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The Beauty Inside My Head

HI, THIS MY FIRST TIME WRITING HERE... AND I HAVE BEEN BEARING THOSE HEAVY THOUGHTS INSIDE MY HEAD AND I GOT TIRED SO... I NOW DECIDED TO WRITE IT DOWN HERE FOR ME TO FEEL WEIGHTLESS. AND HAPPILY I NOW FELT SATISTFIED AND LIGHT. AND PLEASE EXCUSE MY GRAMMATICAL ERROR 'COZ THAT WAS JUST A MATTER OF IMPERFECTION AND I'M STILL WORKING ON IT, SO I'M OPEN OF ANY CORRECTION. XOXO :*

Vi_Na_Morena · 若者
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22 Chs

"Short Time Is Never limited To Making A Million Memories"

Oh,there she is again,

Letting her thoughts kept swaying at the edge of the pen.

It was August back then, where the clouds stuck on the same rythym,

And even until the azure of the skies hide its gleam.

Even her heart was still on the fence;

Yet, this happiness has its own wings;

It made her climbed high-up above; dancing with the clouds again.

The feeling was unknown yet, overwhelming;

The moment someone's him knock on her door,

And the moment before she could think; she

already let him in,

His presence seems like a summer thing.

And if they were in the movie it would be entitled;

"Hot Him Made Her Bad Girl"

In those unusual things, he got her rush and not thinking of things.

In every moment, in a seconds, he had her jump into the beauty of wild excitement;

Where she is a good girl sneaking away with the truth;

Riding with him fast with his motorcycle heading to the lake of paradise,

Where she is becoming a bad girl viewing happiness as a beautiful distraction.

Yet, in the middle of perplexity and clarity;

She captured his brown eyes staring at her;

Under the glowing darkness where moon shines bright

And winter breeze came along;

As she gaze on his disheveled hair adding beautiful distraction on her front view;

A stealing moment made her felt brandnew;

He kissed her forehead and hold her hand warmth and tight.

At this moment, through these feelings, the never ending euphoric smiles catches stranger's staring;

Behind him was a different color of fireworks exploding;

Their perfectly intertwined hands made her credulous;

Believing that thorn of rose is unpainful to hold;

Letting him pick and cut flowers inside her secluded wall garden;

Cheerishing the savoring fragrance of smell,

and hold it seems he will never catch this moment again,

In this moment, she is not dreaming, yet it seems;

Things came into her mind that these foot-steps walking through the path where time is gold, so true and strange.

The end of August is coming, this made her questioned  "is this love or just a feeling of a thousands feelings?"

Never in her head of what is the true difference of now and then;

A Companiable boy was well unlikely to the amiable man with the patience, sympathy and loyalty,

Yet, lately he made her questioned her worth in front of his reality:

Oh Baby, help me in this intuition of mine slowly killing me,

Funny!

Do not you dare to excuse it as maybe,

Because, I know this day, by heart, you already know me.

You saw it coming don't you?

Boys knew girls a little bit crazy and strange,

But it was because, you did so right to them causing it euphoria to their veins; calling them in different eandering names!

Then in a sudden, you come back to me and said

"it was just a friendly thing"

Do you really expect me to be just fine and feel nothing?

Fine, I brushed it off, concealed the pain.

Heavy rain is coming, it is September 12th thing.

She was at school laughing, throwing jokes with her school friends when her phone buzzes;

His name displayed on her phone screen.

Yet, before she could answered it, his smile flickered accross the busy street;

Where she only heared his voice softly calling her name;

It entices her to going back and stay again,

Such a fool dumb pure little thing for letting her guard down again.

On that September night, she is not mistaken,

The glow in his eyes were curropted in between of love and pain,

As he is about to spell something;

Yet, in a swift moment he cut it with a words,

"You are always my beautiful Vin"

She never heared such an eandering words not until because of him,

A night where the gracious moon complimented their beautiful moments,

His cute and simple gestures always ignites her excitement.

Until September 15th, those excitements were end up igniting pain; when his media post says, "How can I love someone without breaking my mother's heart?"

In the midts of his parents beliefs and his love; she is just someone whom is nothing, 

Well, time guess their love meant to nothing, yet pain.

It was september 15th, it was beautiful day when things ended up in a sudden.

He said that better ended this early than keep it secretly and bleed in a long terms,

Well, there is nothing more nicer response as "K."

As it was just smooth and sarcastically unpainful that she never saw it coming.