Educating myself

I am gald that Jeni isn't mad at me for killing that bastard Shane !

She took it pretty well, I didn't expected her to be this calm after I killed him.

Definitely she wasn't calm, but her behaviour wasn't anything close to what I had imagined.

I ripped his body off into pieces and fed it to the wild animals and cleaned the room after returning.

Nobody should come in and see the blood stains on the floor.

Jeni packed her bag.

I turned and took her to the pack.

I am glad she likes to spend time in the pack with the members.

And I think she'd get her mind clear there.

Because, there she'll be around the wolves and they'll tell her what I did was the right thing to do.

And I know, Katherine would help me in this ! She've done that before.

Dani welcomed us when we reached the pack.

" Welcome, Luna.

Noah would be very happy to see you.

He was actually talking about you before going to sleep just now before you arrived. "

Daniel said with a smile.

" I am dying to meet all the children of my pack now ! "

Jenifer replied with a smile.

" Welcome, Luna.

Glad to see you. "

Katherine said smiling and grabbing her hands softly in her.

She took her to her chamber and Dani turned towards me,

" What's wrong, Alpha ?

Why did you brought her here this late ? "

Daniel asked me craning his neck to look in my eyes.

I told him everything happened at the villa.

' You need to make sure Robert doesn't gets close to her ! '

I warned Dani about that bastard.

" Don't worry Alpha, I'll protect her at cost of my life ! "

Daniel assured me.

' I know that, that's why I am letting her under your protection !

Look if you could show her how are things different between us and humans and we aren't wrong for being different.

Ask Katherine to show her how beautiful submitting to her male is ! '

I said.

' Don't worry Alpha, I'll make sure she won't ever complaint about being the submissive one and she'll ask you to dominate her ! '

Katherine thought from her chamber.

' I am sure you will.

Now, take care of her and yourselves as well.

I'll come every night after she is asleep.

I don't want to meet her and let her feel she still wants to stays with me.

I'll meet her only when she'll ask me to ! '

I said.

' She'll beg you to meet her Alpha, rest assured ! The distance between you two will help her realise how much she loves you and how much she needs to be with you. '

Katharine said assuring me.

' I hope so.

Now, I am leaving take care of her.

See you tomorrow. '

I said and Dani rubbed my front leg, as he couldn't reach my head.

I returned to the villa.

To my room; empty room !

I am missing her already !

How in the hell am I gonna live without her ?

And only she and god knows till when ?

I don't know about her, but this empty room is killing me !

I am used to her being with me every night and caresse her to sleep.

Now that she isn't here, let's caresse ourself !

I woke up in the morning and Cathy came to me,

" Good morning sir.

Sorry to bother early in the morning.

But, I can't find mam and even Shane isn't in his room ! "

Cathy said worried.

" What ?

Shane isn't in his room ?

Where probably could he go ? "

I pretended to be shocked and oblivious about his whereabouts.

" And even mam... "

Cathy started about Jeni.

" She went to her friend who got her back home that night.

She might stay at her place for few days.

And about Shane, we'll wait for few days and then we'll go to police. "

I said assuring her.

" Ok, sir.

What would you like to have for breakfast ? "

Cathy said not completely convinced.

" Can I get pancakes ? "

I asked.

" Sure thing sir. "

Cathy said wait a forced smile.

She went out of the room.

I don't know for how long could I hide his death from all these people ?

I must keep an eye on them, nobody should know about what happened or...

I won't be left without any other option than killing them as well and I don't want to do that !

I must tell my Deltas to keep keen watch with all their eyes and ears.

Cathy returned with some hot pancakes.

I tasted them and...

Not bad but nowhere near like how my love makes them.

" Nice. "

I said.

" You didn't liked them sir, did you ? "

Cathy said with a smile.

" Um...

I won't lie, they are so good but not how Jenifer cookes. "

I told her the truth.

" She certainly cookes better than our cook, sir. Even I like the taste of her food. "

Cathy said.

She went and the replacement of Shane, Martin came and helped me in the official work.

I must say, Shane handled the office way better than Martin.

But, we can't get Shane back now, so I should get used to work with Martin.

He isn't bad, though.

A week passed without talking her.

I've seen her every night when I visited the pack, but I never woke her up.

I am badly missing her.

I came here to make her mine, love her, take care of her, spoil her and what am I doing ?

Being alone here at my family villa alone and waiting for her to realise that she too love me and is ready to accept me the way I am !

Well, I guess I should know about sex in humans, if it is anything different than we have.

I was about to get the sex-ed classes next year, when my bastard brother threw me out of my family.

So, now that she isn't here, let's collect information about sex in humans and things related to it.

Animals have sex in a same position world wide. Do humans too have the same position as we do or is it different than us and same world wide or differ from country to country or something like that ?

I grabbed Petric's laptop and I must say, technology have evolved a lot since I left the human world !

This laptop is completely different than I used to have earlier.

I switched it on and searched about sex in humans.

I couldn't believe what's infront of my eyes ! There are so many positions to have sex and here I thought humans too have a same position !

But it's like a bouquet, variety of positions !

And not only positions, they have something called foreplay, sexting, dirty talking, licking, sucking and many more.

I have no idea about any of these.

I should know this before we get in the action and I save myself to be the fool who doesn't know anything about sex !

Let's check everything the internet have to tell me.

I think I should check the pictures as well or maybe...

Videos !

I've heard about the adult videos on the net and I think they might help me in getting the information I need.

I haven't seen any video but, I've heard from my friends that they are actually educational kind, for the newbies like me !

So, let's jump in the ocean of the net and get the information I want and need to make my love happy and give her what she deserves and needs !