I cant be loved {79}

Time skip.

Sakura was seen looking at her hand, the same hand that she had used to slap Aaron's face, her hands were shaking a bit and looked to be in bad shape.

She felt as if she had broken a few bones in there, she could still feel her hand but now it would take a significant amount of effort to move her finger around without being filled with pain.

Even though her hands were filled with so much pain, this wasn't the main thing that was on her mind.

The memory replayed in her mind over and over again.

Why did she do it? why did I feel the need to slap him without letting him even get a second to explain himself?

She knew him pretty well and she knew he wasn't really the type to just sacrifice people like that, his blunt attitude was a part of him she knew well. He wouldn't hold back on his words no matter how harsh they may sound or how vulgar some people may find it.

But for some reason, after she saw her older brother become a monster without her being able to do anything about it.

Even thinking about it now, completely infuriated her. Thinking about how her brother was used and abused like this.

It pained her greatly to think about.....

Hearing about her brother was basically just a simple pawn, it greatly angers her....and what finally made her snap was the way he nonchalantly announced everything.

The way that Aaron just coldly announced how her brother was gone not to be saved.... what drove the nail deeper into the coffin was the fact that he knew about it this whole time.

The fact that he knew about how Daiji was flailing into the dark side and yet chose to not tell anyone.

This slight moment just kind of opened her eyes just a bit...the only time he would reveal something like this would be when he was benefited in some ways.

She gritted her teeth even thinking about it, she should have known and to think she was beginning to fall for someone that despicable.

"Sakura there you are "A voice suddenly said cutting Sakura out of her current state, she looked toward the voice and noticed Hana.

"Hana, you follow me, "Sakura said with what seemed to be a stunned expression on her face, she had not expected Hana to follow her.

Pov change.

Aaron was seen looking at Ikki's training, if he remembered correctly this was probably the 15 times that Ikki's body gave out on him but due to some healing on his part.

Ikki got right back up and went straight back to training, he seemed to be in the zone as if nothing could stop him from reaching his goal of saving his brother.

That was good, this was what Aaron wanted, as long as Ikki stayed in this state throughout all their training then, him pulling Daiji out of Gifu's control should be easy for him.

Plus, if the two were to resonate then, Ikki's contract with Vice should be destroyed at the same time.

He was essentially killing 2 birds with one stop.

As soon as Daiji would be saved the other 2 people to fight would probably be Genta against Vail and then something along the lines of Ikki and Daiji against Gifu's biggest glazer yet, the coochie cavemen himself.

The man that sold his soul to coochie, the man who gets on his knees every day for Gifu, Akaishi himself.

Aaron held his head in his hand, the plan was quite simple though before he fought Gifu he would need to prepare.

"So... planning on trying to make them hate you aren't you" Yami's voice was heard saying in his mind.

"I have no idea what you are talking about "Aaron replied dryly as his eyes went from Ikki to checking on his own vitals.

"I live in your mind dumbass, don't lie to me "Yami's voice was heard saying as what seemed to be a miniature Aaron landed on his shoulder.

"Oh yeah...I forgot "As those words left his mouth, Aaron looked at his vitals, his body was basically back to the strength it was before...so why was the machine saying he was only 80% healed when as things stood right now, he was as strong as he was before the injury.

"It seems like someone never heard of hypertrophy," Yami Chibi self said on Aaron's shoulder.

"Last time I checked, I wasn't part of any of those races that could do this "Aaron said sighing a bit.

"And last time I checked a human body shouldn't be able to tank so much blunt force without breaking but you exist, "Yami said sarcastically.

"Fine let's get to training, "Aaron said as he walked toward the training room and started training.

Taking in a deep breath Aaron started to feel his body and his muscles. As he opened his eyes, his skin seemed to turn slightly red, this was done due to Aaron overclocking his nervous system and blood flow.

Aaron took in a deep breath before summoning a dummy with the strength of Vail.

The dummy took the exact same appearance as Vail and got into a stance.

As soon as the light turned green, Vail rushed toward Aaron at full force his body filled with negative energy.

Aaron, who was now in this super aware state, saw the man move in slow motion, the second that Vail reached Aaron he spews out blood.

As the demon's eyes went toward where it felt pain, it saw something it didn't expect, Aaron's hand went straight through the beast.

Aaron removed his hands from Vail's chest before proceeding to hold the creature by both sides of his head in a show of pure brutality tore the creature in half causing guts and blood to go flying everywhere.

As the dummy fully died, the blood that was covering Aaron's body vanished.

"That was a bit brutal don't you think "Yami's voice said in his mind.

"Welp, with your killing intent constantly being on, I need a way to let loose somehow, "Aaron said reminding the demon that its constant killing intent was disturbing him.

"Why not go on a rampage, I am sure it will quench our blood loss, "Yami said with a smile.

"No"

"Pussy"

Aaron just chuckles upon hearing his inner demon speak.

He walked toward his room sweating a bit.

Though what awaited him was not something he really expected to see, in his room, he was met by the figure of the wonderful ice princess Miyuki.

However, she seemed to have not noticed his presence yet as her back was currently the only thing he could see.

The room temperature was very low, freezing almost and she had seemed to be pretty damp, like her whole body had water on it. Her white hair was let loose and no longer restrained by a band.

"Isn't this a great way to let out some steam "Yami's voice was heard saying in his mind.

On one hand yes, Yami was kind of right, he could do it. He could use her in order to let out some steam but he didn't like this.

Sure, he had used many people in his life but at least with them he could keep a good conscience and either said they were evil or the way he had used them had saved them from a worse fate.

With Miyuki, he couldn't do that if he were to he wouldn't be better than the rest of the humans back there.

He would be nothing more than them.

The sound of him struggling with his mind seems to have alerted Miyuki as she turns around her gaze now lingering on him.

She was wearing a white buttoned shirt but with the water, the shirt was pretty revealing it was as if the shirt was not even doing its job at making sure her skin wouldn't be seen.

The clothes quite literally seemed to be hugging her figure.

'why the fuck does it have to be so hard' He thought to himself, he wanted to but yet he didnt feel like crossing that line.

Maybe asking Abi to make him experience Yami feeling 24/7 wasn't such a good idea, after all, cause what the fuck was all that lust coming from.

'It's from your own repressed fucking emotion dumbass, did you short bus kid ass forget that special ed ass host' Yami's voice was heard saying in Aaron's mind.

"Are you just going to keep staring at me human "Miyuki's voice was heard saying cutting Aaron out of his thoughts.

"Quick question though, what were you doing in my room," Aaron said changing the subject.

Miyuki's gaze didn't waver as she responded, her tone cool and refined. "I found your room quite agreeable. And isn't it a crime for me to enjoy a shower in such a comfortable place?"

Aaron raised an eyebrow, trying to suppress the mix of emotions swirling within him. "There are multiple showers in this house. Why choose mine?"

Miyuki's expression shifted to one of visible annoyance. She straightened her posture, her voice carrying the weight of her royal upbringing. "We are engaged, Aaron. Under the traditions of my people, it is customary for a betrothed couple to share such intimate spaces. It is an expectation of our commitment."

"Speaking of that engagement bs, you haven't tried killing me in the past 3 weeks...may I know why "He said with his hands resting on his hips.

".... I did try...you must not have seen them have much of a challenge "Miyuki added with a cold expression.

....

"Welp...on a scale of 1 to 10, how against it are you just asking "Aaron said trying to gauge where she was at.

"100" She replied nearly instantly...that was very good to know.

"Then blackmailing it is, "Aaron said with a dry expression on his face.

"Why do you mean human "She said getting very defensive.

"Oh, I am just planning to blackmail your parents no big deal, "Aaron said with a smile on his face.

Miyuki blinked once then twice, he said what?

He was planning to do what?

Time skip.

"May I know why you are planning on doing this "Yami's voice was heard saying in his mind.

"It's simple, she doesn't want it and frankly I don't feel like it so why not" Was the reply he got from Aaron.

"She is yours to claim so why let her go "Yami's voice was heard saying.

"She has free will and she chose not to be with me, so who am I to force her" Aaron said as he was seen stretching his body a bit.

"And you willing to give up on yourself so fast, "Yami said sounding annoyed.

"I mean if I was her, I would probably not want to date me too, monsters are not meant to be loved...I am content the way things are "Aaron said with a smile.

"Fucking liar" Yami retorted.

"Since when were you so caring about I feel "Aaron retorted.

"Because you are a frustrating host, you do not want to give in to your bloodlust and become the monster everyone views you as but at the same time you used the fact that people see you as a monster to explain to cope with the fact you have been used day after day again," Yami said frustrated.

"All of them used you, Nady, that bitch used you to get her kingdom saved, Mitsume used you in order to keep her son safe and save her from dying, Sakura just used you to get stronger before tossing you aside like garbage, and Miyuki is just using you for her own hatred against the human race, she is pissed at you for something you had no say in, matter of fact you were fucking disown by the human race" The demon sounded frustrated.

"And you are willing to thug that shit out.....just because some celestial bitch told you it's not the right thing to do, since when was it up to the victim to be the bigger person, "Yami said sounding enraged, in his anger, Aaron eyes seem to turn red a bit as below them Vice who was in the middle of training fell to the floor.

Fear gnawing at him from all angles, that dark aura.... why was it so suffocating, he couldn't even move without feeling like he would die.

"Pipe down, "Aaron said dryly holding his head in his hand, why was his inner demon so goddam destructive?

"Why do you want me to calm down and watch on repeat as my dumbass host just gets used over and over again while he doesn't do anything about it just because a flying pigeon said so "Yami said annoyed.

"Let's just get this world over with, "Aaron said dryly as he lay on his bed.

"I bet you 30$ that after you saved this world from certain death, the people on this planet will boo you, they will hate on you as they all did, humans never change..."

"Cry me a river, "Aaron said dryly.

"Why the fuck do you even listen to that flying pigeon...did you forget what they..." Before Yami could finish his sentence the room seemed to have gone quiet for a bit as Aaron looked at his own inner demon with murderous intent.

"Say another word, and I swear to anything holy and unholy I am going to fucking murder you"

Yami seemed to have a smile on his face...this was fun.