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The Inner Me

"How dare you?! How dare you tell the class we're friends?!!!" She screamed at me right after landing that slap on my face. "That's because youre my friend" i managed to curl up a smile on my red face. "Shut up!! We are not friends okay!!! Now you are going to tell everyone exactly what i just said!!" "But i cant tell a lie. We are friends" It wouldn't have cost me anything to just succumb to her wishes but i didnt, all because of the crush i had for her, and that cost me a whole lot. Linda's parents were major sponsors to the school and she managed to create a scandal against me and i got expelled. I spent most of my teenage like being homeschooled and disconnected from the world. I would have loved for my new life to last forever but it all had to stop when my parents told me i would have to be re-enrolled in my former school. Apparently, facing my fears was the best option according them. A story about closeted lesbian teen like me is one that needs to be heard.

Ta_mmy · LGBT+
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18 Chs

Love at first sight.

"I'm unknown what does that even mean" i shook my head to remove all those thoughts. I went to the staff room to introduce myself to the home room teacher. Seeing the teacher made me feel disgusted, she looked like someone over 50.

Normally when i used to attend the school there was a rule that teacher shouldn't be more than 35 years old i mean how is she supposed to handle the students?. She accompanied me to the class. On our way to class I kept breathing heavily and telling myself everything will be fine.

We got into the class and I looked around, my eyes met with Cole and he slightly waved at me. The female students saw that and you know, they started whispering. "typical!" I said to myself.

The teacher told me to briefly introduce myself, I looked at all the students, gathered all my courage, and said "Hi everyone, my name is Ella. I'm new here so I hope you all will treat me well". my god! i didnt expect myself saying that again in like..uhm...ever!

Some of the students clapped, some whispered to themselves and some just hissed. One of the female students shouted "if u want to be treated well, why don't you just go to the hospital? i think you have a problem in your brain" and all the other female students started laughing .

"I'm right in front you! ugh I guess I already have haters" i thought to myself. That made me a little relieved because the more haters I have, the better.

"keep your voices down!" shouted the teacher as she banged her cane on the board.

Oh now I see. The cane. That's how she handles the students.

The teacher thought out loud "where would your seat be?"

"Teacher, teacher, there's an empty sit right beside me" Cole shouted out as he pointed to the empty seat beside him. I really didn't understand why he was all up in my business, i mean i just met him like 5 minutes ago ugh!

So annoying! .

The teacher told me to go seat down beside him. As i walked slowly to my sit, all i could think of was how i would ignore Cole for the rest of the year. i sat down on my new seat and i started to organize my stuff on the desk.

"Hi" whispered Cole to me but i pretended to not hear him. "Hi!" said Cole again but this time with a higher tone and i still ignored him.

I tapped a guy in front of me and he was like "oh hi, my name is Jerald". I didnt even ask him anything yet and he already told me is name? I guess every guy here is weird.

I asked him if english is next and he replied saying,

"Yes" while smiling and nodding his head at the same. He kept on looking at me until i said that's all i wanted to ask. I thought to myself, is this how all the boys in this school behave..if it is then its gonna be problem.

The English teacher came in. She recognized that i was new so she told me to introduce myself. I did as she said. She then threw a question at me, a question she hasn't even taught her class, i could tell from the class expressions.

The class started whining that how would i know how to answer a question she hasn't even taught them. I smiled and i thought to myself, such a simple question makes them whine like this seems I've got dummies as classmates. I answered the question with ease and they all were surprised.

The girl from earlier said "It seems you took my advice and fixed your brain" and i replied saying "no i didn't , my brain was pretty fine and i think you and your friends need that advice compared to me" The whole class exclaimed and i could see Cole looking at me with is mouth wide open.

I really didn't believe myself, i actually said that. I felt so proud. I sat down bent my head and started praising myself under my breath. I was so lost in that until heard the teacher shouting and i looked up. I saw a really pretty girl, my world paused and everything disappeared from it. All i could see was her, she was so pretty.

Damn! She's hot!!

Without even realizing myself i started tapping cole hard. He replied saying "what!, what!?", i said with so much emotion, "who is that, she looks so pretty".

"You ignored me all day and now you're disturbing me like crazy because of her?, well she's the bully of this class and a rebel,you dont wanna get yourself mixed up with her" said Cole. "wow, she seems so cool, i love her" i thought to myself and then i suddenly snapped out of it.

"what are you saying Ella?!!" i thought to myself, i then saw her come closer and closer to me. My heart kept beating so fast, i couldn't control it. I kept saying Heart! keep still to myself but it didn't work. She then sat at the seat beside me. I felt like my heart was going to explode. I didn't really understand why though. I tried so hard to get my eyes off her but i just couldn't.