

We are starting with the subject LOVE 

When I met my current boyfriend my first thought was: Could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? You are so perfect, so pure, so well made, and well, I am not. I am sad, powerless, and broken... I'm a mess. You light up my days. You showed me what life is when I didn't see it. You showed me the light. You are the light. You dragged me out of the dark. You stood by my side in the dark. You listened. You cared. You helped. I have met many generous and lovely people, but not one person have I met who is as generous as you or as strong and good-hearted as you are. You are different. You are special. Very special. 

You have the purest heart. If I could paint your heart it would be white. Pure white. Mine would be dark red. If we mix white and dark red, it creates red. Red is the color of love. 

But I don't wanna mix my dark red heart with yours. Don't get me wrong I want to, but I don't wanna ruin your pureness. Yours is so pure and mine isn't. Mine has scars and holes in it and it's dark, it's damaged. 

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I thought I knew what love is. *Spoiler* I didn't. 

I was 14 when I got my first real boyfriend. At first, I didn't really like him I just wanted to try because everyone around me seemed to date someone so I thought why not. But the truth is; you shouldn't rush into a relationship. Don't do the mistake I did. You should wait until you feel like getting into one. You know when it's time. 

I didn't feel love, but I felt something new. When I finally thought that I started feeling something, we broke up. Wasn't a surprise, I didn't imagine my future with him. He messed up. It hurt. It kept hurting for a while, but then the pain went away. I just rushed into that relationship, I didn't like him, I didn't love him, I messed up. I should have waited. At that moment I realized that I knew nothing about love. 

I didn't look for a relationship it just came, I fell in love on the way. I found someone who I think is special. Luckily when I confessed my feelings he felt the same way. That was an amazing feeling. Telling someone you like them and them liking you back. The crushing part itself is amazing. 

I started feeling new things. I haven't felt those things before. He said to me that he felt something that he hasn't felt yet and I said the same. We both found someone special who makes us full. I have never felt this way. I am just 16 but I think this is love. If this isn't love, then what is? It is this feeling that controls me. I want to spend all the time in the world with him. Just with him. I feel safe with him. Safer than I would feel under 100 blankets behind 5 doors and 10 locks. The happiness I feel around him is different. Everything is different when I'm close to him. It's like I'm blooming. I can open up my petals and show all of me to him. I can be myself, free. 

﻿What makes you so easy to love my dear: 

I started to think; what makes you so easy to love? You are generous. You always care. You care about little things like my school days. You have the purest heart of all the people I know. You are easy to talk to because you stay in the conversation. You don't leave or ignore. You listen and reply with your own thoughts. You calm down my anxiety. You make my days brighter. You make me a better person. You don't expect me to be anything else than who I really am. You welcome me by who I am. You are pure. You are open. but you are not too open. I need to dig in to find some things. I like a little adventure. 

You are the reason why I get out of bed every morning. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me smile easier than anyone else when you're holding my hand. You compliment me. Every day I find something new. You always surprise me with new perspectives of you.

I'm a 17-year-old high schooler and artist, plus I write on my free time. This book is about growing and how I became who I am now. I talk about my struggles, love, and things that are important to me. This is a story about me. I hope you stop to think for a while and give me a chance to tell you things in my way. I hope this book changes the way you see your world and helps you to grow.

You have got a new life to start fresh but not to think about your past.But you don't knkw anyone in this new world expect one - The one whom you are afraid of the most.How will he affect your life?And what will happen when the person whom you trust the most only unfolds the mystery infront of you?

I woke up feeling a heavy arm wrapped around my waist as the sun's ray slightly beaming between the small creak of the thick curtain. I slowly opened my eyes and the most handsome man yet dangerous to my heart greeted me good morning.
 
This handsome man who wrapped me with in his arms, who makes me smile will also be the cause of my tears and pain. 


I caressed his handsome face gently not to wake him up- I know one day this man sleeping right in front of me will finally have the courage to stand up and leave me for the woman he truly loves and desires, the woman he is intended to marry. 


God, I love this man so much, so much that I can't live without him. I know the phrase ' I love you' is not enough to make him stay by my side.  These words are just words, because I am not his reality.


 He doesn't love me.



He said those words a couple times but why?


Why is he still communicating with my sister?


Why does he smile brighter with her?


Why can he only show those side to my sister?


 My mind is full of unanswered questions. Questions I don't dare to ask straightly from him because I'm scared. Scared of the truth that will be coming out from his mouth. The actual balance of scale between Elinore and me. 


Why is it always her?
Why can't it be me?


When will I get his heart fully?


Or will I ever get his heart?


My heart aches with every truth stabbing me deeper.


But before the time comes of him choosing Elinore, I will spend my marriage with Dark the fullest. Savouring what could have happen if he chose me, if he only loved me from the start. 


If my sister comes back running in his arms, I will not give up that easily. I signed the paper and I married him legally and the people and the priest itself are the witness of the day she ran away. I will fight for this marriage, this one sided love, not only for me but for my baby. Call me names and selfish but I will do anything for my baby to have a complete family even if this marriage is loveless. Because we can teach ourselves to love-and I am hoping that Dark can teach his heart to love me, us.
I've been a good daughter to my parents ever since I was born. Understanding and being more patient to my sister more then she is with me. Yes, their is a difference in our treatment from my our parents. I have never said no or broke any rules back then but maybe this time I'll be breaking the rules.


I ruffled his hair  and gently caressed his cheek,  my thumb brushing his lips to his eyes- Oh how dangerous can this man is to my heart.


Dark slowly opened his eyes and captured my hands. He brought my hands to his lips to give it a kiss, " liking your morning view baby?" He said with his morning voice and gave me a smirk. I playfully slapped his checks, "Good morning baby," I greeted.


Dark gave me a sweet smile and said, "Good morning too baby."


Dark's lips were pouting and I'm not sure why he is doing it so I didn't bother and was just staring at his dumbfounded handsome face.
"Hey where's my morning kiss baby!?" Dark complained. 


I chuckled with his cute complain, "Good morning too baby" I said and smiled at him.

"That's more like it," Dark said with a victory smile and leaned in closer to kiss my forehead and he gave me a peck on the lips. 


He pulled me closer and snuggled himself closer to me burring his face in between my chest, his favourite cuddling position. But I couldn't shake off the feeling of something hard poking me below.
"Baby, stop being horny," I said to Dark as I pinched his cheeks.
Dark groaned and whined like a baby, "but" and he looked up at me with his pleading eyes.


So cute


"Baby you took me the whole night and I can barely even walk now. I am so drained and tired I can't match your energy in bed," I said explaining to him that it's really a no for today.


But Dark was still not giving up, " But please, let's have morning love making," with his irresistible puppy eyes and red pouted lips. 
I tried to fight back this cuteness hoping my mouth won't betray me and thank god it didn't prevailed, "Baby if you keep insisting on having morning sex right now then no sex for you mister until I gave birth to our angel ."


Dark's eyebrows met like he was digesting everything I said-once it all sink in he pulled out from the hug and looked at me seriously but still handsome for a morning look.


"Who said what were doing is sex?" Dark asked not pleased with the term I used awhile ago.

"Isn't that what we're doing, sex? We're both male and female with sexual organs that unites to give each other the pleasure one cant fully give. And once heaven's door opens it's also a birth of an offspring," I explained to Dark.


Dark laughed at my explanation and held my hands to give it a kiss after laughing, "Nope baby. Wrong definition."
Wrong definition? 
I'm sure that's what it is.


I looked at Dark confused and lost with what he said, "Huh? Then what's the right definition then?"
Dark's hand caressed my check and slowly trailed down, " what we did last night was not sex but love making baby," stopping his pointed finger where my heart lies.


"It wasn't a casual fuck baby. Our love for each other was overflowing that we crave for another, it's not a simple sex but a way of expressing our love for each other. If you look at it in all angle baby, it's not plain sex because I love you. You don't need those dictionary nor scientific definition to define love making, all that matters is both parties love each other and that is enough," Dark said.


There was a warm caress in my heart with what Dark said and my eyes started to water but I hold it in.  


"So baby don't you ever use that term again so casually, I'll get mad baby. And if you do mistaken love making as plain sex again then I'll give you punishment this time and you can't say no," Dark smirked.


"What if I say no?" I asked.

"Then baby, I'll just have to seduce you until you can't say no anymore."

I chuckled "I'd like to see you try baby."

"Oh Baby don't try me, I'm not called Dark the great for nothing," he proudly said.
"Okay, if you say so~" I replied with a slight of disbelief but I know deep down that it's true. He isn't nick name as Dark the great for nothing.

"Just watch and be seduce baby," Dark said with a wink.

I laughed and snuggled closer to him and rested in the hallow part of his neck.


It was silent but not awkward. 
It was the type of silence, where you can hear my heart thumping for him. Silence, where I'm not even sure if his heart now truly beats for me and me only. I felt him moved and faced me with a worried look. He touched my cheeks and said, "baby is there something wrong?" 


Yes, yes there is but I refuse to tell you because my heart is not prepared to be shattered. 
Although you did said I love you but there is still something in my heart refusing to completely believe in those words.


I stared at him for quite while until he broke the silent with a worried voice, "Baby, please speak up. Your silence is killing. Is there something wrong? Did I do something wrong ? Baby please."
 He beg, Dark Velasquez just beg and people who knows Dark knows he doesn't beg but he just did. 


I don't know if this is a solution my mind is making up for me to feel better but how I wish this is real.



I shook my head and finally replied, "no, no there isn't baby" and gave him a reassuring smile.


"Are you sure baby? Because your smile is telling me you're not. Baby you can tell me anything, we are a married couple so please spare me with your problem, don't take the problem all to yourself baby. So please tell me what's bothering you?" Dark's face painted worriedness.


"Nothings wrong baby, I'm just thinking."

"Thinking about?" 

"About our baby's futures. How our little angel will grow up and who our angel will look after."


"I honestly don't mind what gender our little angel will be as long you're the mother of my child then that's enough. But if it's a girl I wanted our little angel to take after my beautiful wife, for sure she will have a line of suiters."


Then Dark's face started to change, "But I can't let them hurt our princess even just a strand of her hair."


Oh boy if ever our unborn angel is a baby girl, she will surely have a very protective father.
I'm sorry baby but that's your daddy. 


"Once our angel is born, we will shower her with all the love we have. And then we have matching pajamas, then we be there for every milestone she will achieve, and will protect her form anyone who dares to lay a finger of her because we are family," Dark said with dreams of our future family we are building. 


I looked at Dark and smiled,
"Yes family."





Family.....

Eleanor Imogen Morris-Velasquez married to Dark Lucas Velasquez. A Hot billionaire, an ideal man of every woman. With its beautiful eyes, long nose, thin lips, fine jawbone, and 6 pack abs that can make every woman drool. 

A marriage where she is just a substitute for her twin sister.

Join Eleanor's journey as a substitute bride for her twin sister who will give her everything for this marriage to work, and for the man she secretly loved for years. The two will embark on a new journey as a married couple, whose hearts are not united. 

Will love bloomed in this marriage and survive the countless waves or will it just end up signing papers?

" Greetings Dark Emperor, I hope you sleep well!"
Yan Wang Xuan was glaring at the beautiful goddess body with a great longing and grunting under his breath to undo his arousal to no avail. 
Unable to fulfill his feverish yearning because the soul resided in her body was not hers.
"Take care of my precious goddess body with your soul. Let's go to find the ice coffin!"
"Dark Emperor, before we leave, I have a condition that you need to fulfill without any negotiations."
The Dark Emperor glared at her blazingly and signal a 'go ahead' with his hand gesture.
"Let me see Huang Ke!"
Her strong request stunned the dark emperor and ridiculously, he was jealous of his present life for the merman unconditional love, maybe because at this moment, her merman's soul belonged to his lover's body. 
"Wait for me outside by the Dark river!"

Xiao Fei had been waiting by the Dark river, throwing pebbles on its surface. Successfully after three attempts, the last pebble bounces tree times on the dark water surface which reminded her of her younger times when Huang Ke taught 'her' the trick of the 'Pebble' game without involving magical power.
Then she saw Huang Ke coming toward her...
He was transparent...
It's his soul. 
Darn the Dark Emperor, what happens to Huang Ke's body?
"Huang Ke!"
For a moment because of her excitement, she forgot that he was just a soul and tried to embrace him. She stumbled while passing through the transparent soul. 
Huang Ke's soul tried to hold her balance to no avail.
Luckily, she was able to float in the air with her magical power and that prevented her from falling to the dark river. Then she was walking towards Huang Ke's soul with excitement in two leaps. Even though it's only his soul, her heart was thumping and her blood was rushing with great affection toward him.
"What happen to you Huang Ke? I missed you!", cried Xiao Fei while facing his soul.
Wang Tian Huang was able to discern her soul but not her body. "What happens to your body?", he asked instead of answering her question with a worried look.
"Safe, it's inside my spatial ring! Ling's guarding it! And your body, Huang Ke?"
"I have no idea, this is how I look when I woke up! Xiao Fei, please forgive your brother sin!", he exclaimed while his soul was bowing on the ground at her.
Xiao Fei's face turned red like a plum blossom, of course 'she' knew what he was talking about.
"It was my duty to protect you, Huang Ke. Also, even if it's forbidden love, I love you like a woman loves a man!", she professed her love towards him solemnly with a beautiful countenance. 
Wang Tian Huang's emotion was stirred by 'her' confession and deed down within, at that moment, he knew that he loved her deeply and profoundly no matter of 'her' race and 'gender'. He got up and facing her in the anguish of their fate and destiny, now he knew his feeling toward 'her' but he was unable to hug 'her'.
"Xiao Fei! I love you too! I..."
Before he could finish his words, his soul dispersed into smoke. 
"Huang Ke! Don't leave me yet!"
The morning sunlight was unable to subdue the feeling of darkness inside Xiao Fei soul. Her Huang Ke had disappeared and vanished into a thin air.
'Dark Emperor, just wait and see! Even though you are my past life lover, I can't love you in this life, my love only belong to Huang Ke! Don't blame me! You force me into this scrupulous plan!'
Just as she finished with her thought, the Dark Emperor appeared in front of her with his magical teleport power. 
"Ready to go?!!"
Xiao Fei was smiling ear to ear even though her soul was screaming bad words with loathing toward the evil man. 
Intentionally, she pretended to stumble and without fail, the Dark Emperor was embracing her tightly to break her fall. Their breath became one.
And she kissed him, teasingly like the way it was in her past life. 
She wanted to seduce him, but little that she know...
It was a double edge blade seduction plan...
The Dark Emperor kissed back.
Deeply.
Lovingly.
Gratefully.
He was in charge now. She was his prey.
"Oh..", she gasped in great shock. The Dark Emperor tightened his embraced and sucked her lingering warm essence with his deep kiss. 
Subconsciously, she was following his lead and embrace him back tightly while her tongue explored the masculine taste of his lips and hard palate. He was doing the same and their tongue was tangling and dancing to mixed their essence in one blend. 
It was so fulfilling and satisfying.
Unable to hold his desire, the Dark Emperor teleported them to his secret room.
Gently, he lifted her robe upward and pulled her undergarment down the floor with one hand, and released his beast with his other hand.
Xiao Fei was in dazed. What went wrong in her seducing plan? Nothing, it's work, only it's work beyond her imagination. 
She looked down at the Dark Emperor arousal. It was as big as Huang Ke's...
'What am I thinking? I can't betray Huang Ke! But this is not my present body, as long as my heart didn't betray him, I am not an adulterer!'
Then she felt the familiar sensation when the Dark Emperor finally claimed her past life body, still kissing her deeply.
She felt the same way as when she was intimate with Huang Ke. It was a familiar feeling...
Intuitively, she raised her legs to wrap the dark emperor waist. Beside his tight mouth and glittering raven eyes, she couldn't read his expression but his ferocious beast honestly showed her all of his heart burning desire and longing.

Yan Wang Xuan was pumping and humping hard without rhythm. It had been so long since he touched her but everything felt the same. 
She is as delicious as he could remember...
Tight and juicy...
He broke his deep kiss and looked deeply into her facial expression. 
Her eyes were dark purple with desire and she had been moaning nonstop. It was the familiar shameless reaction that triggered his manhood to the point of no return. Even though the soul was not hers, he didn't mind it at all. He was completely enchanted and enthralled by their lovemaking. It was familiar but also a strange feeling. He loved it but also hated his weakness. 
But his body won't stop plundering his goddess body. It's so delicious...
He increasing his pace...
He was stabbing his hard shaft deeper and faster inside her warm core, and she was screamed in great ecstasy. Her body was jerking wildly and uncontrollably. Her strong aftermath triggered his climax desire. For the first time in ever, he was spilling his seeds inside his goddess body. Things that he didn't do in his past lovemaking to prevent pregnancy. Things he didn't have to worry right now since her body was no longer alive with her soul. He was jerking uncontrollably and grunted like a wild animal when he let all of his massive sperm filling her tight flower core.
"Arrgh, Mei Shen!", subconsciously he called on his beloved name.
He hugged her tightly when finally the storm inside him was calming down. 
Then his eyes were widened in disbelief. 
"Darn you, Merman! You dirtied my goddess body!!!"
"You dirtied this body, not me!", she replied defiantly.
Unable to strangle his lover's body at her vulgar remark while looking down at her dirtied area, he sighed hard with a sense of doom and condemnation.
"Clean my goddess body, we are leaving in a short time!"
That being said, he left the secret room with mixed emotions. 

Wiping her past life body with a warm water-soaked towel, Xiao Fei felt a tremendous guilt toward Huang Ke. At the moment of craziness desire, she had called Huang Ke name inwardly. She had thought that the man that was making love with her past body was her present lover. They are of the same build and size, even their essence and scent was similar. If it's not for the different color of their hair, the Dark emperor could pass as Huang Ke. Maybe because the dark emperor engulfed Huang Ke's soul somewhere in his void space? She have to found out where he hide Huang Ke soul and body even in the process she was selling her soul to the devil. 
In the past life, the Dark emperor had betrayed her and caused her demise, and in this present life, she loves another one, thus she shouldn't feel anything from their quick lovemaking. But she failed to do so. She had betrayed her love for Huang Ke. She had given her soul to the devil incarnate, Yan Wang Xuan and probably her heart in the process. 
Yang Wang Xuan...
The unfeeling and icy Dark Emperor, one of the most powerful rulers in the third realms...
The reason for her demise in her past life... 
But...
Shockingly, in this present time, she realized that the Dark Emperor had loved her deeply and unwaveringly. 
Only...
It was another life too late...
They couldn't return to their past life...
From this time onward, her love belonged to her present lover, Huang Ke. 
"Are you ready?", the inpatient hoarse voice behind the secret door was able to reach her because the dark emperor had used his internal force to talk. 
Checking herself on her bronze mirror, she slightly smile at her past life feature and said in a whispered voice, ' I wish I could stay in this body forever so my love to Huang Ke would not be forbidden at this time. But my present body was the one Huang Ke love and it was special because that's way I love him. He loves me for what I am, and petty as I am, I love my present ugly body too much to discarded it for my past life beautiful body!'
"Give me a minute!!!", she answered while fixing her unruly hair into a tight bun. She knew that the Dark emperor didn't like this kind of hair style but right now this body is her own to manage.
What an agony that she would embarked a new journey with her past lover in order to safe her present lover life.
She sighed with resignation and a deep sense of acknowledgement that this time around her fate and destiny belonged to her own. 
She vowed that in this life she would live happily ever after with her present life love. 
The past couldn't repeat itself. 
A new journey waiting for her...

The Sacred Goddess from the Phoenix clan
~ By drinking the Mermaid Queen’s Blood, she become a merman, thus she didn’t know of her true identity and gender.
The Heavenly King from the Dragon clan
~ Save by the sacred goddess, become blood brothers and together they embarked on a journey...
More than friendship...
Secret Love...

Ickapoo can trancend his loneliness through true love, compassion for the Other, transcending Self.
Many recent readings of the Tempest have emphasized the postcolonial aspects to the play, a reading that I find more fitting is a reading of Prospero as a God-like figure who might appear tyrannical on the surface but has in mind the redemption and betterment of those he disciplines. It is after all, Alonso who had displaced Prospero from Naples in collaboration with Sebastian and the enacting of the tempest to bring them to the shores of the island which Prospero and Miranda inhabit is the attempt to bring these sinners to repentance for their wronging of him by bringing them through a moral journey of recognizing their sin and advancing towards repentance. Prospero’s seemingly cruel treatment of his subjects, Ferdinand and Caliban, might also arguably be the stance of discipline in hopes of improving them. Prospero allows Ferdinand to experience hardship in transporting firewood in order that he might see that his struggles are toward an end and goal of being united with Miranda. While Caliban is resentful of Prospero’s control of him, it is Prospero who taught him language while Caliban, a beast of nature from which nurture could never stick, rejects these civilizing processes by claiming language is a curse to him and makes a **** attempt on Miranda, which he does not deny and in fact wishes he had peopled the island with Calibans.
	The problem with a purely postcolonial reading is that it denies the redemptive gestures that Prospero makes towards his subjects. Indeed, Prospero might seem a tyrant on the surface but it is not mere subjugation and power he seeks but the restoration of justice and the moral growth of his subjects, something analogous to God’s control of us humans as subjects. Indeed Caliban is the descendant of the evil witch Sycorax and as such has a pure inclination towards sin and depravity, which is why he makes a **** attempt on Miranda and Prospero’s disciplining of him has moral overtones towards it just as God disciplines those sinners whom he loves and desires the moral growth and betterment of.The problem with viewing Prospero as a mere tyrant is that it overlooks the fact that it was Prospero who was wronged in the first place by Alonso through the illegal and scheming usurpation of his position as head of Naples and Prospero, by orchestrating the events leading to the ship wreck on the island, is seeking to restore justice for a wrong he had suffered and bring moral growth to those he disciplines by bringing them to acknowledge it was evil to usurp his position and wrongly overthrow him as the Duke of Naples.
	A postcolonial reading also ignores the discipline and fortitude Prospero desires to cultivate in Ferdinand, who willingly suffers the hardship of transporting firewood in order to survive the trial to win the prize and hand of Miranda. Indeed the problem with a purely postcolonial reading is that it merely reads from the point of the necessity of resistance to Prospero’s tyrannical power, without recognizing the fact that Prospero’s gestures are civilizing and redemptive with the end of restoring justice and profiting his subjects through their moral growth brought about by his discipline. The emphasis in a postcolonial reading is colonial rule as an evil, while ignoring the civilizing and cultivating effects towards moral growth that Prospero’s rule has on its subjects. It would not be rational to defend Caliban’s **** of Miranda as something that is a right of Caliban, or Caliban’s purported revolt against Prospero after all hehas done to feed, teach and civilize him. Indeed post colonialists argue that the very act of trying to impose civilization on a subject is an act of violence, but as I have argued in a reading of Achebe’s Things Fall Apart not all subjects of colonialism experience the civilizing process as violence, indeed some from the Igbo tribe profit from the adoption of Christian religion as a new structure and order to their lives.
	There are also Christian overtones to the trials that Prospero puts his subjects through. Prospero lets Ferdinand endure hardship in order to earn his prize of the hand of Miranda as well as experience the refining nature of suffering. The masque that Prospero stages with Ariel appearing as a harpy to chastise the usurpers Alonso and Sebastian has also the refining nature of suffering in mind, first to bring them through travails on the island to come to recognition of the sin that has landed them in the trial and bring them towards repentance of their immoral usurpation of Prospero’s title in Naples.
	There is also an analogy for magic as a creative process which Prospero relinquishes by the end of the play, perhaps an echo of Shakespeare’s relinquishing his craft of creative writing, and a suggestion that the creative act itself is a God like process an act which seeks the betterment and moral growth of his subjects, us, his readers. Indeed Shakespeare’s plays have always been highly didactic, with his tragedies exposing the necessary punishment of sin and moral transgression such as Goneril and Regan’s fall towards ruin after ruthlessly usurping Lear’s property and Macbeth’s descent into madness and destruction after murdering Duncan the king.
	Hence Prospero’s magical powers are that of a God like creator who seeks not to imprison and merely subjugate his subjects to bend them to his will but to redeem them and lead to their moral betterment and growth, as was seen in his attempt to give Caliban an education, his attempt to discipline Ferdinand through hardship, and his attempt to bring Alonso and Sebastian towards repentance. A postcolonial reading merely highlights colonialism as violence without acknowledging the redemptive nature of civilization as Alonso and Sebastian learn that sin has consequences, as does Caliban when he is punished by Prospero after his attempted **** of Miranda. Indeed it is true that Prospero tyrannically subjects all his subjects on the island to hardship but it is for their betterment and moral growth, like God desires towards sinners, that Prospero also desires and hence Prospero is not a mere tyrant but like God, a teacher of lessons through the suffering that he brings about in order to instil discipline, repentance and moral growth in his subjects. 
	In Shakespeare’s sonnets, an apollonian love and platonic admiration for a faith youth or fair friend is contrasted with a Dionysian love and lust for the poet’s dark mistress. The platonic love for the fair youth is described as a love which enriches and inspires him, love being a ladder which he ascends in improvement by meditating on the youth’s beauty, while the lust he experiences for the dark mistress is a degrading passion which exhausts him and leaves him bereft of dignity and steeped in shame. Hence sonnet 144:
                               Two loves I have, of comfort and despair
                                Which, like two spirits, do suggest me still
                               The better angel is a man right fair
                               The worser spirit a woman coloured ill.
                               To win me soon to hell my female evil
                               Tempteth my better angel from my side,
                               And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
                               Wooing his purity with her foul pride,
                                And whether that my angel be turned fiend
                               Suspect I may, yet not directly tell
                               But being both from me both to each friend
                             I guess one angel in another’s hell
                              Yet this shall I ne’er know, but live in doubt
                             Till my bad angel fire my good one out
The Dionysian love for the dark mistress is described as an evil and she is described as ‘foul’ and wanton, tempting the better angel, the fair youth from his side. Her female private parts are described pejoratively as a hell ( I guess one angel in another’s hell) and their lustful sensuous relations between Shakespeare as a hell (To win me soon to hell my female evil) and hence the relations with this dark mistress are described as sinful, degrading and shaming. This is seen in another sonnet 129:
                                Th’ expense of spirit in a waste of shame
                                 Is lust in action, and till action, lust
                                Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame
                                Savage, extreme, rude, cruel not to trust
                             Enjoyed no sooner but despised straight
                             Past reason hunted, and no sooner had,
                              Past reason hated as a swallowed bait,
                             On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
                            Mad in pursuit, and in possession so
                           Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme
                            A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe
                           Before, a joy proposed; behind a dream
                          All this the world well knows, yet none knows well
                            To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell
The passion and lust for the dark mistress are thus described in degrading and negative terms as lust, perjured, murd’rous, bloody, full of flame, and described as an expense of spirit in a waste of shame, the opposite of the improving, spiritual, inspiring Platonic love that Shakespeare experiences for the fair youth. Again a woman’s private parts are described pejoratively as a hell that shuns heaven and an entrapment, the love for the dark mistress are thus described as degrading, foul, lust, destined for hell as opposed to the heaven he experiences with the fair youth. The lust he experiences for the dark mistress is thus a damning one in which he does not experience spiritual edification as he does with the youth but damnation and degradation. The lustful and degrading nature of the sensual relations between Shakespeare and the dark mistress are contrasted with the improving, Platonic love for the fair youth in in sonnet 116:
                                Let me not to the marriage of true minds
                                Admit impediments; love is not love
                                 Which alters when it alteration finds,
                                Or bends with the remover to remove,
                              O no, it is an ever-fixed mark, 
                              That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
                               It is the star to every wand’ring bark
                             Whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken.
                              Love’s not Time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
                            Within his bending sickle’s compass come
                             Love alters not with his brief hour and weeks
                             But bears it out even to the edge of doom
                               If this be error and upon me proved
                                 I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
The Platonic love with the fair youth is thus described as a marriage of true minds, a mental and spiritual connections and a marriage of intellect and soul rather than bodily degradation, a foul and degrading lust with the dark mistress, it is abiding as an ever fixed mark and thus lasts much longer than the temporal satiation of lust Shakespeare experiences with the dark mistress and this is seen again when he states that Love is not time’s fool though rosy lips and cheeks within Time’s sickle come, the love for the fair youth is thus depicted as Platonic and eternal contrasted with the  temporary satiation of degrading lust as rosy lips and cheeks Shakespeare experiences with the dark mistress. The love for the fair youth is thus Platonic, eternal, unshakeable and somewhat immortal as well as  pure compared with the degrading lust and sensual passion Shakespeare experiences with the dark mistress.The love for the fair youth is also described as a form of self-love in sonnet 62
                                  Sin of self- love possesseth all mine eye
                                   And all my soul, and all my every part
                                 And for this sin there is no remedy
                                   It is grounded inward in my heart
                                     Methinks no face so gracious as mine
                                 No shape so true, no truth of such account,
                                  And for myself mine own worth do define
                                 As I all other in all worth’s surmount
                                  But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
                                  Beated and chopped with tanned antiquity
                               Mine own self-love quite contrary I read
                                   Self, so self-loving, were iniquity
                                     ‘Tis thee (myself) that for myself I praise
                                    Painting my age with the beauty of thy days
The love for the fair youth is thus described as a self-love, an idealization of the youth as a younger version of himself as Shakespeare ‘paints’ his ‘age with the beauty of thy days’. Again, we see that the love for the fair youth is an idealized one in which he identifies a younger version of himself in the youth and thus experiences a self-love which he transfers as affection to the youth.Indeed, Shakespeare’s ideal love is a form of self-love since he loves none better than himself, in contrast the sexual difference with the dark mistress proves to be not love but lust in an expense of spirit that degrades him sensually rather than improving him and inspiring him spiritually. In contrast to this Platonic, idealized and improving love the love for the dark mistress is not idealized at all but experienced as ordinary and mundane in sonnet 130:
                                           My mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun;
                                            Coral is far more red than her lip’s red,
                                             If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun
                                            If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head
                                              I have seen roses damasked, red and white
                                             But no roses see I in her cheeks;
                                            Again in some perfumes is there more delight
                                          Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks
                                         I love to hear her speak yet well I know
                                        That music hath a far more pleasing sound,
                                        I grant I never saw a goddess go,
                                       My mistress when she walks treads on the ground
                                      And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
                                     As any she belied with false compare
Shakespeare does not idealize the mistress hence or put her on a pedestal, he recognizes that she is of no spectacular or extraordinary beauty, her eyes are nothing like the sun and her lips are not bright red, her hairs are stiff like wires and her cheeks are pale rather than rosy, aside from that she has body odour and her voice is not in the least musical, she is no goddess and she is a mere mortal who treads the ground. And yet Shakespeare experiences a love that is rarer than any belied with false compare, his love for her is exquisite and unique rather than tainted with false glamorizing and glorification of her, it is a love for the very ordinary and mundane nature of his mistress that he experiences rather than the idealized immortal love he experiences for the fair youth.
	Two loves are thus contrasted in the sonnets, a Platonic, idealized, immortal and inspiring love Shakespeare experiences for the fair youth and a degrading, sensual, sinful and debaucherous love he experiences for the dark mistress in which Shakespeare does not idealize her or put her on a pedestal and recognizes that she is mortal and no goddess but nonetheless he appreciates her fully with all her deficiencies and defects. Shakespeare thus makes an unusual ode to love in its multifaceted and varied forms, platonic and sensual, idealized and mundane.
 







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Smiling, Rafael went out of his home.  He got close to Dark right away. They meet in the middle and then standstill.
"How do you do?" said Dark.
"You're still the same, don't you know how to smile?" Rafael said then pressed both cheeks of Dark just to smile.
"Of all the souls I've picked up from the last decade, you're the only one who's happy because you're dead." Said Dark.
"You know who makes me happy and excited,"  said Rafael
Rafael stood beside Dark and watched his small house.  In Rafael's house, there were quite a few people. These are Rafael's adopted children.  When Martha passed away, Rafael nearly committed suicide. Dark stopped him, though. Dark goes there all the time.  In a couple of months that Dark visited Rafael, he always wanted to kill Dark, but what exactly can a normal person do to an angel?
"Do you want to see Karen?"  Rafael asked
Dark got a little stunned. "She is in there.  You know she was a great doctor, right? Most of her patients are grateful to her for being a humble and kind physician. "  said Rafael
Dark didn't answer. Even though Karen couldn't see Dark, he wasn't brave enough to see the woman.
"You know Dark, I don't understand why you can't be in love with humans?  Isn't Boss G is love, why are you angels forbidden? "  Rafael asked
The Rafael in front of Dark now is a 25 years old Rafael, but the Rafael who died is already 92 years old. He waited a long time for his time to be with Martha. Dark told Rafael about the baby left by a parent in a trash can near Rafael's house.  And since then, Rafael has forgotten to commit suicide.  This child is Karen, Dark's first love, and her first and final breach of the law of life.
"It's been a long time that you haven't visited me. I should be mad at you, but since you're taking me to Martha, I'll forget what you did. "  Said, Rafael
Rafael shoved Dark inside the house. There were Rafael's four adoptive children, two girls and two boys, Karen being the oldest among them. They are aged today and have their own family. Rafael has grandchildren, from his grandchildren.
"Why didn't you beautify your home, your adoptive children are already rich," said Dark.
Rafael laughed slightly. "Although this house will rebuild, nobody will live here. You said that my children are rich.  They will not live in this kind of place. "
Dark was surprised when someone broke into his body.  Karen came by and broke into his body. She turned around and hugged herself when she got goosebumps. Their faces are so close together that Dark almost kissed the woman, thankfully he's invisible.
"My first-born beauty never fades, does it, Dark?" Rafael said smiling.
Dark hasn't spoken a word. He looked at her. Even though Dark shows up, Karen won't remember him, Azra wipes her memory of Dark. Karen's 65 nowadays, but what Dark sees is a 17-year-old Karen. He didn't expect him to be close to her and fall in love with her, which is forbidden. Karen can't afford to live in the same house with Dark because every minute they're together, Dark can accidentally take Karen's life.  If he hadn't followed Azra, Karen could have been dead by the time she was 19. Dark would have chosen to leave the woman and forget her so that she would live longer and Azra seems right, creatures like them would never fall in love with humans.
"She didn't get married when I ask why she didn't get married. She doesn't seem to know, and she doesn't want to. "  Rafael said. "So here I died with no grandchild from her."
"You just died, you became a talker.  Martha will shock when she sees you. "  Said Dark
Rafael laughed.  "You're still mean to me."
Dark turned to his watch.  "Let's go."
"Just a minute," replied Rafael.
Rafael came out quickly, Dark followed.  He found Rafael collecting flowers. He smiled and drew near to Dark.
"For Martha," told Rafael.
Dark just shook his head and he touched Rafael's shoulder.
*************
"Liz!" Lindsey yells.
Elize smiles upon seeing her. She called her early to say that she would pick her up at their house and they will go to university together.
"Elize, forgive her mouth.  I don't know why she's the way she is.  I once thought because maybe I like to eat expired milk when I was pregnant with her so that's the result."  Lindsey's Mom's funny story
Elize even bothered to go to Linsey's house even though it was far from where she lived.
"Mommy, are you saying anything to Elize again?" said Lindsey.
"Nothing! I just said it's embarrassing for Elize, our home is a long way from her home but she came here just to pick you up. " Lindsey's mom said so.
"That's how much Elize loves me, Mom," Lindsey said she went on to Elize.  "Let's go, friend!"
Lindsey hugged Elize, then took her out of the house.  Elize just waved to Lindsey's mom.
On the way, Lindsey was busy taking reading the magazine. She tells Elize what she reads.
"You believe in rumours." Elize's comment.
"You know, they're on the same station, they're probably sick of seeing each other.  Plus, most of the artists don't have happy endings. "  Said, Lindsey
"There are many, aren't there?" asked Elize.
"Yes, so what happens is they exchange partners," Lindsey said.
Elize's phone rang.  East's name can be seen on the screen. She immediately responded to her call through a Bluetooth headset.
"East, what's up?"  Elize asked
"Where are you?  You left home early. "  East asked
"Why?  Are you in need of anything?" asked Elize.
"Let's have dinner later, my treat."  Said East
"I and Lindsey are going for a walk later," said Elize.
Lindsey looked at Elize when she heard her name.
"Where? I'm coming with you.  Please please! "  said East
"I can't make a decision right now.  Just get back to me this afternoon. "  Said Elize
"Okay, all right.  Bye! "  said East
Elize off the call. She turned right when she came into the university parking lot. When she sees a vacant space, she immediately pulled over.
"Who is East?  You never told me about him! "  said Lindsey
"He's a close friend,"  Elize replied
"Just a close friend?  Really?"  Lindsey's office
"Yes!  East is my childhood friend. "  Said Elize
"Your childhood friend invited you on a date?" Lindsey joked again.
"He's payin' back on me. So what? Are you going with us? "  said Elize
"It's a date, Liz. I don't want to be a chaperone, it's embarrassing. "  Said, Lindsey
"I told you it isn't a date. He said he will pay for everything. I'm thinking of going to the bar later, what do you think?"  Said Elize
"Geez, why didn't you tell me right away.  All right, I'll come! "  said Lindsey with a laugh
Elize smiled.
************
"Trans."
Trans turned to Dark and smiled a little.
"I'm better looking than you, of course," said Trans with a smile.
"All right, if that's what you believe. Anyway, You want to go with me? "  Dark asked
"Where?"  Trans asked, furrowed
"I bought a house," said Dark. "I want you to check it out."
Trans was dumbfounded, looking at Dark. When Dark noticed him, he immediately left in front of Trans and returned to his desk.
"Are you serious?"  Trans asked.
Trans knew he had a stupid question.  He couldn't even understand why Dark suddenly wanted to show him his house; he was happy.
"As long as you're not busy with backlogs." Said Dark.
Dark walked again, he was heading out of the office.
"You can check me out at the university if you want," Dark said until he left the office.
Trans smiled widely when Auie went into the office.
"You got a great smile, baby!" said Auie.
Auie sat on Trans's lap, then swung his arms around him.
"Dark is supposed to take me to his new house,"  Trans said happily
"Has he got home yet?  It's enviable. " Auie said she left Trans' lap and sat on the couch.  "Baby, I got something to eat, let's eat."
Trans got up right away and approached Auie. He looked at Auie.  The woman noticed this.
"Why do you stare at me?" said Auie.
"Do you no longer like Dark?" asked Trans seriously.
"Why did you ask all of a sudden?" asked Auie.

She put the food for Trans on the table.
"You had liked him for a long time, 200 years, if I am not mistaken, you suddenly liked me," said Trans.
Auie looked at Trans.  "Ask what you want to know, you're still wandering around, baby.  Come on, spill it! "
"I'm just wondering, do you like me?  Is this because I was interested in you? "  Trans asked

Auie stopped what she was doing. Dark and I had this conversation.  No matter how hard I try, he won't like me. He says that my eyes and emotions should not focus exclusively on him alone.  He also said that I didn't see who was meant for me because I was only looking at him.  He said to stop hoping because he had no plans to love. "
"Why me? Is it because when I became your boyfriend, you were always seeing Dark? "  Trans asked. "You are my first love Auie, I only care about my heart too."
Trans knows what he's asking is as stupid as he is. If Auie suddenly punched him, he can't blame her.
"Why you?  Because you're nice, you think of me as a friend even though I always insult and hate you. I don't know why I feel that way about you, I just realized that Dark was right. "  Said Auie
"What did Dark tell you?" Trans's curious question.
"I'm not mad at you, I just thought of it.  I'm just ashamed to admit it. That you're everything to me. Dark's handsome, but he's boring.  He can't smile, if we stay together, I'll look crazy when I'm around him. "  Said Auie. "I'll laugh along with my jokes, you get what I mean?"
He laughed at everything Auie said. Auie got right close to Trans.
When you're with me, we're always happy, right?  I'm not going to look crazy." Auie said. "Because you're crazier than me."
Auie and Trans giggled. "I just love you the way you are, Trans. Dark is just part of my past, and you are my present."
"I can be your future if you like," Trans said.
Auie just smile and pinched Trans both ears.  "Will you come with me later to Dark's house?"  Trans asked
"Of course. I can cook for both of you. "  Said Auie

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Smiling, Rafael went out of his home. He got close to Dark right away. They meet in the middle and then stand still. 

"How do you do?" said Dark. 

"You're still the same, don't you know how to smile?" Rafael said then pressed both cheeks of Dark just to smile. 

"Of all the souls I've picked up from the last decade, you're the only one who's happy because you're dead." Said Dark. 

"You know who makes me happy and excited," said Rafael 

Rafael stood beside Dark and watched his small house. In Rafael's house, there were quite a few people. These are Rafael's adopted children. When Martha passed away, Rafael nearly committed suicide. Dark stopped him, though. Dark goes there all the time. In a couple of months that Dark visited Rafael, he always wanted to kill Dark, but what exactly can a normal person do to an angel? 

"Do you want to see Karen?" Rafael asked 

Dark got a little stunned. “She is in there. You know she was a great doctor, right? Most of her patients are grateful to her for being a humble and kind physician. ” said Rafael 

Dark didn't answer. Even though Karen couldn't see Dark, he wasn't brave enough to see the woman. 

"You know Dark, I don't understand why you can't be in love with humans? Isn't Boss G is love, why are you angels forbidden? ” Rafael asked 

The Rafael in front of Dark now is a 25 years old Rafael, but the Rafael who died is already 92 years old. He waited a long time for his time to be with Martha. Dark told Rafael about the baby left by a parent in a trash can near Rafael's house. And since then, Rafael has forgotten to commit suicide. This child is Karen, Dark's first love, and her first and final breach of the law of life. 

"It's been a long time that you haven't visited me. I should be mad at you, but since you're taking me to Martha, I'll forget what you did. ” Said, Rafael 

Rafael shoved Dark inside the house. There were Rafael's four adoptive children, two girls and two boys, Karen being the oldest among them. They are aged today and have their own family. Rafael has grandchildren, from his grandchildren. 

"Why didn't you beautify your home, your adoptive children are already rich," said Dark. 

Rafael laughed slightly. "Although this house will rebuild, nobody will live here. You said that my children are rich. They will not live in this kind of place. ” 

Dark was surprised when someone broke into his body. Karen came by and broke into his body. She turned around and hugged herself when she got goosebumps. Their faces are so close together that Dark almost kissed the woman, thankfully he's invisible. 

"My first-born beauty never fades, does it, Dark?" Rafael said smiling. 

Dark hasn't spoken a word. He looked at her. Even though Dark shows up, Karen won't remember him, Azra wipes her memory of Dark. Karen's 65 nowadays, but what Dark sees is a 17-year-old Karen. He didn't expect him to be close to her and fall in love with her, which is forbidden. Karen can't afford to live in the same house with Dark because every minute they're together, Dark can accidentally take Karen's life. If he hadn't followed Azra, Karen could have been dead by the time she was 19. Dark would have chosen to leave the woman and forget her so that she would live longer and Azra seems right, creatures like them would never fall in love with humans. 

“She didn't get married when I ask why she didn't get married. She doesn't seem to know, and she doesn't want to. ” Rafael said. "So here I died with no grandchild from her." 

"You just died, you became a talker. Martha will shock when she sees you. ” Said Dark 

Rafael laughed. "You're still mean to me." 

Dark turned to his watch. "Let's go." 

"Just a minute," replied Rafael. 

Rafael came out quickly, Dark followed. He found Rafael collecting flowers. He smiled and drew near to Dark. 

"For Martha," told Rafael. 

Dark just shook his head and he touched Rafael's shoulder. 

************* 

"Liz!" Lindsey yells. 

Elize smiles upon seeing her. She called her early to say that she would pick her up at their house and they will go to university together. 

"Elize, forgive her mouth. I don't know why she's the way she is. I once thought because maybe I like to eat expired milk when I was pregnant with her so that's the result.” Lindsey's Mom's funny story 

Elize even bothered to go to Linsey's house even though it was far from where she lived. 

"Mommy, are you saying anything to Elize again?" said Lindsey. 

“Nothing! I just said it's embarrassing for Elize, our home is a long way from her home but she came here just to pick you up. ” Lindsey's mom said so. 

"That's how much Elize loves me, Mom," Lindsey said she went on to Elize. "Let's go, friend!" 

Lindsey hugged Elize, then took her out of the house. Elize just waved to Lindsey's mom. 

On the way, Lindsey was busy taking reading the magazine. She tells Elize what she reads. 

"You believe in rumours." Elize's comment. 

"You know, they're on the same station, they're probably sick of seeing each other. Plus, most of the artists don't have happy endings. ” Said, Lindsey 

"There are many, aren't there?" asked Elize. 

"Yes, so what happens is they exchange partners," Lindsey said. 

Elize's phone rang. East's name can be seen on the screen. She immediately responded to her call through a Bluetooth headset. 

"East, what's up?" Elize asked 

“Where are you? You left home early. ” East asked 

“Why? Are you in need of anything?" asked Elize. 

"Let's have dinner later, my treat." Said East 

"I and Lindsey are going for a walk later," said Elize. 

Lindsey looked at Elize when she heard her name. 

“Where? I'm coming with you. Please please! ” said East 

"I can't make a decision right now. Just get back to me this afternoon. ” Said Elize 

“Okay, all right. Bye! ” said East 

Elize off the call. She turned right when she came into the university parking lot. When she sees a vacant space, she immediately pulled over. 

“Who is East? You never told me about him! ” said Lindsey 

"He's a close friend," Elize replied 

“Just a close friend? Really?" Lindsey's office 

"Yes! East is my childhood friend. ” Said Elize 

"Your childhood friend invited you on a date?" Lindsey joked again. 

“He's payin' back on me. So what? Are you going with us? ” said Elize 

“It's a date, Liz. I don't want to be a chaperone, it's embarrassing. ” Said, Lindsey 

“I told you it isn't a date. He said he will pay for everything. I'm thinking of going to the bar later, what do you think?” Said Elize 

"Geez, why didn't you tell me right away. All right, I'll come! ” said Lindsey with a laugh 

Elize smiled. 

************ 

"Trans." 

Trans turned to Dark and smiled a little. 

"I'm better looking than you, of course," said Trans with a smile. 

“All right, if that's what you believe. Anyway, You want to go with me? ” Dark asked 

"Where?" Trans asked, furrowed 

"I bought a house," said Dark. "I want you to check it out." 

Trans was dumbfounded, looking at Dark. When Dark noticed him, he immediately left in front of Trans and returned to his desk. 

"Are you serious?" Trans asked. 

Trans knew he had a stupid question. He couldn't even understand why Dark suddenly wanted to show him his house; he was happy. 

"As long as you're not busy with backlogs." Said Dark. 

Dark walked again, he was heading out of the office. 

"You can check me out at the university if you want," Dark said until he left the office. 

Trans smiled widely when Auie went into the office. 

"You got a great smile, baby!" said Auie. 

Auie sat on Trans's lap, then swung his arms around him. 

"Dark is supposed to take me to his new house," Trans said happily 

“Has he got home yet? It's enviable. ” Auie said she left Trans' lap and sat on the couch. "Baby, I got something to eat, let's eat." 

Trans got up right away and approached Auie. He looked at Auie. The woman noticed this. 

"Why do you stare at me?" said Auie. 

"Do you no longer like Dark?" asked Trans seriously. 

"Why did you ask all of a sudden?" asked Auie. 

She put the food for Trans on the table. 

"You had liked him for a long time, 200 years, if I am not mistaken, you suddenly liked me," said Trans. 

Auie looked at Trans. “Ask what you want to know, you're still wandering around, baby. Come on, spill it! ” 

“I'm just wondering, do you like me? Is this because I was interested in you? ” Trans asked 

Auie stopped what she was doing. Dark and I had this conversation. No matter how hard I try, he won't like me. He says that my eyes and emotions should not focus exclusively on him alone. He also said that I didn't see who was meant for me because I was only looking at him. He said to stop hoping because he had no plans to love. ” 

“Why me? Is it because when I became your boyfriend, you were always seeing Dark? ” Trans asked. "You are my first love Auie, I only care about my heart too." 

Trans knows what he's asking is as stupid as he is. If Auie suddenly punched him, he can't blame her. 

"Why you? Because you're nice, you think of me as a friend even though I always insult and hate you. I don't know why I feel that way about you, I just realized that Dark was right. ” Said Auie 

"What did Dark tell you?" Trans's curious question. 

“I'm not mad at you, I just thought of it. I'm just ashamed to admit it. That you're everything to me. Dark's handsome, but he's boring. He can't smile, if we stay together, I'll look crazy when I'm around him. ” Said Auie. "I'll laugh along with my jokes, you get what I mean?" 

He laughed at everything Auie said. Auie got right close to Trans. 

"When you're with me, we're always happy, right? I'm not going to look crazy.” Auie said. "Because you're crazier than me." 

Auie and Trans giggled. "I just love you the way you are, Trans. Dark is just part of my past, and you are my present." 

"I can be your future if you like," Trans said. 

Auie just smile and pinched Trans both ears. "Will you come with me later to Dark's house?" Trans asked 

"Of course. I can cook for both of you. ” Said Auie

In a world where mankind lives between good and bad, there are hidden secrets that can neither be explained nor understood. Unbeknownst to human, there are strange creatures who live in the world they live in.  To socialize and live normally like a normal human. They are on a mission with the people. Help and protect humanity, and keep the balance of nature by reclaiming the souls of the deceased.

  Elize, a cool undercover woman will cause them headaches and test their patience. How can Lucian, the Guardian Angel, protect Elize if she is not afraid to die?  What must Dark, an Angel of Death, do to stop her from being added to the list of troubled souls who have caused them to suffer for thousands of years.

  What happens if, Aza, one of the fallen angels, the Angel of Mischief, intervenes.

  How can both Guardians fulfil their mission if Elize is obstinate and Aza meddle?

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