How development work... always in upward but what if it went to starting. Humans are struggling to survive but not from any other.they are struggling to live by fish low.

Its 2072,Everything that was on Earth is over, but people still live here.after a nuclear attack on whole earth...
its no more earth,its only seven lands where people struggling to live.
This attack brought the whole earth to the brink of destruction, but after the attack, whoever accidentally breathed in it only for a short time without any filter Some part of his sense was greatly increased.This power is only the senses that are your weakest sense.
Despite this, if anyone breathes it for a long time, then that air only kills it.
Raman is here accidentally from some other time And he is unable to guess anything, so which sense will increase for him.
Now water is not so easy on seven lands and Raman is thirsty, so where will the search for water take him......or the search will become a great journey.

World is cruel and lacks meaning

Raised as a poor orphan at the imperial outskirts, Evan never had to choose what he was going to do.

Incorporated in the cadet corps at the young age of ten. Enrolled into academy after reaching age of fifteen. Killed first barbarian before crossing the mark of eighteen years spend on the face of the earth.

As his achievements pile up and friends he made starts to vanish from the relentless slashes of barbarian axes, he grow an intention to retire.

Together with remaining two friends, he finally leave the hellish battleground to finally cash out the service they had given to Emperor to create their own home!

Ben, from a prestigious family located in England, met his end poisoned by the Messinas family yet encountered fortune on his deathbed.

"System Initiation Conditions Met..."

"Initiating..."

"Welcome Host,
To Godly..."

This novel has been ceased: the route this novel was following was not really a good idea in the first place...

ATTENTION: This series is currently being developed. Time of release will be April 2nd.

I had won... I had survived! And I had the notice to proof it!

[You survived the perilous event, due to this <Survival lv 7> advances to <Survival lv 8>.]

[Due to the quick and intelligent judgements during the struggle to survive <Jinsokku lv 3> advances to <Jinsokku lv 4> and you gain +1 in INT. Because of the careful planning and depletion of ones own mana you gain +1 WIS.]

[You are on fire.]

Realization struck as I read the final notice, quickly I rolled from side to side hoping it would completely shut out the flames.

Because of the struggle I even gained another point in <Burning Resistance> and <Heat Resistance>.

After the flames had finally subdued a final window popped up, which told me I had leveled up!

[Due to enough accumulated experience <Baby Ragnoss lv 1> advances to <Baby Ragnoss lv 2>

In turn this completely healed me of any status effects, damage or tiredness. Not that I needed the status healing anymore...

Carefully I looked around after a few koments it became apparent that I was alone in the area,
giving me the perfect opportunity to look at my status window.

[Ragnoss lv 2
Name: Mira
Title: <Brutalize>
<Messenger of The Celestial Beasts> 

Attributes:

HP: 200 (+5)
MP: 210 (+5)
SP: 117 (recovery rate 4,56 sp per second) (+2)
Armor: 27,5 (+5) (11% damage reduction) (+1)
Physical ATK: 34 - 41
Physical DEF: 32
Magical ATK: 12
Magical DEF: 12

STR: 22 (+12) (+1)
DEX: 29 (+12) (+1)
VIT: 15 (+34) (+1)
INT: 12 (+12) (+1)
WIS: 12 (+12) (+1)
LUK: 15 (+25) (+1)

Attribute Points to spend: 57]

That was when I realized that I had not chosen where to include the passive upgrade for one of my attributes... but now... the time was right!

Taking the previous encounters and fights into account it became quite obvious which I had to choose, but was that really the beast choice?

In my last fight it became apparent I had barely survived it by luck, precision and efficiency with my attacks. Taking into account that I got badly injured by both salamanders, I though to myself either, Health, Armor or VIT would be the best options to go for.

Still... I had to think this through,
because... it could be an opportunity like this would never present itself again!

Thinking this way a permanent attack, magical or elemental boost could proof even more efficient...

Owh!!! Moah!!! This is really difficult to choose, damnit!! After lashing out my frustrations,

I slowly calmed down. Which allowed be to continue my thinking patterns for my personal development.

Speed could also be the better option this time around as it would allow me an all round solution...

Not only could I react to anything faster, and limit the options of my opponents. I could also increase the speed of my attacks lashing out more swiftly. Which in turn allowed me to dodge more efficiently as well.

Taking everything into consideration my health seemed to be at an appropriate rate compared to my level, so the best three options that were left were either my magic development, strength or dexterity.

And as it took it upon myself that the challenges would only steadily increase in difficulty the best option was for me to actually increase all of them...

But, I didn't want to be come a "jack of all trades" or "master of none" which was how they liked to call it back in my previous life.

So... I had to choose which attribute to excel at wisely. And as "Magic", "Strenght" and "Stealth" all went hand in hand with the speed of movement. It quickly became apparent which one I had to choose.

But before I did... it was important to first distribute my points accordingly.

[Ragnoss lv 2
Name: Mira
Title: <Brutalize>
<Messenger of The Celestial Beasts> 

Attributes:

HP: 200
MP: 210
SP: 117 (recovery rate 4,56 sp per second)
Armor: 27,5 (+5) (11% damage reduction)
Physical ATK: 34 - 41
Physical DEF: 32
Magical ATK: 12
Magical DEF: 12

STR: 27 (+12)
DEX: 50 (+12) (+1)
VIT: 20 (+34)
INT: 25 (+12)
WIS: 25 (+12)
LUK: 15 (+25)

Attribute Points to spend: 0]

"Do you wish to confirm you passive addition and permanent add (+1) to DEX?" [YES]/[NO]

being certain of my choice I pushed the [YES] button with my tongue. The message glitches and did not register my answer, quickly after a notice popped uo that the confirmation of a foot print needed to be used as input.

A bit annoyed by this... I complied anyway.
Slowly putting down my claw on the [YES] button.

The system thanked me for the answer and quickly after gave me serveral notices.

[Thank you for your input! Since the answer has been confirmed after leveling up reveral times over, "The Creator" would like to reward you with a (+1) on the selected attribute for every level you've gained so far.

Amounting to a total of (+12) points.]

I knew this wasn't a normal reward, because it instantly increased my point amount with a fourth of the infested points.

[Due to user acquiring 50 points in DEX the user unlocked the following passive title;

Novice Adjustment;

At ancient times one developed a consciousness, a thought process to learn and observe. The power to asjust oneself allows greater development within the mind.

+5% speed, aura body rance and awareness.
+5% Physical ATK
+5 DEX & VIT
+2 STR, INT & WIS]

Unable to grasp the existence of attribute titles,
I got overwhelmed by emotion...

My entire body shiffered from top to bottom as I couldn't believe how much I had gained through the system in this world...

I mean... if there was something I was flat out unable to deny, it would have been the fact that... even if the world felt like an insanely hardcore videogame, similar to the franchise popular for their impossible difficulties... even thought I hated to admit it...

Like those games this world was just as fair in a sense... even if I was fighting to the death, clinging onto life, never ever was there a moment where I felt cheated by the system.

After marveling over my newly acquired title I quiclly opened my status window allowing me to check on the development of my skills.

[Ragnoss lv 2
Name: Mira
Title: <Brutalize>
<Messenger of The Celestial Beasts> 

Attributes:

HP: 295
MP: 390
SP: 158 (recovery rate 4,56 sp per second)
Armor: 27,5 (+5) (11% damage reduction)
Physical ATK: 41 - 79
Physical DEF: 41
Magical ATK: 19,5
Magical DEF: 19,5

STR: 27 (+14)
DEX: 62 (+17)
VIT: 20 (+39)
INT: 25 (+14)
WIS: 25 (+14)
LUK: 15 (+25)

Attribute Points to spend: 0]

I couldn't believe my eyes! Compared to when I was born... the development was astounding...
I simple could not think of words to express my gratitude and happiness towards my personal achievements.

But... like my friends used to mention;
All things, good or bad, eventually come to an end, and as the final sentence of the chapter echoes throughout the minds of many...

The dawn of a new chapter begins anew!
This time around... it was best to be prepared.
Which is why it was best to come up with serveral tactics. 

Ones I didn't need to think hard on during the hunting of prey or not to mention the fights for survival.

As I listed all my usefully abilities quickly the first came to mind;

01: From The Shadows:

In this tactic I would hide my pressence within the shadows, carefully observing said peey or foe until the opporrunity presents itself to strick their weakspots.

02: Hit & Run:

Hitting those from afar and quickly hiding in plain sight allows one to regroup and keep prey and foes alike at bay.

03: Gorilla-Tactics:

Getting in close and personal, only to ignite those with flames, quickly combining the flamss with acis allowing explosions to take care of foes.

Note: only use as surefire attack or in a pinch to break free.

04: Close & Personal:

Using jumping, Climbing, Scratching and Tail attacks to set up a finisher with <Petrification Gaze>.

05: Rip & Tear:

Jumping on the prey or foes, catching them off guard for close combat options, can use a combination of fire & acid conjuration to ignite those from within.

Content with five different tactics, basically oen for every situation, I quickly jumped of the floating platform towards the other side of the molten river.

As I savely landed on the other side,
I realized something crucial...

I had forgotten about the smooth rock or egg?
But as I was unable to return to the place I had let go of it, it was best to forget about it...

But just when I had made peace with the idea... shadows grew taller from the edges of the area.

The shadows became bigger as they slowly closed in on me... Quickly I hid in the shadows as the source of light revealed itself to me...

Mira a young isolated otaku, tends to himself when he and the entirety of his classmates get exterminated under mysterious circumstances...

Waking up he finds himself in the depths of a dungeon, not as a human... But as a lizard!!

Can he survive? And what challenges will await him it this dark abyss?

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Projects for in the future;
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- Project 05: Rejuvenation of Arcane & Metal
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- Project 07: Why Is Everyday Life As An Incubus So Awkward?
- Project 08: Being A Dog in Another World,
Can Be Quite Challenging!

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Hinata peered at her status window. It was clear to her that such a program was not only exclusively for her, but for all living people in the world.
For them it was a huge chance to continue their existence, even if they did not yet understand it. For a while, they will think of it as a vital game, where their survival and development was at stake.
Nothing could be hidden forever, especially the truth. Sooner or later, it will open to them and shake this world. But by that time, they will be ready, perhaps or not. Too many variables made it difficult to correctly calculate the future.
Naruto, even if he could, he wouldn't do it. There were several reasons for this kind of action, but they all boiled down to one thing; personal interest in observing the development and progress of humanity.
He lived in a developed world with publicly available information, where any event could fly around the world in a matter of seconds. An event that took place in a distant place, inaccessible to an ordinary person, could be viewed, analyzed and drawn conclusions based on the information provided.
Thus, development was rapidly gaining momentum and conquering ever greater technological heights; however, in a world where so-called energy is available, technological progress has remained in the background. Even if there were some progressive developments, this still did not negate the fact that the world was still in stagnation.
Chakra was useful in many areas of life, together with technology they could take a step far beyond the development of his past world; his world, which in fact may not exist anymore or may have already been destroyed.
Chakra was not the best energy in the universe. But even with her, many things could be done that would be more amazing than he had seen in the past.
Naruto has created enough experimental worlds in his immortal life. Each of them was amazing in its own way, but none of them before that had energy that could be used by humans.
Until now, his path was not easy and after passing it, he still cannot manage some events.
Criteria and rules are created for the existence of all living things, and thus imposes restrictions on Naruto himself, in turn he cannot be the full owner of everything. It was simply impossible. After many of his attempts, he found a higher law that provided for such an alignment of things.
His goals were just pipe dreams. But Naruto did not want to give up and came up with a complex concept along which the world would move and the corresponding characters, whose actions would contribute to progress along this road.
It was for this reason that his second incarnation was created, which from the shadows guided and hurt those who needed it; even Hinata, who was created by the original author, had little chance of being the final link in this whole thing. But as previously mentioned, things don't always go the way we want them to.
Naruto had done a great job on a project that was to be his greatest creation. As long as humanity is ready to spend their efforts on this, they had a chance of success.
The main thing about this was that Hinata accepted the offer and agreed to go with him. Without her, nothing would have happened.
Hinata received from him the true essence of Yin, which must develop and evolve, for the supreme law of creation.
Yin and Yang are not only the power that Naruto possessed to create, but also two opposite entities - the supreme law, where they must support each other.
Only after the balance is in place is there an opportunity for something really worthwhile and important.
Naruto was currently standing in the sky watching the events taking place below. He was shocked by the behavior of people at this stage.
Many shinobi would simply give their pills to others. This really piqued his interest. The psychology of people is difficult to predict in such conditions. That is why what is happening can be called extraordinary.
The clans, in particular, had their advantage, as they had a lot of ordinary people. Each of them received a pill that allowed ordinary people to use their chakra to the fullest. After its ingestion, the volume was determined by the dispositions of physical and mental energy.
In the status window, one could see the rating of the Body and Intelligence, which, using a complex calculating program, calculated the result and provided chakra in an amount equal to the physical indicators if the Intelligence was equal to or higher than the body indicator.
In simple words, if the Intelligence was equal to A rank, and the body had only C rank, then the chakra was filled up to the maximum reserves of volume that a person can withstand in accordance with his limitations.
In this case, the remainder leaves the body and dissipates in the air.
Some have guessed about this and the rest of the time they tried to develop the physical condition to the required level in order to get the best benefit.
However, this only applied to those who received the pill absolutely free. In the context of the assignment, there was no reward for people who did not make any effort to achieve the goal.
This happened for various reasons, but there were quite a large number of people who could not fulfill the conditions for receiving awards.
Thus, the reward - in the form of improving the body and chakra channels to a level that can produce chakra in the volume that the mind and body can produce - they will not receive.
Unfortunately, this system did not work in the opposite direction. If a person's body indicators were high, and intelligence was low, then the chakra will be filled only at the level that the mind can develop.
And in order to raise their intellectual capabilities, one day was clearly not enough.
The system was clearly racist. She selected and gave a bonus to people with intelligence, subsequently improving the body; while with a trained body, idiots got absolutely nothing.
Was that fair? Of course not. But the one who started all this did not care deeply about the opinion of stupid idiots. Let them grow wiser and solve their problems on their own. Wasting effort on them is a thankless task.
The first stage was already ending, which lasted exactly one day. The Kage discussed the recent situation at the meeting.
None of them knew how to react to this and decided to stop any hostilities against each other and watch the development of events.
This was the most correct approach at the moment.
Their feelings told them about something great approaching; it was impossible to put personal interests above the possible existing danger.
With that, they finished the meeting of the five Kage and each went to their own village in order to take control of the situation.
The number of victims did not exceed three-digit number in the world, which meant that the first stage was more than satisfactory.
Hinata spent the whole day in order to complete the task and receive the corresponding reward.
She understood that Naruto could easily create hidden conditions and tasks to receive various bonuses.
Hinata wanted to find them at this time.

Jeff Ferdinand knew very well that the capitalists were greedy. If they were killed with a stick, God knew what they would do. At the same time, capitalists are weak, and they will compromise when they open their mouths.
In a short period of half a year, Bulgaria has poured in no less than 100,000 foreign workers. The sinister Ferdinand naturally chose to sacrifice their interests in exchange for capitalists' compromise.
At the same time, I also forgot to open a mouth to encourage foreigners to learn Bulgarian and join Bulgaria. Of course, the main purpose is to promote ethnic integration and increase population.
Labor law, in addition to capturing a wave of popular support for Ferdinand. There is also a benefit not seen in the short term that has dampened the enthusiasm of the working class movement.
The working-class Social-Democratic Party, which Bulgaria has not yet established, is dead. Although its founder, Blagov, was killed by Stam's Cabinet in 1889 under the butterfly effect of Ferdinand.
As a result of Ferdinand 's crossing, in 1890, the number of Bulgarian employees reached 480,000, of which foreign workers accounted for a quarter, and the rate of economic development far exceeded the historical level in the same period.
As the government has invested heavily in infrastructure, it has increased employment, boosted domestic demand, and promoted rapid economic development in Bulgaria.
Although the number of Bulgarian workers has increased significantly, it has not changed the situation of backward industrial development.
In addition to Ferdinand's own industry, most of the factories in Bulgaria are still small workshops. The technology is backward and lacks competitiveness. The scattered distribution is not large and the ability to resist risks is extremely poor.
In order to change this situation, Ferdinand decided to continue to deepen reform. A small country with a population of only 3.2 million has more than 1,000 factories, large and small. It is a waste of resources to compete for this small market.
On September 20th, the Sofia Royal Palace is in a big debate to determine the future economic direction of Bulgaria. In addition to government officials, Bulgaria also invited a handful of economists.
斐 At the suggestion of Ferdinand, Constantine submitted to the government a "industry entry standard" plan. That is: set an industry threshold, eliminate some weak capitalists, and artificially restrict latecomers from entering. Disguised support for corporate mergers and reorganizations, and promote the development of monopoly capitalism.
If this plan is passed, it means that in the next five years, more than seven thousand factories in Bulgaria will be merged, reorganized or closed.
Obviously, there is not much market for this plan now. At the end of the 19th century, liberal capitalism was the most popular, and major European and American powers were working hard to fight against monopoly capitalism.
In 1890, the United States had just introduced the Sherman Act and promoted monopoly capitalism. There was also a feeling of counter-current.
Constantine started a model of tongue-in-cheek warlords, "Gentlemen, everyone knows the current plight of Bulgaria. We are just a small country with a population of less than 3 million and a lack of mineral resources. The process of industrialization has now reached, and many of our industrial raw materials are Relying on imports. Many factories are outdated in management and technology, and their products are seriously lacking in international competitiveness. They can only rely on the domestic market. Last year, the import and export trade deficit was as high as 60 million levs! How can our economy develop in the long run? "
"But Mr. Constantine, the" Industrial Access Plan "has destroyed the free capitalist market, the state has interfered too much in the market economic order, destroyed the fairness of the society, and the consequences have been unimaginable!" Economist Velen-Soma
"Mr. Velen, you are too alarmist. The state's intervention in the market economy is for the normal development of the Bulgarian economy, and the hidden dangers are eliminated in advance! If it is left alone, why do domestic capitalists compete with international capital?" Constantine
"Mr. Constantine, we all know that there can be no development without competition. What we need to do now is not to promote monopolyism, but to increase tariffs to protect the development of national industries!" Minister of Industry Kamilayev
"Mr. Kamilayev, how big is the Bulgarian market? Just three million people can support industrialization. Is it possible? If this is not possible, we must rely on the international market. In addition to raising tariffs, we will be separated from the international market. What else is the market for? "Constantine asked.
When no one answered, Constantine hit the iron while he was hot and said, "Gentlemen, now we have no choice but to give up industrialization or promote monopolyism, reduce internal consumption, force capitalists to technological innovation and improve product competitiveness!"
"Constantine is right, monopoly is not a good thing for the powers, but it is the best for Bulgaria now!" Chekov
"What is best for you? It's nothing more than someone's interest!"
"Nonsense!"
Uh ...
You and I come and go, express your opinions, and argue. There seems to be more reason to support monopolies, and the opposition is crowded, and it soon changed its taste  The smell of gunpowder is getting stronger and stronger.
Jeff Ferdinand stopped the intensifying quarrel between the two parties in time, "Enough, give me silence! Please pay attention to your identity, not personal attacks! This time, if anyone commits another offence, he will be deprived of his qualifications to participate in the discussion!"
Seeing Ferdinand getting angry, the parties feasted. "Fortunately, the parliament is dissolved, or it will be even more lively!" Ferdinand thought gratefully, and at the same time, settled on the principle that, as far as possible, the controversial bills should be introduced before the parliamentary elections.
On the one hand, monopoly is a hindrance to the development of technology, which has been illustrated in many cases; on the other hand, it also contains factors that promote the development of technology.
Because under the conditions of monopoly capitalism, the development of science and technology, the improvement of the quality of labor, the expansion of the scale of production and accumulation, and the development of social integration in the production process are all development developments that compete with monopoly competition, production concentration, joint system, and professional division of labor. Not open.
Jeff Ferdinand is very clear that what is most suitable for Bulgaria at this stage is monopolies. But when Bulgaria develops to a certain extent, monopolies will become an obstacle to economic development.
The resistance to reform is somewhat beyond Ferdinand's imagination. Opposition within the Guang government is so powerful.
He was silent for a moment, and Ferdinand decided to adopt a roundabout strategy to learn from the American tycoon Shi Zhigao.
After thinking of the strategy, Ferdinand hurriedly ended the government meeting, leaving Constantine.
Constantine is now a little bit nervous. Judging from the meeting just now, Ferdinand's account of things is a mess.
Ferdinand looked at Constantine who was not in the state and asked, "Mr. Constantine, do you think the Industry Access Plan is feasible?"
Constantine said without hesitation, "It works!"

A history of the birth of the Bulgarian Empire, a history of struggle in the small Balkan nations! The protagonist crosses Ferdinand I, leading Bulgaria’s rise.

A reasonably deductive essay without brain damage! A must-see for history parties, foreign history lovers are not to be missed!





(translated chinese novel)

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Kagaya ng nakasanayan sa bawat araw ay parang walang gana parin ako habang nakikinig sa klase. Pero talaga lang ah? I smiled, I laughed, and I talked a lot with them especially this four-- Dawn Dominguez, Amethyst Arellano, Sapphire Ejara, and Calliope Del Neda.

I'm okay. I'm okay.

After lunch, ang subject namin na susunod ay isa sa mga pinakanagugustuhan ko. The Personal Development. As a HUMSS student, I really want this kind of subject though in here, lahat naman ng strand ay meron ding ganito but the thing is, in HUMSS, mas pinopukos dito ang tungkol sa sarili at ang perspective mo tungkol sa nangyayari sa bansa. You have to be observant, you have to like news and what they're talking about, the society's problem, and all that.

Your consciousness about the world will surely widens but the most important one? Your perspective too in yourself will surely change. For me, yes, I became a better one I guess. Para akong nagising sa kamunduhan dahil nalalaman ko na at may paki-alam na ako sa mga nangyayari sa bansa and that's include myself. Mapapaisip na lang ako minsan nga kung anong silbe ko sa lipunan. Tsk.

"Class." nabalik ako sa wisyo nang marinig ang malamyos na tinig ng guro na nasa harapan. She looks so warm. She has a vibrant smile on her face and her voice sounds so soft, soothing us. Maybe that's why she's really fit in to be our Lecturer in Personal Development.

"Get your journal notebook. I want you to write something about companion." she said that made me stilled a bit. Companion?

"You can tell your story about how you met your friends, about how you trust each other, those times that you've been through or anything else about your perspective in companion. Just write down what you want to, okay?" she explained withe a warm smile on her face.

Agad namang nagsikilos sila at pansin ko ang excitement sa mga mukha nila. Looks like they want share their memories with their companion.

Tahimik ko namang kinuha ang kulay sky blue string notebook sa bag at napatitig sa blankong papel. Companion?

Pasimple akong sumilip sa katabi kong si Dawn at nabasa ko ng bahagya ang sinusulat niya.

My companions in life are those who stayed at my life. My best friends named Phoebe and Dianna. They were the lights who made my darkest days enlightened.

I stop reading there at wala sa sarili naman akong lumingon sa isa ko pang katabi na si Sapphire. She's currently writing too so I took a peek.

Amethyst and 

That's only two words written on her notebook. Amethyst and? Who? I saw her stilled for a bit but then, I saw her glance at me once a bit before a realization struck on her mind.

Amethyst and Iris are my--

I immediately look away and blink enuemeratically. I look at the remaining two but they're both busy and I think, there's no need for me to take a look at what they're writing.

Tahimik akong bumalik sa pwesto ko kanina at muling tumitig sa blankong pahina ng notebook. What will I write?

Should I write what they also writing right now? Sino naman ang isusulat ko rito? I feel ashamed suddenly. Before I took a peek on their notes, I'm actually expecting that my name will be written on there.

Unfortunately, looks like they have their own companion. I'm thinking that maybe I should write about them too but then I realized, it's no use. Mapapahiya lang ako.

But truthfully yes, I don't consider them as the best but they're still a companion. They're the one who's on my side everyday but the thing is, they still don't know anything about me.

Maybe they're not interested though. Pfft.

Tinignan ko naman ang oras sa cellphone at nakitang lampas limang minuto na akong nakatunganga. Napabuntong hininga ako. Fine, I'll just write whatever that runs in my mind.

Companions are those who's staying at your side. I'll probably say your friends, right? But in my own perspective, companion isn't only mean to have someone on your side whom you can be called as one. You can be your own companion too, right? Other than the other people, you yourself is the only one who's always there. I consider myself as my own companion because it's always there in my darkest days and nights. It'll never leave me.

My own shadow is one if it. She knows what I've been doing everyday. She hears my whimpers and cries in pain. She hears my laugh, scoff-- everything about me. She'll never say anything or act on it's own because she's just my shadow but she never leaves me.

And It's fine. It's perfectly alright.






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