chapter 1

"Joshua you need to come! It's been almost a year since we last met man! "

Seongchol pleads through the phone.

"Ummm I will definitely try.. But-"

I hesitate before asking

"Is everyone coming? "

"Yes everyone is coming Joshua! You need to come! Please try! We know you have some issues with jeonghan and seungkwan but don't let it come between our friendship"

Jeonghan. It hurts to hear his name.

After everything that happened between us, how will I meet him? Things will change right? We cannot act the same way we used to before. Everything's changed. But I need to face it .

It was my mistake after all.

"Alright, I'm coming! "

I don't know if I made the right decision, but whatever! I wanna meet others.

"THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'll call you later okay? "

He hangs up.

I fall back on the bed.

Jeonghan and I still talk sometimes so ig it won't be that hard but with seungkwan? We don't even have each other's numbers. I think I should save it. Just in case.

Let's not think about it now.

I still have 4 days to prepare my mind.