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The Godless Existence

What will you do when you become something that amounts to nothing? [Not you, of course. You already amount to nothing.] What do you do when you become something that doesn't need anything to live? [You already died before the story starts.] What will happen when you become Everything? [Existence: The being that is everything and nothing.] Dave or Lui, or whoever it may be, cannot be named, for he is Everything. All and nothing, he suffered for everything and nothing knows his name. The legion of Existence spans infinity. He turned back time to suffer again and again. [With his beloved, of course.] Watch as he travels from world to world, dying by his own hands. Watch and read to see if he ever stops dying. He may grow and ascend but suffer he will. He may live happily for now, but that happiness will be his bane, testing himself to see how far he can go for life's fun. [Yes, this is about the suffering of oneself, to understand everything and be nothing.] [The Holy Grail? The System? The Dao? The world? Evolution? No, no, no... EXISTENCE! EVERYTHING EXISTS, SO DO I!!!]

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Chapter 68: Thought process!

"My current strength is still functioning, But the mental exhaustion led me to believe that i was once again about to crumble, It seemed that psychic attacks work well on undead or is it just me " Said Dave as he wakes up from the alley way as it seemed that his exhaustion had already been removed.

"But wait? Isn't this an alley how did i get here? Any way let's return first " Said Dave getting up as he leaves the alley way, Sun kissed Dave skull as it rises in the morning sun.

"Hey hey don't cut in line! we are waiting here for the whole night! "

"Yeah! Dont! "

"Move to the end! "

"... " Scowls came down the line of customers as they were depraved of sleep, Dave didn't really bother as the shop wouldn't open if He didn't do it, So he just watched the customers lined up one after another.

"Umm excuse me... " Said Someone as he meets dave at the end of the line, Dave looked at the girl as he question why "Umm what is it? " Said Dave tilting his head, The girl sat next to Dave. as it stutters saying "Umm is this the pet shop my grandfather visited a day before? I was wondering if you have noticed ".

"Yep, The old man with the weirdly eccentric squirrel? Why what happened to the old man I'm quite new here so i don't know much " Said Dave, Looking at the girls almost seeping watery eyes, Nonetheless he still somewhat convinced that he had nothing to do since the long line didn't move as henwas still ran about chatting with the girl.

"Grandfather Po was struck with a sickly disease, And he thought that maybe pet shop jin could help since he had a little bit of a past with pet shop jin... " Said the little girl as he thought of the past, Even nonetheless she was still new of the news as she just arrived a day later...

"Ohh... I could get you inside, But you have to convince them though, I can easily get inside even if i don't wait " Said Dave as he smiles at the little girl.

"It's urgent! How can you play at this kind of time! " Said Jin as he jumps from three feet up from the air, Landing down the apartment with the awe of the customers as Jin looked at dave lastly with tension.

"Chill, Chill i was just joking... And Anyway am i gonna get the shop again since i want to test something? And since your going to be preoccupied with girl there wouldn't be a problem right? " Said Dave as he sneaks in the crowd opening the shop meanwhile jin and the girl was left out as the crowd rushed in leaving the two in awe.

"Calling out on the previous unattended customers with the templates i have given! " Said Dave standing a top in the cashier desk as he calls the previous one.

"Here! "

"Here! "

"Here! "

"Here... " Though none knew who started calling dave they still compiled as even if they don't know what Dave was saying nonetheless they got a gist of what he said.

"Since I'm in charger there's no need to be polite? I'm going on my mood since i have a striking headache and wouldn't mind work for a contemporary solution " Said Dave rizzling up the hearts of the customers as he takes one hand and slowly carres the face of the customers in front.

"Everything exist for a reason and i wouldn't mind be the reason why you still had gone that way... " Said Dave.

"Just call my name, I'll be right there... Continue to plead my work as a disposable existence " Said Dave handing out straps of his consciousness he had thought of meanwhile knocked asleep last night, Even though he was dragged down from exhaustion.

"So what may be the problem? " Thought so dave as his first patient comes in to check up on his pet, Dave didn't really bother if something weirdly or controversial happened outside.

"A Weird concoction of flew? A Plague but worry not its the immune systems of your pet, I'm just new in this thing so i can't distinguish shit enough " Said Dave as he stands in a sickly dog like creature with the metalic augmentation, Currupted or rusted dependent on where you looked but one thing that stands out.

"Hmm... It would be kind of a bother if i did something wrong so i need the owners consent and opinion " Said Dave, Calling out the owner was going to be the basis since he didn't want to juat bluntly cause problems that ain't supposed to be.

"Hehehe... Since i want to record this shit, I'll have to constantly theories things for me... " Said Dave, Bluntly scalping down chunks of the rusted larts since that was kind of a common misconception since iron or metalic objects tends to leave out parts that could get them some good.

"Hmm, Rest there i still have some time before i actually curr you since that what i have insistently thought of a way to have some me time while i take notes from the disease i encounter " Said Dave taking out the book he had now thought of as his own, Scribbles drawn out and in as it was already somewhat full or filled with existential dread of his consciousness and theory he made up.

"The current known information that i have on, Materials made by nature is varying from minirals and other flora, Since i dove to that hell hole of depression i got some usefull assessments since my thoughts reverb back and fort to contrast my doubts and will but mehh " Said Dave nonetheless looking for himself if he missed out on any particular part of the metalic constitution in his mind, Though he was kind of a soulless beast he still have thought of way he could potentially return the benifits of being a human being.

Yep this shit is still going, Anyway maybe a week or two I'll have to return nonetheless since I'm still working on other stuff

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