to follow the Christ in
all his endeavours. The effect of his religious life is evident as this story becomes his first love experience at age 24. He
is a Secondary School Certificate Holder and Oracle Certified
Professional. He is older than Kinky for approximately two
(2) years.
Can their different backgrounds sustain the sail of this love
to its envisaged coast?
Is Kinky deflowered by Sotade Olusegun?
This book is taut with suspense, love sensation and sacrifice
intriguing enough to make its reader stay glued till the end.

somehow, I knew this time would come
Time to give yourself a little break
I know your heart will break
And eventually will heal
But its time to let go

You deserve better
Someone better
Who would love you
For simply being you
And would treat you right
Not because you're right
But because you're someones light

She deserves some peace 
Peace of mind
Without her thoughts racing
Wild like a battlefield
She deserves love
True and genuine love
That is magical and beautiful
She deserves to smile
That beautiful smile she once had
That has grown dim and faded
She deserves happiness
Genuine happiness
Like you once had

Things happen
They always have
And when they do
Cry if you can 
Then let it go away
Than water a dead flower
With hopes of growing roses

Sometimes I am happy
sometimes I am sad
Other days I am talkative
And on others I hide inside myself

I know I am complicated
Yet easy and cheerly
Somedays insomniac
With tears to wash my face
And sorrows to smile on my face

I am only human
With random thoughts
Alot of mistakes 
Unseen future
Yet I still survive
Even when they dont understand me
Because I dont understand myself somedays

I am common 
But not ordinary
Thats why I want to be random
To be here and there
Until I reach somewhere

................................
This book is a collection of poems, both the good ones and the dark ones. It is simply randon




For a long time, I forgot what genuine love felt like. 
     For a long time, I forgot what it feels like to be safe in someone's arms.


           But then I met you. 


You reminded me of what genuine love is. 
         You reminded me of what it feels like to be safe in someone's arms. 


And I don't want to forget that again. 
            -So, please stay.

"I have hands," he said. "If I have needs, I can solve it myself."
Yan Su had no idea how to respond to that. She thought, Alright, that is very reasonable. If all men in this world were like him, the world would be a safer place for women. 
Mo Liuxi walked in, put the crabs on the table, and said, "Keep them. These are genuine Yangcheng Lake large crabs. The harvest is no good this year. I asked a friend of mine to get me these. Most of those that you find on markets are fake. It's hard to find genuine ones." 
Yan Su curved her lips downward. It sounded like she needed to thank him for the genuine Yangcheng Lake large crabs. 
Mo Liuxi looked around. He saw the introduction of the new film on the table and picked it up. 
"Don't touch it," Yan Su hurriedly said. 
"Is this Li Ming's new film?" Mo Liuxi raised his eyebrows and opened the file. "It's a simple introduction. Why do you have this?" 
Since he was already holding the file, Yan Su had no choice but to explain. "Everyone wants to sing the theme song for Director Li's new movie. We're competing. The singer who writes the best lyrics gets to do the theme song. If it goes well, that singer can also do the interlude songs." 
"Do you have any inspiration?" Mo Liuxi asked while turning the page. 
"No…" Yan Su sighed. "The introduction is too simple. I can tell what exactly Director Li wants. I plan to watch his old films tonight." 
"Watch his 'No Return,'" Mo Liuxi said. 
Yan Su was a little confused at first. She then recalled that Mo Liuxi was a director. She heard that he was pretty good. 
"Li Ming's works often involved love stories, but, in fact, he himself is not interested in love stories. He values the affection between families more." Mo Liuxi turned and said, "If you wrote a song about love, he wouldn't be touched." 
Yan Su's brain worked really fast at that moment. "If this new film isn't about love, it won't be about family affection and friendship either. He's trying to talk about human nature and betrayal." 
"Yeah, human nature." Mo Liuxi nodded. "You can start from that."
"There are rarely lyrics like that nowadays," Yan Su said. 
"It depends on how you will show the theme vividly. I'm not a singer," Mo Liuxi said.
 He put his hands in his pockets and left. 
Yan Su spent a long time thinking. She finally found "No Return" online and watched it until 1 a.m. The movie even made her cry. 
Before going to bed, she grasped some faint inspiration. She started writing that night. Around 4 a.m., she huddled on the couch and fell asleep. 
She was awoken by the sound of knocking on the door. She drowsily answered the door and saw Mo Liuxi standing there. 
Seeing her, Mo Liuxi was stunned a little. It was the first time he saw her in such awful shape. Her hair was messy, and there were sofa marks on her face. Her eyes were half-closed, and her white pajama top nearly fell off her left shoulder, exposing her pretty shoulder bones and smooth skin. 
Looking at her, he felt that his throat suddenly became a little dry. He blinked and asked in a deep voice, "Where's my congee?" 
"Congee?" Yan Su paused for a few seconds and suddenly woke up. "Oh my, I overslept. What time is it?" 
"Ten to eight." Noticing the dark circles under her eyes, Mo Liuxi frowned and asked, "When did you go to bed?" 
"I don't remember. About 4 a.m." Yan Su rubbed her eyes and said, "I forgot to make the congee. It's too late now."


It was supposed to be a perfect deal in which both parties got what they needed. However, after the child was born, he tore up the agreement with discontent and told her, “Who said that we'd only have one child? I want twins! Twin brother and sister! You’ll continue giving birth to more children until you bore me a pair of twins!”
Luosang was beyond endurance. “Nian Junting, damn you…” she raised up against him, “Nian Junting, is this fair to the pure love in your heart?” 
Then, a marriage certificate was thrown at her. 
He landed on her, slowly curved his lips in a smile, saying, “Aren’t you my pure love?” 

Finally came the wedding day! The altar was decorated with vibrant pink and white orchid flowers. The wedding of Sarah and Aiden; and; Olivia and Samar were taking place on the same day in the University Church of St Mary the Virgin; the most beautiful church in the city. The excellent combination of stone, wood, and stained-glass windows made Mavis and Pauline organize the wedding in that location. The main body of the church was substantially rebuilt in the Perpendicular style, but the oldest part of the present church is the tower, which dates from around 1270. The Decorated spire with its triple-gabled outer pinnacles, inner pinnacles, gargoyles, and statues was added in the 1320s.

The wedding date was delayed because when Samar proposed to Olivia, their families told them that they first need to come back to India so that all of them could celebrate the special day in the best traditional way. After they got married in India, they returned back to Oxford to get married in the romantic Catholic custom as Sarah suggested a double wedding.

Mavis and Pauline were in charge of welcoming the guests. They even invited Yukt and Sakshi, who actually ended up being together. As they entered the church premises, Pauline asked with her eyes widened, "Wait a minute... you two are together now?" Sakshi answered with a genuine smile, "Yeah, we are!" Mavis raised her eyebrow and inquired with confusion, "Okay... but why? What do you see in him?" Sakshi replied with a mischievous grin, "Can't you see it? Because he is so freaking HOT! Sometimes I feel like tearing off his clothes and take him right over here at the entrance!" Yukt gave her a weird look and replied, "If you do that, I will scream." They giggled and then went ahead to find a seat.

A few moments later, PB and IB entered the church and said together, "We're PB and IB! Thanks for inviting us!" Mavis asked sarcastically, "So, still deeply in love?" They both replied, "Oh! There's no love like ours." Pauline muttered, "Can't argue with that!" After a couple of minutes of chit-chatting, PB and IB took their seats in front of the altar.

A few hours passed by, and all the guests arrived on time. The wedding was about to commence within half an hour. A car halted in front of the church entrance and an unexpected guest from the past came out of the vehicle. IT WAS NONE OTHER THAN DR. DK!! Unfortunately, due to his critical condition over the years, he was in a wheelchair. Mavis and Pauline were astounded to see him at the church. As he appeared, he sized the two girls and said with a genuine smile on his face, "Ms. Granzreich; Ms. D'Cruz! We meet again."

Pauline asked inquisitively, "How did you know about the wedding? Do you even know whose wedding is this?'" Dr. DK grinned and replied, "Aiden is a model, and as you know, he posts every single thing going on in his life. You guys were my favorite group in high school. I even knew Olivia and Samar before I met you guys. They were my ex-students after they moved to PEI. And fate made me go after them. I then realized that life wanted me to teach them more than what I already did. I always thought that the four of you would stay together, but life had other plans." Mavis asked, "You remember what happened?" Dr. DK responded, "I remember everything."

Mavis asked again after noticing the wheelchair, "Gotten too old, Dr. DK?" Tears filled up his eyes as he replied, "That's one of the main reasons I'm here. I'm dying, girls. I have only a few days left to live. I know that I should be in the hospital, but I couldn't just stay there, especially when I knew that my two gals are getting married to their true love. How come I not come on their special day?" Mavis and Pauline exchanged glances and figured out how to make this wedding memorable for everyone. Pauline politely asked, "Well... Dr. DK, since you have very little time left, I would suggest that you give away the girls at the aisle. Their parents couldn't make it today due to some personal issues so they would be more than happy to have you give them away." Dr. DK's eyes shined as the sunlight gleamed onto his tears, flowing down his wrinkled cheeks.

Sarah and Olivia were informed about Dr. DK's medical condition, and for obvious reasons, they were dismayed and disheartened at the news. After half an hour, the music commenced, and the two girls appeared, grabbed each of Dr. DK's arms and walked down the aisle with tears in their eyes. Even Aiden and Samar were surprised at his sudden arrival. As they reached the altar, Dr. DK called the two boys forward and said, "TAKE GOOD CARE OF THEM! OR ELSE, I WILL BREAK YOUR BONES!" All the guests gave out a small giggle, and the wedding proceeded.

The priest began the rituals and asked Samar, "Samar Anand, do you take Olivia as your lawful wedded wife and to love and to cherish for the rest of your life?" Samar replied with a genuine smile on his face, "I do." The priest continued, "Olivia Madhavan, do you take Samar as your lawful wedded husband and to love and to cherish for the rest of your life?" Olivia took a deep breath and responded with confidence, "I do."

The priest then looked over at Sarah and Aiden and asked Aiden, " Do you Aiden Zhou, take Sarah as your lawful wedded wife and to love won't part till death?" A wide smile spread across his face. He waited for this day for so long. Without hesitating, he answered, "I do." In the audience, PB and IB were discussing, "OMG! This reminds me of our wedding. The flowers, the decoration, family, friends, and that kiss was too good and filled with passion!" Mavis and Pauline made a nauseated face as they heard them from the altar. The priest continued, "Sarah Sanchez, do you take Aiden as your lawful wedded husband to love and to cherish for the rest of your life?" Sarah was overwhelmed by what was happening around her. She always dreamed about her wedding day. But after the high school disaster, she stopped and believed that this day would never come. But the power of love proved her wrong and showed her how love and friendship are essential and can brighten one's life. Sarah smiled and answered, "I--"

Before she could say the words, a voice screamed from a peculiar corner of the church, "STOP THE WEDDING!" Everyone was shocked to see who shrieked out those words, especially the six people standing at the altar. It was the last person they wanted to see...

The book is about four friends who have graduated from Queen Charlotte Junior High, have taken their seats on a jet and all set to fly and vanquish the hurdles that high school launches at them. Friendship will break, hearts will crack, love will be found, and career decisions will be made. These school years will transform their lives forever.

The boy has bowed her head listlessly.

"Hey Lucifer, you have mentioned Sis-con in your story twice."


"Try to explain that. What is the meaning of the Sis-con word? I can't understand it at all ... Is that some kind of adjective in a grammar?"


The boy asked and complained.


-How will I be able to explain it to you? You are a Sis-con, and that is something that deviates from general human norms.


-After all,  you are I and I am you.

-How can I say I am a pervert?


-How can I say that?

"Okay, kid ... What are the things you know about love?"

The boy shook his head.

"I don't know ... I don't know at all."

The man smiled tenderly.

"They divide human love into many types, two of which are Storage and Eros. Storage is a human love for their family and siblings. While, Eros is love and lust for someone they have loved ... "


" Sometimes people have difficulty dividing it ..."

It confused the boy.


"Why do they have to separate each of their love into two types? Isn't that basically the same?"


The man shook his head.


"Storage and Eros are not the same ..."

"Storage is love like you have for your mother, father, and younger sister."

"Eros is the love you give to your wife or woman later. Only adults have this love. Because, this love is doing these things and that things, usually done by adults."

The boy shook his head instead.

"I'm even more clueless ..."

"If so, that means ... when my sister and I mature, our love will become Eros, right?" 

The man almost fell down.

The man smiled wryly.

"Heh ... How do can you think like that?"

The boy nodded.


"Isn't that the love of an adult? My mother said that I would one day grow up. Wouldn't I do things that adults do later?"

-Ah…

"If so, I am impatient to grow up, I think my sister is thinking the same as me. She says she wants to grow up quickly. So, she won't always cry when mom and dad bicker..."

The boy muttered slowly.


The man just sighed.

-It embarrassed me to admit that I had become a Sis-con.

-And what's with your sad explanation? Do you want people to sympathize with you and let you grow up to be a pervert?

-Most importantly

- Why would you have ideas for doing adult things to do with your younger sister?

The boy only stared innocently like a kitten abandoned on the side of the road

"Oh Ya ... How about the continuation of the man's story? What will he do? Will, he let his teacher get engaged?"

The boy looked curiously. 

His gaze turned bright.

"Have you thought that man would cancel the girl's engagement? "

"Yep ... I have thought in some stories they will always have an end, the prince saves the princess."

"Wouldn't it always be like that, Lucifer?"

The man shook his head.

"No ... He won't be able to do that ... Never ..."

"No ... He won't be able to do that ... Never ..."


It confused the boy.


"Why…?"


"Why can't he do that?"


The man just smiled.

"Didn't I tell you ... that adults have various things, various secrets, and they rarely understand such a small thing ..."

" They do not hear ... "

"Doing not understand it ... "

"They cannot read ..."

"They cannot ... You too ... you also have something you don't understand ... And you do not understand it. "

The man stopped his words.

"Do you still want to hear it?"


The boy nodded slowly.

"En."


The man looked deep into the boy's eyes.


"All right. But, after I told you about what the man did. You might wake up ..."


The boy nodded.

"Yeah ... You are right. Soon it seems like it will be early in the morning."

The boy said.


"Don't you mind ...?"


"Yeah ... I have thought. When people are immersed in a story, they will be the same as me. It might disappoint me to wake up."


"But…"

"But?"

The man tilts his head.


It confused the man.


"You are the person who read the story. Don't you need to rest after you tell the story so far?"


The boy smiled.


"Is it true…?"

The boy nodded.


"I am so grateful if you pay too much attention."


"All right. This is what the man will do ..."

The man smiled.

***


"Beloved student! Beloved student!"


Li Yuan had waved her hand at Xi. Xi was pensive for a moment to hear Li Yuan say about her engagement.


Xi did not understand that Li Yuan would be engaged. What really happened? He doesn't understand. He can't understand that at all. For now, he only wants Li Yuan to be there next to him. 

He doesn't know the reason.

Maybe is started when he knows the falsehood of human relations.

A flasehood at Chu Yana face.

He also already knew after his friendship with Yang Jie was broken.


The falsehood of all expressions comes from a smile and sincerity. That made him have to leave their friendship.


But, for a reason, he did not know. He was sure and believed Li Yuan was different.


He was sure of all that.


Even though Li Yuan is a fussy girl. A selfish girl. A stingy girl. But, Xi believes that Li Yuan is different.


Yeah.


Li Yuan is different.


Xi has found out. When Xi saw Li Yuan crying for the first time.


When Xi saw Li Yuan cursing herself.


When Xi sees Li Yuan hates herself.


He has seen that.



Xi has believed something original exists. There it is. Although, Xi has seen nothing genuine from Yang Xi's proof.



However, he had seen that on Li Yuan.



Li Yuan is something original itself.



Something different from other people he has ever met.


He trusts, and the most believe that.

About
Since,Xi had seen that when he saw Li Yuan.


Li Yuan is something original itself.


Something different from other people he has ever met.

He believes and believes that, about


Li Yuan's cry was real.


The emotions are real emotions.


There is no falsehood there.


There is also no pretense.


The tears were genuine ... 

The suffering Li Yuan had experienced was genuine ...


Although, if someday Li Yuan is not like Xi had thought. Although, Li Yuan betrayed him like one of those two people. Xi will still believe Li Yuan is different. He will remain by her side. He will remain and always trust Li Yuan. 

Although, he did not know the reason behind it all.


Because the girl named Li Yuan is original.

She is something original.

So, he will put all his trust in Li Yuan. That is his selfishness. Selfishness belongs to a man named Xi.


He wants it all.

He did not want Li Yuan's engagement to occur.

He wanted Li Yuan to stay beside her.

But this world is not the same. There is no eternal smile.

There is no happiness if they are still covering each other with everything they feel, everything they have thought about and not expressing everything they want.


There is no honesty in humans, even they don't want to be honest with themselves.


Didn't I tell you that all those humans were fake? It made me believe all stories of happiness, suffering, love, and betrayal were things that would always make me thrilled.


I live from it all. I also live for that. In a long eternity, I always witness the same thing. Again and again. All of these things keep repeating.


I live and reign from my throne, long before that person created you. I have seen it all. That humans have failed to understand what is they felt by their own hearts.

...

Xi realized.


"Why are you daydreaming, beloved student ...?"


Li Yuan tilted her head while staring with many questions there.


-Why do you daydream and change your expression?


Xi just shook his head.


"No ... that's because maybe I only thought of something ..."


"Have you thought of something ...? What exactly have you been thinking about?"


"No ... Maybe it's ... it's just something ... I don't know for sure ... Not so clear ..."


Li Yuan just sighed.

"How do you not even know why you are pensive? Don't you always say that you are a genius? How do you not know how embarrassed you are to say it all this time? If you don't even know why you are pensive.

She looked at Xi with curious eyes.

"I have no idea..."

Xi mumbles.

"How are you willing?"

Xi tilts his head.

"Willing about what?"


"About my request, so you stay for a few days here, can you do that? ..."


"I don't know ... I am. I'll think about it later ..."


Li Yuan just tilted her head. 

She did not know the meaning of Xi's words at all. One of the two people in the room had failed to understand. They have failed to understand everything.


-I do not know why.

-I also don't know when I think of things like this, but for a reason, I can't know, I really wish you don't return to your hometown.

-I wish you stay here.

-I ... Don't know why ... But...

-Please don't go back to your hometown ... Please don't leave me ...

-I don't know ...why I got scared?

-I don't know for sure ... why I'm nervous?

-I don't know why my chest felt tight heard you will get engaged ...

-I  …

-I felt disappointed if you do that ...


But, those words cannot come out of his mouth.

Sometimes people will always think and compare everything.

 All of this made them confused. 

They don't understand all the meaning behind it all.

They chose not to speak. Xi is a human after all ...

Xi swallowed hard. 

He stared with eyes filled with worries, fear, and anxiety.

"Sensei, do you really have to go back to your hometown?"

Xi can't say anything. Unable to express all the words in his mind. He's stupid ... so stupid.


Li Yuan shook her head slowly.

Then she looked spoiled at Xi Yang.


"* Fufu ... Are you going to miss me? * Geez You are so dishonest to yourself ... really you are really spoiled."


For some reason, Xi was a little upset. 
He does not know. Why was he upset at Li Yuan's words? So he only answered with his mouth. 

Not with the words that his heart wants.


"What do you say…?"

-Why am I saying that?

"Who will miss you?"

-Why can't I say what I really want?
-Why can't I say, don't go!

But, his mouth always said things he didn't want.

"You're just a flat-breasted girl!"

-Why did I say that instead?

"What do I miss you for? Where did your confidence come from?"

-I.

"How can you think like that? You are a stingy girl, a fussy girl, a selfish girl. Always feel like a princess ... You ... You ..."


-Please don't talk again.


"You're only a Loli  ..."


-Shit, why am I saying that ... What's wrong with me?


Once Li Yuan had listened to Xi. Li Yuan was really upset. Li Yuan said that to tempt Xi Yang. She didn't mean to make fun of Xi. Li Yuan did not accept that at all.


Li Yuan  hated being said to be a flat-breasted girl. She hates people calling her as loli.


Li Yuan didn't want Xi to call her like that either. She did not want the words to come out of Xi's mouth at all.


"All right! I won't ask you again! You can forget my request!"


Li Yuan said irritably.


Li Yuan got up from her chair and left Xi Yang.

Even the man could not understand what he was feeling.
So he can't say anything.

***

Author Note:

Here is the author of this novel. 

OK. I might have said that one volume will be 50 chapters or 60 chapters. I had thought about it before. I think the route about Xi and Li Yuan's love story will be the end of this volume section. I think it's better so that part one of the book will be interesting. I previously said that I wrote this using a machine. The machine is me and I am a machine (I think this is a bit strange) That might be part of Li Yuan's story to spend a few more chapters. What's more, I need a rest and certainly prepare my research at the university. You can support me by voting or giving comments such as Thank for the chapter, Working well, Excitement, or anything else that can make me continue to be passionate about working on and translating this novel.

P.S. Is better Original or Genuine so you can enjoy to read it? Translation always makes it an "original" and sometime "Genuine" word.



See You Next Chapter. 😊

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