" That is not....ahh!" I tried to speak but I could barely get a word out with moaning. "Stop..." I told him but he seemed to conveniently ignore it. Compared to him, I was weak, mentally and physically. I didn't know how to resist him or make a firm decision to stop him anymore.
" I'll stop if you want me to." He whispered behind me as one of his hands made its easy down, between my legs. " Only if you want me to."
" Don't stop...." I heard myself say even before I could think of it. I wanted him. That was the truth but I didn't want to have him like that. It didn't seem right. Getting into a marriage contract and all. Nothing about our relationship was real. He could wake up one day and decide he didn't need me anymore and there would be nothing I can do.